我累了，真的累了。
好想放声大哭，但是我不可以。
因为没有一个男人是值得你为他流泪的，值得的那一个，不会让你哭！
我不想哭，因为我觉得你是值得的。
可能很多人会说我这样很傻，但是我不觉得。
早就已经有心理准备了，那为什么我的心现在很痛很痛。
也许你真的不曾为我做过的那些事感到感动吧！
为什么？为什么现实中的你，和我想像的不一样。Haix.
所以我只能说，现实和虚幻往往不一样！
讨厌现实，因为现实事非常残酷的！
但不管怎样，我没有后悔喜欢你！
我想大声地告诉你，我还喜欢你，你听到没有？
我很希望你可以读到我在博客写的这些东西，真的很希望。
如果可以恨你
全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你
還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離
Counting down - 13 more days! Do u rmb my birthday?! Will you wish me?
Its really impossible!!!
If u were to ask me if im still waiting for the impossible?! I will reply u saying, YES!!!
Oh yes, and if u see me being very quiet, dont irritate me, becos i just dont feel like talking. Haix. Sorry.
Tan, your Chinese Language is superb. Don't look down on yourself, everyone has their own talent and good points. Whenever i read what you type in Chinese, my heart breaks. I wonder why, both of us are going through the same thing.
ReplyDeleteI hope time heals, really. Earlier when i was in Sec 1 & 2, there was another female teacher whom i see as a sister; but she is always cold towards me unless she needs help. It took me more than 2 years to forget about her. Now that she is trying to contact me, i did not reply her SMSes and MSN messages. I know i sound very mean, but the pain that i went through is much hurtful.
I hope everything will be alright for both of us.
I hope it will be ok also, but i dont know how long i will take! At least she is trying to contact u now, but he isn't loh. Nvm lah, haix. Im used to it alrd loh!
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