The very last 2 photos of her...
The last good-bye...
The very last family photo of her with my maternal side relatives.
The very last sight of her...
原來失去一個至親的人,感覺是多麼的痛,痛的感覺真的無法形容!第一次嘗試哭到說不出話來是什麼感覺... 那個上午,我握著她的手告訴她我們都長大了不要再有牽掛了,如果真的很辛苦就不要再撐下去了,我們明白的。就算再捨不得,還是得捨得!可是人明明就好好的,一下子卻敗給了病魔。我知道 Popo 已經到了一個沒有病痛,折磨的地方,可是我還是會想起她!她留下的回憶太多了!想起她常常偷跑出去,還裝著沒事的樣子... 想起她每天趕我們回家的樣子... 想起她每次都說我們比她還要囉嗦... 想起她臨睡的樣子,把假牙拿出來之後又那麼害羞的樣子... 想起她說 “我去睡覺了啊” 跟 “byebye” 的時候... 總之關於她的每一件事都會牢牢記在心裡!... 哭過這最後一次,就不能再哭了。想起你的時候一定會面帶微笑,因為你是那個很愛笑的老太婆!可是真的永別了,我的老婆~ 妳一路走好!我會一直把你放在心裡!
It hurts so bad losing your precious one. It's a kind of a pain that no one can ever describe. That morning, i held her hand, telling her that we've all grown up, you dont have to worry about us anymore. If it's really too tiring for you, just let go, we all understand. I know she is now in a better place, but i'll still think of her. She has brought too much of such lovely memories to us! And no matter what, all these memories shall always be in our heart and mine. I'll miss you, but i'll smile when i miss you, for you've always been the smiley Popo for the longest time! Farewell, my loupo~ You shall always be in my heart.
Till then, we meet again...
In loving memory of Teng Moi.
1938 - 2016
Rest in Peace.
Stay strong Samantha! Losing a love one is the hardest thing one can ever handle. But believe thats she's in a better place now , and still watching over you and your siblings.
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