Self Doubt > Reassurance > Letting it Go.

I think i’ve never mentioned this to anyone before. 

But because of this whole Covid19 situation,

i sorta questioned myself 

(1) if i made the right choice choosing to study Audio Visual Technology (AVT) as a Diploma back in Ngee Ann Polyechnic... 

(2) If i made the right choice to continue in the industry after internship. 

The reason why i chose AVT was purely because i was a fangirl back then (still a fangirl now), 

and i wanted to be upclose with artistes backstage. 

I definitely enjoyed the whole 9 years of experience in the industry. 

Never once i regretted my decision to be honest, 

even though we are always dealing with demanding clients. 

And there’s always this statement that keeps me going - 

Every bad experience is a good experience gained. 

No matter how tough the situation is, it only makes you stronger. 

Back to the topic, 

recently because of the whole covid19 pandemic that is affecting the entire World,

i questioned myself... 

If i made the right choice back then... 

I cant seem to find an answer to my question recently, 

maybe that is the reason why i cant sleep at night these days... 

But perhaps, this is just part of life, 

you’ll need some setback in life to reassure you of the decisions you’ve made.
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最近因為疫情的關係一直都懷疑自己當初是否正確... 我從事幕後工作，一開始決定想當個幕後工作人員純粹是因為當時還在追星，而這份工作是最能接近演藝人員的。雖說我現在還是在追星！因為疫情的關係很多大型的活動都被迫取消，這幾個月的確很沮喪。雖說一直在懷疑自己當初的選擇是否正確，我每次都在問自己... 但這接近9年的經歷，我沒有一天後悔自己的決定，我熱愛我的工作，雖然有時活動策劃員和客戶真的很難搞... 曾經有一個人告訴過我，每一個不悅快的經歷都是一個很好的學習方式。不管那個經歷多麽辛苦，他也只會把你訓練得更好！言歸正傳，因為疫情的關係，我再次問自己之前的決定是否正確。 但我想人生應該就是這樣吧，你總需要一些小小的挫折來讓你再次保證自己當初所做的決定...

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來介紹幾首歌吧。歌詞都很有意思，有時間可以聽一聽。

黃偉晉 - 我還相信我
梁釗峰 - 28天
陳健安 - 告別的藝術
孫協志 - 很確定

thhsamantha

26072020