Time to make a decision.

There's always a saying: 

Someday, sometimes one decision you make will affect your entire life. 

I need to make some serious decision like NOW!

#1 - 2 days short course in HongKong 

Is it going to be worth my money? HKD 4200. Excluding air tickets and accommodation. After checking all the relevant information, a conclusion was made. JUST GO FOR IT. Since its a SHORTCUT for my dream career. My dream career is to be an Artiste Manager. The 2 days course is on Personal Assistant. Hmm. Gonna spend a good 1K SGD there. Shall transfer the money over to International Star Team on Monday! 5 lessons packed in 2 days! I CAN DO IT! As for the exam, they said it will be like a case study, so ... I SHALL JUST TREAT THE SITUATION AS IM TALKING TO SOME ANNOYING CLIENT OR STH LIKE THAT! I CAN DO IT, YES I CAN DO IT!

#2 - I wanna learn Encore, but i dont wanna full time.

Yes, i wanna learn Encore, and LTM bought the set. I once mentioned that im still considering. But, I just cant seem to make a decision. Because, this is not what i want in the future. If i were to full time at LTM again, yes i might get to learn Encore, but i will be tied down for that few years. Meh. I dont think i am ready for any commitments for work anytime soon! THIS IS SOMETHING BAD, REAL BAD! Oh well, my passion for this industry is going very low, i need something to bring that passion back. I hope! Maybe a whole month full of shows? Yes?! Heh. 

#3 - I wanna confess! 

I wanna confess!!! I dont expect anything, but i just want to clarify something that i wanna clarify! Hah. I hope i wont scare you off, and i still hope everything will remain as it is. :D 

#4 - My eyes are closing!

My eyes are closing as i typed this! So, im gonna make the decision to go to bed now! Heh.

Oh yah, im turning 22 in like 5 days time.

Kill me now!

My wish for my 22nd birthday,

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