你在房間 像幻燈片
你在我眼裡蔓延
你在手機 你在筆電 無法隔絕

你在深夜 像黑咖啡
你在我心裡面陪我失眠
可是卻不在 我身邊

Secondary School Days !!!

Went back to buy BBT from Rainbow QQ, they closing alrd! Dont know moving until where! Haix. Walked over to Beatty that side, we were sitting at the playground there, talking! Ohhh, i was with Ahma, hahahah! First time, maybe i forgot still got when ah, hahha. My first Heart to Heart talk with Ahma, hahahah! Talked abt alot of stuff, right?! Hahha. Flashbacks rushed into my mind the very moment when we talk abt some stuff! Hahah. Oh my god, hahah! Dont want to say out here lah! Sian ah, if only it happens again! Haix.

I really miss those days in Beatty loh! Haix. Will go back visit teachers one mth later!!! Hahha. I cant wait for Teachers' Day!!! Oh my god. Hope can see him!

I miss C4-05!
I miss my table in C4-05!
I miss my Sec5 timetable!
I miss studying for O levels!
I miss crapping in the toilet!
I miss Sin Lai Keong's lesson!
I miss Ms Chan's geog lesson!
I miss disturbing Desmond Chan!
I miss my canteen there de toilet!
I miss disturbing ppl with Wuiming!
I miss Peter Lee's very LAME jokes!
I miss running away from that Jamie!
I miss Chemistry lesson with Mrs Singh!
I miss waiting at the bench there for ppl!
I miss the tables outside Sunflower Park!
I miss wearing the tie to school everyday!
I miss wearing my very long skirt to school!
I miss the table we used to sit during recess!
I miss talking to him outside Sunflower Loft!
I miss not being very polite to Mr Cheng! Hahha.
I miss standing at the corridor talking to Hanyong!
I miss doing business in the toilet at Level 4. Hahhah.
I miss asking Elliot Lee maths qns but he take very long to solve!
I miss talking back at Ng TC when he said we are doing last min revision.
I miss recess time with Jessie, Liwen, Chrysan, Siwei, Yenchoo, Michelle, Ahma, Laobu!

I miss everything in Beatty !!!
Aiya, i miss him the most lah! Hahhaa.

Oh ya, i had a dream this morning, and its real sweet! Oh my god! Miss him like siao! If only dreams come true! Haix!

I dont know what can i blog abt! Hahha. Haix! Just did the few Engmec web tutorial, haix! Can die ah! 5 tutorial to be completed by 10 Aug. Argh, have to start studying alrd! Sian ah! Haix.

Friday - E quiz, Compro, hsework!
Saturday - Nicholas Wedding
Sunday - Work

What kinda life is this? Haix. Luckily monday im not going to go school. Den tues go for 2 hours de CATS can alrd! But dont know whether meeting Peiyen for MDA final project anot.

Ok, bye!

Thinking of him !

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Haix, what happened to you, i really want to know! Ppl say u are keeping it low profile, and Mr Elliot Lee said only Mr Cheng knows abt it! Haix, on close terms with the VP also not bad, but i dont know how to ask him! Argh, what can i do sia?! Haix. I really want to know lah! Haix, if u are alright! Haix! Text u, nvr reply! Haix, at least let me know if u are alright what! Haix. Maybe i shld ask Mr Cheng ah?!

Ohhh, btw, ACLH said, being a PE teacher is good, cos u are paid to be fit!!! Hahah. Which makes me think of him again! Haix! I was slping during her lesson for i think half an hour to one hour! Oh my god loh, she can be funny at times, but i dont know why, i just feel like slping when its her lesson! Hahaha.

And yes, dinner with Itchyasses was real fun! Hahha, Switch, u reading this? I believe you, really!!! Hahha. Ok, so ended lesson at 12 plus today, cos of some delay of CATS. Den went Potong Pasir, but nvr get to see the someone, so nvm loh! Thats how the Disappoint, Disappointed, Disappointment came abt! So ya loh! Went home, eat my Brunch first, den did the hsework, oh my god, its productive man! Hahah, i did quite alot of things! Washed and hanged the clothes, sweep and mop the floor, wipe table, wash the dishes, took out posters from my wall!!! Hahha. I ended my "career" for chasing idols! Hahha.

Was taking out the posters, den Stitch call me and ask if i want to meet her, so i told her i bath and all first, den go meet her, some contents missing ah! Hahha, i know u are reading!!! Went to the library and used laptop and waited for Switch and Witch to come! Hahah. Did some stuff, laughing, crapping and all. Den i texted Bitch, ask her who is she, and she alrd reach the red circle. Hhaha, ask her walk over to the library there, den we went to the Mac for dinner. Bought and finish eating, den Siwei and Yenchoo came! Dont know what happen, Siwei damn high! Think too long nvr see me alrd, hahah. Ok, i thick skin! Hahha. But really a rather good gathering with them! But good times are always short! Nvm, hahha. There will be a next one! Thinking of having a countdown party on Dec 31st! I want! I want!! I want!!! Hahaha.

