Auction today was great, the sales was great, everything is great lah, in fact! Hahah. And haix, im missing someone alrd, althou i just met him yday! Haix, its like just few hours din see him only loh! Think i can go and die le lah! Haix.

So many ppl told me that im stubborn. Haix. 明明知道喜欢你，根本不会有结果，但我却不死心。Haix! 我能怎么办呢？要放下这3年来对你的单恋，对我来说，这不是一件容易的事。我怕，我真的害怕！不害怕什么，害怕的是，我得到一个我不想得到的回答！我不知道该怎么办啦！Ok, stop! Have been emo-ing for very long alrd, i know i shld stop. But haix, how to sia? Im like missing him everyday loh, seriously! I dont want to be emo, but i cannot loh. Got thing to do, nth to do only will think of him, thinking if he is ***, thinking abt the qns i want to ask him, thinking abt all the past(althou nth happened, but there are happy times), thinking of him now and den! Haix. When will i ever stop thinking of him sia?! When? Haix. 

Counting down - 7 more days, which is like exactly one week to my 18th birthday! Happy loh, becos by 31st may, the age gap between us will be like 19yrs instead of 20 yrs! Hahah, becos im still 17 now, and he is like 37! Haix. Nvm, i like can alrd. Will u rmb my birthday?! I want you to wish me leh, i dont want to have a shattered wish! I want it to be a real happy birthday!