Views on my own Family

No one will really understand how im feeling when im typing this out. Had been taking care of the whole house since the end of N levels, which was like 4 years ago.

I seriously dk what my sibling are taught in school, all the basic manners for a normal human being to have from them is totally N-O-N-E! Can you imagine how im being treated at home?!

Im always having this fuck-ed up feeling that i just a adopted kid of my parents. We are so different! Idk how shld i put it, but im always the one who think before doing anything, they are always on my mind when i wanna buy things back, always spending money on them, they want anything i will buy back for them. But all that they do was to order me here and there.

Even if im not an adopted child, i still think that im just a maid to them instead of a daughter/sister! Have you ever heard from your siblings stuff like that? "Eh, wash my clothes for me leh, tmr needa wear.", "Oi, go wash the cups and bowls leh, i wanna eat, but nth to use alrd.". My dad even worst, no underwear to wear, "You nvr wash my underwear ah?" I replied nicely say i got alot of things to do, he freaking come kp and say, "ya lah ya lah, papa's thing all no need wash lah". Like wtf, as if i dont have my own things to do. Im still having school, know! If hols, i got time nvm. Their things go missing also blame me! Im busy, no time to wash the clothes all also blame me! Like walao eh, my fault ah, for not doing all those things? I need my own time also can!!! They dont even fucking appreciate what i do, what for i do so much, and get all this fucking irritating comments?

I really really had the fucking thinking to move out of this hse whenever this kinda things happen. But come to think of it, if im not ard, my mum have to freaking do all the stuff. Like she come back from work alrd so tiring liao, still have to do those fucking hsework.

But yday, i've alrd decided that IM REALLY GOING TO MOVE OUT! Its either staying at my popo hse, or somewhere where they cant find me! Really sick and tired of all these shits! I really wanna move out of this hell!

Thanks ah, #1 - for letting me know how much yall like to push the blame on me. #2 - For letting me know how humans can be so selfish/cruel/harsh to their own sister. #3 - For ALWAYS TAKING ME FOR GRANTED! #4 - Thanks for letting me feel that im an adopted child instead of your real child.

Im gonna ignore all text/calls from this family!

Really dread coming home everyday!

Im so gonna move out and stay!