Ok, end! S&W officially ended, yeah! And CATS, next week is the last lesson!
Anyway, i still prefer calling them by Ahma, Laobu and name! Hahha.

My very overdue Taiwan trip !

I just got this urge to upload these photos!!! Hahha.

*I think the cub damn cute! I forget where those pictures were taken. Hahha.

*Modern Toilet!!!

* The hotel that we stayed in for like 7 days?! The breakfast all the same one! Hahha.

*I went there! Its fun!!! Hahha.

*Damper babies are cute! Hahha.

*Saw LZX in XiMenDing!

*The first time i tried 珍珠奶冻 (real nice!)

*First lot i got! Hahha.

Ok, thats all!!! Hahah.

Ok, so today, a long day! Hahah. From 9 to abt 7 like that! Had Engmec lab test earlier in the day, think i did badly lah, haix!!! Hahha. But ended like damn early lah, had brunch until 11 like that, den went to atrium. After atrium, went for Eltech lesson, i slept during Foo YY lesson for like i think half an hour loh, oh my god, lesson end, i told him that his lesson is very nice to slp! Hahha, he say he know. Must be alot of ppl slp during his lesson lah! Hahha. My god.

After that was MDA presentation, wasn't really well prepared for the presentation. Haix, think did badly also lah! But i ask Tng CC if there is a possibility to fail MDA, he say wont, if u got submit tthe videos and all, so ya loh! Hahha. Wont fail. Can leave at abt 345pm, when the lesson shld end at 5pm! Hahha. Wanted to borrow the digital camera, but den had to reserve and the technician say our chance to get the camera is very slim! Hahah. So, haix! Have to use our own camera loh! My topic is "Facts abt Poly life". I told Tng CC also, i got cheated when i was in sec sch, poly ppl say poly very slack, in the end, haix! Hahha. Straightforward man!!! Hahah.

Ok, last session of S&W tmr, last lesson for CATS i suppose. Den tues no need to go school alrd, so happy!!! Hahah. Monday, no MDA, so i might be pon ing lesson on lesson. Cos if i were to go, i will only have one hour of Eltech lecture! Hahah, so might as well dont go rite?! Hahha.

Ok, end! Have to slp early! Got presentation tmr! Haix. And THANKS YAP YU HENG for the info!!!

(PS: I believe u are doing very well now, i just hope to see u back in school one mth later!!! I miss you, really!!! Thinking abt the 5 words u gave me, till now den i realised, u actually rejected me!!! But still, i like you for who u are and all. I still like you, no matter what! The feelings will stay there until the very day i find another person who can open my heart! Thanks for all the happy times i had in Beatty, you are a good teacher!!! I want to say, I LOVE YOU!!! Take care and get well soon!)

Wa lao, i dont know why blogger like that. I dont know how to use the html format one lah, wahh! Fuck, nabeh! Nvm, haix! Just take a look at my schedule for the week lah, packed like shit ah! Haix. 

Monday (27 July 2009) - Engmec Lab Test, Eltech lecture, SLA assignment 2 presentation, den have to meet CATS grp ppl for project again! Haix.

Tues (28 July 2009) - Last session of s&w, CATS presentation, Eltech tutorial at home. Hsework (confirm plus chop!).

Wed (29 July 2009) - EG1 lecture, Engmec lecture, Eltech tutorial, Compro. Den maybe dinner? Hsework (again comfirm plus chop!).

Thurs (30 July 2009) - EG1 lecture, Engmec lecture, Eltech lecture, Engmec tutorial. Dinner? Hsework (Still a confirm plus chop!)

Fri (31 July 2009) - EG1 tutorial(e quiz), Compro. Hsework (Its still confirm plus chop!) Haix.

Sat (1 August 2009) - Nicholas wedding!

Sun (2 August 2009) - Auction, hsework! Haix!!!

What a life! Nabeh! Ok, i having headache, shall slp early tonight!

25 July 2009 11.37pm

我受够了。面对着这些压力，我崩溃了。那是昨晚的事。

面对着课业的压力，虽然没有很多的考试要应付，但单单那些projects无形中增加了我的压力。

课业是如此的繁忙，每天都很不想上学，但呆在家里， 似乎没有帮我减压。根本只是有增无减。每天都必须面对何那些做不完的家务事，haix.

感情上的挫折，不提也罢。Haix.

