Alive.

我活過來了! No doubt it was really hurting everytime i think of you... 

But again, we are of no relation, i have to remind myself that constantly.

I am thankful to have known you.

Am still very thankful for all these to happen in life.

Everything happens for a reason, no?

Yes, everything happens for a reason. 

There are just so many things that i want to say, but i cant put them in words.

But, i'm alive.

I did cried very badly when reality hit me.

But since you're attached now, what can i do?

All you said was "not complete but not at the moment for me too"

Maybe at that point of time, it really wasnt the right moment for you.

But i knew you dont feel the same all along.

And then, i started all the bullshit and being a nuisance to you.

Till you met her at the right timing...

OMG, it hurts when i typed this out, but im good.

I really do wish you all the best in your relationship.

Although it hurts at the thought of you doing the things that i want to do with you, with her instead.

But again, what can i do?!

Work friends, we shall be.

At least i didnt regret telling you, i like you.

At least, i made the effort to go all out for things that i want.

Im not at the losing end, you are.

You know why?

Because you lost a someone that once liked you.

Hah!

But I do hope that you wont feel awkward the next time you see me.

Still friends, are we?!