POURING

How nice izzit to pour every unhappiness out in a day?!

How long ago was it when you literally pour everything out?!

I did it like yday!

And the feelings after that = SHIOK!

EES matter = pour everything out to Justin, i literally shoot him until i think he got nth to say, and i have yet to reply him! And im backing out of the Emazing Race, i just a secretary what! They dont need 2 secretary to do SO MANY THINGS! And im fucking pissed off with the comm, they just fking dont wanna heed the advice of the 2 crew! So what if they're like SL/DH for the previous FOC? Haix. Really speechless abt this comm alrd lah. I'll tolerate until July, and im not gonna care abt this comm alrd. Whatever they wanna do, just go ahead. Washing my hands off everything. BUT JEREMY AND I WILL MAKE SURE THE CREW PART FOR FOC WILL BE AWESOME!

Friendship = I really pour everything that im unhappy with to a friend. I dont wanna mention name here, cos i know its rather bad. From what he/she said, at least he/she knows how in feeling, and im really relieved after pouring everything out. Before that, i was really crying and poor Hakim, he dont know anything, but im like telling him all that im unhappy with! But im really relieved now, and i think he/she will be relieved after telling me her feelings too? I dont know. But i hope i wont feel the same again after this! And i hope we wont be awkward after this incident. :( I treasure this friendship alot too, shit, i wanna cry again now!!!

LOVE = Infatuation? Really like? I have no idea, but i know he is more than a friend, definitely! He's my 苯氨基丙酸! I dont know if he's feeling the same. :( But, im still a happy girl. So :D He will know it someday, but definitely not so soon. :D

Btw, in another 6 more weeks/42 more days, it will be 林峯 DESIRE Tour RAYMOND LAM Live in Singapore 演唱會. I really cant wait for it!!