我输了，我彻底的输了。
我支持不住了，我会再次崩溃。
好想回到那些无忧无虑的日子！
打着这一行字，眼泪不禁流了下来。

Was playing some games in Bishan, and we seems like small children. Its so great to destress like that. The funny part in Library and on bus. Haix. I cant smile now, not to say laugh. My mood is a down till i dont know when den i will cheer up, perhaps tmr! Maybe when im posting this post, my mood is back, i dont know, seriously! Thot of him the whole day, i really wonder how is he now! Haix. Texted him on Friday night, in fact a Sat morning, becos the time is like 12 plus am, i sent him this short msg. "Its ok not to reply me, but just hope that u're alright. Take care!" I just hope that he is really alright!

Haix, if only im still a child, there's nth to worry abt, no homeworks, no datelines to meet, no assignment given. All a child know is to eat, slp and play! Haix.

I need one person's shoulder to cry on !!! But it seems so impossible!!!

And i want to say, i still prefer to study with my sec sch friends! They know me well enuf, can be said as inside out. There's telepathy between us, u always know what am i thinking. We do all the unglam things tgt, shoot here shoot there without being hurt! Haix. Not trying to say that my poly friends ain't good, but still i just know my poly friends for abt 3 mths plus only, but sec sch friends, 5yrs and counting!

Oh my god, i sound so moody and emotional !!! Hahaha. Ok, mood is getting better after writing all this things out. Hahaha. Oh my god, i think of the thing Chrysan told me on bus, i cant stop laughing even when im off the bus, hahhahaha. Its super funny lah! Oh my god, hahaha. Nvm, i shall go and slp now!

Ok, end of post. 26 July 2009 12.15am.
Happy birthday, Benjamin Lim Chuan Xun (Polar) !!!
Hahhah, no offence!!!

23 July 2009
Once Bitten, Twice Shy
Thurs, a day where i no need to bring laptop to school, woohoo! Hahha. What happened during the day, i cannot rmb liao! Hahha. So shall skip. So day after day, finally a day to meet my ITCHYASSES!! Hahha. Was supposed to meet Michelle by 7pm, but we met her at Bishan at only abt 820pm like that. Poor Michelle, she waited for us for like so long, hahah! We were late becos we walked round some place just to find one bus stop! Haix, walk here, walk there. In the end, we walked back to same place where we first went. Hahha. Had long john for dinner, talk, laugh, crap during dinner. After wating, we left alrd! Haix. Happy times are always short! I dont know why! Hahha.

24 July 2009
Early morning was Maths tutorial, wahh! I think the lecturer damn irritating, hahah. He like keep repaeating what he said loh. Nvm, skip! Hahha. Compro, more irritating! Hahha. But he said i might retake the module sia, haix! But mine not bad lah, haix! Its only this few days im slacking during his lesson only mah! Haix, hahah. After that, Eltech Lab Test, haix! Even worse, i think i might only get a just pass for it loh! Hahah. Feel so bad lah, oh my god!!! Hahhaha. Nvm, have to buck up for Labs liao!

Reached home, saw HY they all playing basketball near ny hse there. Hahha. Went down to buy things, den said hi to them. Come back that time, walk over and talk to them for a while. And they said sth which i dont really want to hear, but want to know! Haix. Contradicting! Haix. I really want to know what happen to him lah, wa lao eh!!! Haix. I really hope that he is alright! If only i can wish upon a star! I want to see him now!!! Argh! Haix. Pls be alright, pls, pls, pls!!!

Passerby : If u are reading, let me know when he is back!!! And if u know anything relates to his MC, let me know also! Thanks, really thanks.

Ok, i shall stop now, and do my CATS proposal! Hahaha.

Im at home !!!

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Was supposed to be in school, but im at home. Woke up at 6 plus, and i dont know why having severe headache, den i text AK and Joanne at abt 7 like that, telling them im not going school. Was also having abit of sore throat when i woke up, but den now dont have alrd! Woke up at abt 3 like that, wahh! The head still like very heavy like that loh. I dont know how liao lah! Hahha. Dont know what happened loh, maybe i dont have enuf slp lah, haix!

Opened my NP mailbox, and saw some Low Attendance Notification: TAN HWEE HEOK SAMANTHA (10069507J), 3ENGMEC - PV11. But the thing is, i missed one lesson only lah, wa lao eh! Hahha. Nvm, but the fact is, i really miss alot of lessons lately. Hahha, skipped one monday, friday's compro, maths tutorial and today. Hahha. Nvm!

7.08pm - Argh, i need to slp early tonight, my head until now still pain! Shit! My god! Argh.

Yes, next week will be the last week for S&W, hahhaah! So happy yet so sad, happy becos no need to be so tired alrd, sad is becos i wont have the chance to play badminton alrd! Hahha. Actually have lah, but lazy ah! Hahah.

Ok, so after S&W was CATS, add sths to the ppt slides for presentation, den have to add more things for it! So ya, will be busy, haix! Sat still meeting my menbers for project lah, argh, my slp!!! Haix. I realised i have only one week left before the MDA project lah, and we not yet even started! Argh, haix! All rushing, everything is coming in like nobody's business! Argh! Haix, bobian. Only thing to say is THIS IS LIFE, AND ITS THE ROUTE THAT I"VE CHOSE!!!

