It was a tiring yet enjoyable week.

It was a tiring yet enjoyable week. Quote Larry "every bad experience is a good experience gained." SAP was really tiring yet enjoyable, i did the setup with ltm at Kudeta last year, and i did the conference with J5 this year. If im supposed to make a decision now to decide to work for ltm or j5 next year, i will choose to work with ltm at kudeta. I was so stressed because of one sentence by Desmond Lee, "hand must fold in not fold out". What he meant was that i shld help ltm instead of j5, i totally forgotten that ltm will do the show at Kudeta. I was stressed because Lawrence booked me first, then i got to know that ltm will be doing Kudeta. Stressed to the extent that i almost wanted to cry when i asked people for advise. Talked to Fai, Lawrence and Hanling, but there's nth i can do because they definitely need people for the breakout rooms. Talked to Xiang and Joanne, they advised to not spoil my reputation to back out from a company to help another company. I talked to Larry abt this matter also, and he called me a worrywart. Lol. New word learnt! Of course, i sticked to the professionalism of a freelancer. To work for whoever that booked me first.

The conference was a really good experience, but being mentally tired is worst than being physically tired, honestly!!! Going back home being damn shagged everyday is no fun. (It's been a while since i did such a huge conference.) The conference was so huge that the whole store of j5 was out, no joke! Hahah! We had a store room in mbs for that! And j5 is so freaking neat!!! Walking to and fro from the store to the rooms and back is no joke. I was having muscle-ache on the 2nd day! First day was purely setup day, but we could only set a few rooms. 2nd day was rehearsal day for the main room, Sales Leadership Summit. And setup day for the smaller passport track. 3rd day was the actual show day for SLS, and setup day for more passport tracks. 4th day was purely setup day, again. 5th day was the actual show day, with major turnover for the last day. And i left for HongKong, after that! (I have no idea why im typing the whole schedule out, hahahaha!) was using a Extron 1600 matrix switcher. 16 inputs,16 outputs. But it was a damn hard switch, hmm. Matrix switcher, what to do. I could do preset for that, but i didnt. Dont wanna make myself confused. And i dont know how to save presets. Am still very thankful to have chances to learn new things everytime i do shows! But I am never gonna work like that before a holiday trip. My back hurts so much when i was in hongkong, especially with all the walking and not enough rest. That sucks, seriously!!!

Despite being tired, i still had an enjoyable time during SAP and my trip. But yes, damn tired. Lol. I wanted to die so bad. Hahahah. Oh yah, Mr White! Lol. Relax, i was in hk with a friend, it's a SHE! She just wanna stay low profile for this trip, so she called herself Mr White. And i snooped some stuff abt Larry during SAP. Yah, and they all know abt me liking him! -.- Can never keep my own secrets! Their comment for him wasnt that good, but like he said, he has a lot of bad shit for people to pick on. Oh well. I have feelings for him, and that feelings belongs to me, so i dont want to be affected by what others have to say abt him! I choose to believe him! I dont think he will bluff me also. There's nth that he can get from me for lying to me. Lol. I am still trying to know him better.

I didnt talk to him since 9th Jan until 15th Jan. Hahahah. Didnt really wanna talk to him, but i lost it. :( I texted him. Didnt really talk much because he was in a foul mood. I really didnt mean to though, he said "im already up to my neck with wrk n shit issues to handle", i thought he was pissed off with me asking for the updates. (I asked him if i could meet him someday, but he said he'll update me again.) :(( Damn stupid, hahahaha. Then i got to know that he was in a foul mood, i think im being damn demanding as a friend though, idk! Sigh! But honestly speaking, i wish i'll have the chance to accompany/cheer him up when he's in a foul mood or when he's busy. Wishful thinking. Meh. Actually, i really hate it when he says sorry!!! I nvr liked saying sorry to him also. :(

Went to did palm and face reading, the lady said i have nice hands! Hah! Good and bad comments, though. I cant really rmb what she said though, all i remember is that i have to take good care of myself when i having menses, and i will have 2 kids next time. Best marriage time is when im 26/27yo. Love life's quite good this few years! Hah! Okay, now the qn is WHERE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE APPEARING? Hahahah. Best thing that she said, even the person cohabit before also not bad. Something along that line. I cant really remember! Yah, cant really remember but i typed so much out. Hah! Anyways, love life's not bad means i can continue to chase Larry liao, is it? Hahahaha!!! Okay, im gonna leave my options open. Although, i ... Say im stubborn or what, but i just have feelings for him! Meh. The lady said im very stubborn too, too straightforward, and dont hide my feelings. Which is accurate, yes! Hah. She said i shldnt be too straightforward sometimes, always offending people. No good.

To conclude; i love winter wear so so much. It just makes people look pretty, dont you think so?! Heh. I cant wait for my birthday trip to Taiwan, and the Europe trip in 2015. And then i dread 25yo, because that's when im gonna start full timing!! :(( I still cant settle down for a full time job now, yes, because i just wanna enjoy these few years. So, im giving myself another 2 years, to go out explore and then to settle down. Settle down in terms of to look for a full time job. If i could settle down for a marriage by 27yo, it would be great too!!! Hahahah! But again, where is THE LOVE OF MY LIFE APPEARING LEH? Patience is the key!!! ;D

I think im touching down soon, so this blog post shall end here. Really is no photos one lorh, this holiday trip! Hah. Okay, end. What an abrupt end. Hahah! Okay, bloody long post!