Saturday, May 23, 2009

Ok, the Beatty Alumni Bowling Competition was fun, enjoyed, but haix, my bowling skills damn pro loh! Keep going into the drain one. Hahahaha. 

After a very long period of time, i finally get to see him again!!! The long period of time is like 77 days, which is equivalent to 1848 hrs, which is like damn long loh, for me lah! And yes, i talked to him, but is like just a normal you ask me, i answer, i ask u, u answer. No more random here, random there alrd! Haix, really miss the days when we stand outside your staff room and talk abt everything, but now! Haix. I want to talk to you over the phone leh, but i know i cant. Ok, i have NO RIGHTS. Time will heal, i believe, but i dont know how long i will take loh.

Oh yes, and he called my name this morning, and im happy. Becos when u call someone, images of that person flows into the mind, processing it to rmb who that person is! Hahaha. He still rmb me! But haix, i got alot of things to ask him loh!

我发现,过了那么久,我见到你的时候,心还是会跳的很快。
我想问你很多很多的问题,我有很多的难道和为什么要问你。
但是,我觉得这些问题, 最终会是没有答案的。
我想不通, 真的想不通。
为什么你会是个这样的人?我只能说,人不可貌像!
我不想接受事实!!!
我想听你亲口告诉我。
亲口告诉我,你从来没被感动过。
亲口告诉我,你对我一点好感都没有。
我想告诉你,我还事喜欢你的!
我会等下去。等着那,不可能发生的一件事。

Counting down - 8 more days to my 18th birthday! Will you wish me?! Will it be a wish come true?! I dont know, i seriously dont! Haix! I still love you lah! Chan Meng Fai, you see that?!

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