After that, went home, take voucher, den i went Tpy central to meet my Mum and Ahyi, eat KFC, den we went Turf City's Giant for shopping! Hahah. Wahh, the feeling damn nice loh, just take anything u like, but no need to pay, cos got voucher mah! Hahha. Damn shiok lah, the feeling! Oh my god! Hahah. But den buy until too many things, carry until like shit, damn heavy! Hahha.

Went home, rest a while, did hse work, watch tv, bath, and now, PROJECTS! Haix. MDA x 2, CATS. Everything will stop by Week 16. So everything must be cleared by Week 15. Haix, den Week 18 jiu is EXAMS le loh, argh!!! Haix. Now is alrd Week 14, left with only 3 weeks and 4 days lah! Haix, where got time sia?! Must make full use of time man!!!

And i still dont have news abt him!!! Kind souls pls!!!

Ok, so today i met Peiyen in school outside Cheers, for our SLA 2, but haix! We are still working very hard on the project! Hahha. Today was Black Monday for AVT V11, so all of us came to school in black except for Ierfan and Jayni.

Had Eltech lecture, and i realise im finally listening during lecture alrd! Hahah. After that was MDA, which is like a 3 hours practical for us to slack and charge our laptop, hahha. We postponed our presentation to next week, den we just listen to their presentation on the SLA 2. Some Sec Sch came for i think some poly experience thing, and we were like animals in the Zoo lah, haha, from what Peiyen said! Hahah.

Ok, off to bed soon, finish my Web Tutorial first. Do the FB quiz i post earlier, its accurate!

Ohhh, and i saw Ms Imelda on the bus today! Hahah. But she dont know me!

The FB quiz that i've done

双子座

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

笑 

双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

爱

一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。

坚强

有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向。星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。

人际

双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。

朋友

当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。

执着

说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。

自尊

双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。

分享

在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

Shld do this FB quiz, becos i think its real accurate! 

Wahh, i got real damn fed up using FCE, haix! I cant seem to do it correctly loh, and tmr is our presentation alrd! Argh, haix! Shall try it longer for perfection! Hahha. Ok, stop!

Today went to my Popo hse for dinner with Ahzhu and mum. Got the birthday present Charlene gave, and i feel damn guilty loh, i owe her her present for like i think going to be 5 mths liao! Hahha. Damn guilty, shall meet her someday to pass it to her! Hahha. I feel so like helping my Popo wash the bowls, but she say its ok, so i dont help loh! Haha. Feel so bad also. Haix. 

Ok, stop! Must faster go do my SLA assignment, if not tmr cant present! Argh!!! 

不是说努力吗？坚定就能得到吗？

为何现实里面却有落差？

遗落再某年某月寒假

但这段回忆其实没有蒸发！

Its abt one hour past 12 midnight alrd!!! Hahha. And i forgot to wish someone until just now, hahhah!!!!

Happy Birthday, Wong Siwei !!!

Have a good birthday celebration!!! Take care and i miss you!!!

It been yrs since i use the Mac OS to blog alrd, hahah. Have been using the windows OS for i dont know how long, den today, cos want to do my MDA SLA2 assignment, so bobian, have to use the Mac OS, final cut express mah! Haix. And the assignment is due on monday! Hhaha. Which means, we have to present on Monday, which is like 2 days from now can! Woohoo!!! Hahha.

Ok, was at home for the whole day doing hse work. Until we acc-ed my mum to Central, she go work, den Ahzhu and i went to eat subway! Subway melt is marvellous man, i love it! Hahha. I want to try Italian BMT next time. After eating, we bought takeaway for Kendes and Terence. Bus-ed home, den started using the com until now! Hahah. But im doing research for my assignment, so i forgive myself, hahah. Got real fed up with final cut, becos i dont know how to use, despite the tutorial on Youtube, hahha. Can die! Hahah.

Besides preparing for the SLA assignment, i've completed the ELTECH web tutorial alrd! Hahah, Left 2 more, but its not up yet! Hahah, Want answers can get from me! Yeah!!! Hahha. But now, i want to do the ENGMEC one, but can die, haix! So i think im going to do it another time liao! Hahha.

Am watching Boys Over Flower now, and i still think Lee Min Ho is very handsome!!! Hahha, oh my god!!! Hahha. Ok, now im going to change the OS again liao, need to do ppt slides for CATS project! Haix. And my self reflection also!

Ohhh, spore first death case of H1N1, maybe school's gonna close?! Hahha, den i will be most happy, but exam is coming liao lah! Haix! Can die!!! Stress man!!!

Its been 55 days !!!

Some might know what my title means, but i dont know who knows! Hahah. Ok, stop!

I wonder when will there be world peace, haix! Was watching the Channel U news just now, and every news is abt terrorists attacking, strikes. Haix. I really wonders, haix, why do terrorists do this to themselves? Bring the bomb into the hotel, and bomb it there, causing ppl and himself die! Haix, why on earth all this things happen? I seriously dont know! Ok, nvm, they like to do harm to themselves is their problem lah! But why did the society become like this?! Argh.

Ok, enuf of all those. Was supposed to be in school by 9, but i skipped maths tutorial, so lesson starts at 1 for me! Hahha. Was listening attentively during Compro lesson today, like finally loh. I usually dont listen during Compro lesson de, until today! After Compro, we went to the library to study for the Compro written test. Venue is up on the hill loh, wa lao eh! Hahha. Walk until so high up den found the place. I gave up on my Q3, which is like 25marks. I just hope i get a pass for this Compro lah. Hahha. Was telling my friends, if i pass this Compro test, im gonna listen in class alrd! Hahha.

Realised what happened in dramas and movies will nvr happen in reality! Haix. In fact i realised it long ago lah! Argh, nvm! Again nvm! Hahah.

I want to go POTONG PASIR!!! U see that?! The person who always acc me go de, hahha! I want to go, really!!!

Its nvr too late to realise ur mistake!!! There's still time for u to make up and do ur very best! Im implying to someone i talked to online today! Hahha.

Ok, nth special today, just school and back home! Haix, no life man! Sian ah, argh! Tmr got Compro written test lah, like what the fuck loh, i dont know why on earth we must study Compro, and dont know when will got written test loh, somemore weightage is 30percent lah. Wa lao, haix! Was flipping thru the textbook, and copying the Compro language in foolscap paper. Haix. Den now, i feel like slping alrd! Hahah.

We were slping in the library for like i think half an hour or more loh, damn nice lah! Oh my god, hahah. Was super tired loh, hahha.

I feel like pon ing Maths tutorial tmr lah, hahaha. If i go to school tmr, i will have 5 hours break in between lah, like wth loh! 5 hours leh, i think if im at home ah, alot of things can be done loh! Argh!

Time really flies!!! All the happy things last very fast! Referring to alot of things! Hahha. I miss alot of ppl! Have to update the class blog real soon!

Dinner Session !!!

From the title, we had our 2nd dinner session after changing the days from Monday to Wednesday! Hahha. Today was with ITCHYASSES, Xiangyi, and Ruiliang! So long nvr see that 2 alrd! Hahah. Hope every week also can see them. Hugs to all!!! Will miss you ppl for so many days again.

I thot i will be late for school again, but i din loh! Hahha. Board 154 at only 830 like that. Hahah. But i reached Np like at abt 859, hahah. Den walked to Blk 56 for EG1, teacher also late loh. Hahha. So, lucky loh. Did sth real insane with Joanne in the toilet, i washed my slipper in the sink, den wash my feet there also. Dont ask me how, hahah. After EG1, got Engmec, ok, den blah blah blah. Sian ah, life is like that! Haix. Ohhh, i talked to mr WHY online during Compro lesson. Like so long nvr talk to him liao, hahah. I dont know how long lah, but is long. Hahah. 

Ok, i wonder how is he doing now. Haix. I need info abt him lah, if not i wont stop worrying! Some kind soul pls!!! Haix, i miss him!

New Email !!!

Hello, ppl. Got email to send or whatever, pls send to this email - samantha.tan123@hotmail.com. As saman0531_lovehurtx@hotmail.com is no longer in use!

Ok, i think i got few days nvr blog alrd, which is i dont know how many days lah! Hahha. I know got how many days liao!

12 July 2009
A day out working at Sheraton Towers! Huisi din work, she too busy alrd, den Asthina took over her! She let her earn the money loh, hahha. Was real tired that day, i dont know why! But tired lah, haix! Hahaha. Mum and Ahyi was observers for the day, they came at 1pm, hahha. Paisey know, let ur mum see when u are working, hahhah! After that, went Mcdonalds to have our dinner with Ahzhu (she was waiting outside for Asthina and I to end work loh). I treated them Mcdonalds loh, so ex! Hahaha. After that, went home, bathed, slp!

13 July 2009
Was supposed to be in school, but i nvr go school, thats why! Hahha. Slp until abt 1 plus, den use the com to check my mail and all, den ask them how is the Engmec prac! Nvr go school, but i went Bugis with Asthina! Hahhaa. What is this man?! Hahha. She shopped loh, like what the hell! I nvr bring my card out, haix! See her shop only loh, sian ah! Saw one quite nice sling bag, hahha. Den ask the aunty reserve for me, den tmr go back again! Reached home at abt i think 7 or 8 like that, slack a while, bath den slp liao, got S&W another day mah, thats why loh! Hahha.

14 July 2009
Ok, i went school for S&W! Was i think 5 mins late for school, the bus lah! Wa lao eh! Hahha, waiting for bus at my hse de bus stop there, no bus come. Reach the factory bus stop, so many 93 pass by lah! Like what the hell loh! Hahha. Den CATS and all, went home! Reached home, use the com for a while, den wanted to slp, but must tolerate until at night, so i wont suffer from insomnia again! Haha, but am going out with Asthina to collect our bags, so was waiting for her at home. Den she came home with Thong Chong Meng, with Beckham, oh my god, h's goddamn cute lah, hahaha! Love him so much, but haix! Hahha. He's really very the cute!!! Argh, i want him now!!! FYI, he's a very cute baby! Hahha. Can go Asthina's blog and see picture, i think she got upload! Hahha. Went Bugis, den buy the bag alrd, bus-ed back central, actually got some other things to buy de, in the end, tired ah, den we went back home straight away. Now i blog finish liao, so now, im going to slp liao! Hahha, hope no more insomnia lah! Hhaha.

And many many thanks to the passer by!!! Must let me know asap when u know what happened to Chan Meng Fai! Hahha. Thanks alot!

Btw, i have confessions to make too!!! I lied!!! Some might know, some might not! No need to elaborate. Hahha.

Nicholas Part 2 !!!

Went to see 张栋梁 with Asthina at The Heeren. He sang the same 3 songs like yday! So no need to list out lah, watch his performance, den left after he come out again to start the a/s. Took bus to Dhoby Ghart MRT station there, den bus-ed to Kallang Bahru, Asthina want to cut hair, so i pei her go loh! After Kallang Bahru, we went to the bubble tea shop near Beatty Sec Sch to buy bubble tea, like obvious loh! Decided to walk home, but when walk to the bus stop, got bus coming, den we wait for the bus, den change to 238 to go home. Ok, dont want to elaborate liao!

* lacking of one picture!

* pictures with Asthina Tan

Everything was ok until i dont know what time. U know someday in a mth, girls will get very moody very easily de loh! Thats the problem lah. Haix!

I like this song man!!! Oh my god! His songs is really nice loh.
张栋梁-爱你胜过自己
只是放开这样的你并不容易
为何这一切已注定
不争气这对你着迷的心
留下难堪的自己
相信我会痊愈

原来这场战役我输得最彻底
胜利的你却不屑的走下去
留下无法磨灭的回忆
爱你胜过自己

Called him, but no answer! Texted him, no reply! Haix, want to call and 关心 also cannot, i dont know what i can do lah! Fuck loh!

And that passer-by fellow, fuck you lah, i think u are the one having AIDS loh, u not happy only u kena, den u anyhow say ppl one! Fuck you lah! Bitch, bastard or whatever u are! You better fuck off and die loh! Nabeh! If u are still schooling, i hope ur results like shit ah, fail and retain and get expel from the school better! Nth better to do come do this kinda things, stupid irritating dumbass fucker sucker idiotic nabeh cheebye!!! If u got the guts, use ur own name lah, fuckface!!! If u are a guy, u are a coward man! If u are a girl, den go HGG lah! Fuck die you! Nabeh cheebye!!!

In super bad mood loh! This kinda ppl! Go give dogs fuck lah! Nabeh cheebye!!!

And, i really dont know why i have such father and sister(Kendes Tan). She's one nabeh cheebye also!

Nicholas Part 1 !!!

Just got home not long, from Jurong East Interchange back to my home, the journey took abt 2 hrs loh! Oh my god, damn long, i sit on the bus until my butt numb loh! Hahah. I very tired now sia! Oh my god, but its worth it man! Hahah. Shook hands with him, talked to him, got his autograph! Hahhaha. He is really very friendly loh, so many ppl got hugs from him, all from fan club and those lucky winners! Haix. So lucky! Ok lah, i type in point form ah!

• Every morning, meet Ahma at the bus stop opposite NP, den before meeting Ahma, i saw Laobu again!!! She's late le lah! Hahha.
• Had Maths tutorial, was playing typing maniac, i play until damn stress loh. Dont know how Brandon play de! Hahah.
• After Maths tutorial, think for very long den i decided to pon Compro and go home rest and put things before going back for Eltech practical.
• After Eltech practical, went straight to IMM
• Peiyen wants to go Popular, den i acc-ed her go, den saw this album by 张栋梁, its the 改版 loh! Wa lao eh! Hahah. Buy liao, den now heartache liao!
• After Popular, up i go to the Garden Plaza, and not alot of ppl leh, hahah.
• Den queue for a while, tired liao! Hahha.
• Talked to another girl standing next to me
• Den the Deejay came, played games, and den welcome 张栋梁 up on the stage.
• He sang 3 songs! 沉默的瞬间, 低调, 说你也一样爱着我.
• After that, a/s starts! Hahha. Den blah blah blah.
• After getting the autograph, went toilet, den back to the Garden Plaza, stayed until he left!
  
• Den bus-ed home from Jurong East interchange, den change bus back home.
  

Oh my god, long post man! Hahah. Click here(沉默的瞬间) and here(低调) to view videos of 张栋梁! Althou not very clear lah! Hahha. And i dont know if got ppl want to view anot!

Ok, tmr still got 张栋梁 de a/s, at Heeren, HMV, level 1! I will still be going there to see him and support him! Hahah.

This was what i took only. Hahha.


I really wonder what happened to Chan Meng Fai lah, haix! I want to know!!! Hope nth happen to him loh!

I dont think i will have the time to blog tonight, cos im going somewhere to meet my BELOVED!!! Haahha. So i will update more abt my meeting with my BELOVED! Which is like i dont know when! Hahha. So ya loh! Hahha.

Chrysan said CMF is on long term MC, what happened to him?! Argh, what in earth happen to him lah! Wa lao eh, i want to ask him sia!!! Hahahha!

Briefing for the SoE elective modules and the Diploma plus was oh my god, i see until i dont know how to react, hahah! Got afew very interesting modules that i want to choose, but have to choose properly, if not will regret one, i think! Hahha. After the briefing, went to Makan Place with Laobu, she eat, while im listening to the radio! Hahha. Zhang Dong Liang's on air! Laobu say i was so funny, that while eating, she was laughing at me! I not funny loh, is just that somethings that the Deejay and Dong Liang say de very funny, thats why im laughing while listening! Hhaha.

He very cute lah! Oh my god, im gonna see him in less den 24 hours!!! Hahhah. So happy! Oh my god! If only Low Thian Chye is on MC or absent from school, den i can go home put things first, den go see my LOVE! Later must listen to 1003, got Zhang Dong Liang!!! Hahhaha.

Oh, my cousin is getting married on the 1st August, hahah! Yeah! Congrats!

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Wahh, FUCK!!! I really hate COMPRO to a very large extent loh!!! Argh, will update more when i get home after dinner with ITCHYASSES minus Chrysan, plus Siwei and Yenchoo!!!

Compro- One really very the damn irritating module, i dont know for what we have to learn Compro with we wont even want to use it! Haix, doing the written test assignment really makes me want to scold vulgarities loh, haix! Imagine if im in Beatty with Wuiming they all ah, wahh, i think all those words will come flying out loh, hahah! Haix, i miss Ho WuiMing like seriously, faster come out lah! Argh!!! Hahaha.

Dinner was fine today, but it was without Chrysan, Michelle said we chose Laobu instead of Chrysan! Hahha, i think when that Witch reads this ah, she will say me sia! Hahhaha. Dinner session will be on every Wednesday instead of the usual Mondays alrd. Hahha, and the next dinner session with my Darlings will be on the 15 of July!!! Hahha, pls take note ah!

Oh my god, i cant believe im going to meet my BELOVED on friday at IMM, hahahah. I cant stop thinking of him sia, first time leh! Argh! Hahahah. Support him ppl, he is really hardworking lah! Just like my other 4 BELOVED!!! Hahahha. I suppose ppl will know who im referring to!

(PS: Im happy for you, my "Friend", hahah. U must be very happy now lah, oh my god! Hahha. Cannot have Boyfriend alrd dont want me hor, i will cry one! Hahhaha. Hope he will be the correct one for you, and no matter what, i LOVE you like always, and my shoulder will be there if u need them, my ears too! Hahha. Ok, LOVE you!!! Stay happy, and prove those ppl wrong! Believe you can do it! Jiayou!!!)

Actually ...

Actually, i dont think Kevin Cheng is handsome, ok lah, somehow he is handsome!
Actually, i dont really like my poly life!
Actually, i hate projects!
Actually, i still prefer my Sec Sch life!
Actually, i still prefer my Sec Sch friends!
Actually, i prefer staying at home, rather den going out!
Actually, now Dong Liang is in front of 5566 alrd loh(can 56 like have more events or whatever?)!
Actually, i still prefer to complain/talk to Mr WHY!
Actually, i want to meet ITCHYASSES more often, i dont know why! Miss them alot! Want to know more abt how they are doing now!
Actually, i miss PLASTERS!
Actually, i still like you, i want to know how are u doing now!

I think i must believe what that Passerby said! Tag me again! Hahha, althou i really dont know who are you! Hahah, he's on MC, and im really worried, haix! Is he sick? Did he injured himself? What happened to him?! I really want to know, but i dont know how! Haix! Worried, worried, worried!!! But what can i do?! This feelings inside me sucks, big time! Din want to mention abt u in front of my friends, but i cannot resist to talk abt u! Haix. Tell me what can i do? Argh. Feel so like crying, but the tears like dont want to flow down, argh!

And before i forget! Happy Birthday to Jonathan Huang !!! I dont know if u frequent this blog! Hahah.

Im actually a rich girl, if only ...

Im actually a rich girl, if only ...

I DONT HAVE ALL THIS STUFFS!!! Haix. I packed my CD cupboard, and realised i spent alot money on all this stuffs! Haix. I think i spent at least $2500 on it loh, regretting now! If only, if only! Haix. Argh! Nvm! Not going to buy all those unwanted stuff le! Who wants to buy these albums can come find me, they are still in good condition! Hahah.

I seriously dont know why the connection at night is so lousy, haix! Afternoon still ok de loh, was talking to Chrysan online, in the end, got dc-ed, cant sign back in! Haix. Dont know what is happening!!! 

Im now thinking if i shld go home and put my things den go and see MY LOVE, or go straight from school! Haix. If i go straight from school, i think i will reach early loh. But if i go home first, i might miss his performance. Haix! Argh, what can i do?! Nvm, i think i reach there earlier better, better than miss his performance! Hahah. And i suppose i wont be bringing my compro book to school on friday! 

Aiyo, my zen stone not enuf space le sia, haix! I want to buy a new MP3 player. Visited the Apple stores, and i dont know which one to buy. Itouch? Ipod Nano? Ipod shuffle? Haix. Dilemma (think i used it correctly!). Hahha.

From the web, Itouch is from $388, Nano is from $248, shuffle is from $128. But haix! I dont know which one to buy leh, most prob will be buying Itouch bah! But its ex lah, to me. Haix. Have to work for dont know how many auction den i can buy loh! Argh! I shall go and see other products den decide! Hahah.

The silence actually hears the sound which loves.

Wanted to blog yday, but den the connection dont allow me to blog, thats why the post so short! I dont know what is happening to the connection loh, haix! Nvm, i shall go and buy the lan wire and connect to my lappy!

3 July 2009
I really pon-ed COMPRO! Hahaha. After Maths tutorial, V11 all proceeded to Blk 23, to prepare Ierfan's birthday celebration! Jon and AK went to buy the cake, and we all waiting there loh, did nth in fact! Watch Brandon playing the typing game, he damn power! Jon and AK came back with the cake and the celebration starts! After the celebration, i went home, really skipped COMPRO! Hahahha.

Reached home, crave for Subway, den went central with my Mum, Ahzhu and my Aunty! Had Mac instead of Subway loh! Den shop ard, helped Kendes buy Subway, den Ahzhu and I got tempted, so we bought one cold cut and share! Hahah. Reached home, den i forgot what i did alrd!

4 July 2009
S&W attachment, sian ah! I thot we will be playing Badminton loh, in the end, PT! What the hell, might as well tell us no need to bring badminton racket! Haix. Nvm, over alrd, but still got one more attachment i suppose! Haix! Actually wanted to meet Xiangyi after that de, alrd say ok le, in the end, i want to slp, den cancel the meeting! Hahha. Miss her lah! I feel so like slping when im on the bus loh! But nvr fall aslp lah! Can control! Reached central, went up to Popular to see if MY LOVE de album come alrd, in the end, not yet! Haix. Den i bought the original version!But very happy loh, can listen to his songs, althou online can DL, but i dont want to support pirated! Hahha.

Reached home at abt 1215pm, eat chee cheong fun, den i jiu go and slp alrd! Slp until just now abt 3.36pm! Hahha. Den now here blogging loh, if not at night, connection dont let me update jiu die liao! Hahah.

Zhang Dong Liang got autograph session lah, wa lao! Im going for sure! I dont care! Hahha, Who want to go with me sia?!

A/S #1
Venue : IMM level 3, Garden Plaza
Time : Friday, 10 July, 730pm

A/S #2
Venue : The Heeren Shops
Time : Saturday, 11 July, 3pm

Wahh, i type all the things i wanted to write alrd, in the end, error! What the hell! Shall update tmr! 

Yeah, im going to pon COMPRO tmr! Hahahaha. Ok, i dont know what to blog alrd! I really love 低调!!! The lyrics rox lah! Oh my god! Bye.

Oh my god, someone from Beatty kena H1N1 sia! I so scared, hahhah. Got the urge to text him, but haix! Argh! I want to see him like seriously loh. How long did i last saw him, one mth and 8 days alrd! haix. 

And i had one stupid bad dream today! I hope it will nvr happen in reality, i dont want to cry again, becos of him! Say only, haix! Thinking of what i dreamt of, eyes filled with tears! Haix. 

Nvm, enuf of this, i go do my maths tutorial alrd! Hahaha, bye! Today is NCC day! He will be very handsome today, if he wear his uniform lah! 

Argh, i have to submit the chosen problems for CATS!!!