25 July 2009 11.37pm

我受够了。面对着这些压力，我崩溃了。那是昨晚的事。

面对着课业的压力，虽然没有很多的考试要应付，但单单那些projects无形中增加了我的压力。

课业是如此的繁忙，每天都很不想上学，但呆在家里， 似乎没有帮我减压。根本只是有增无减。每天都必须面对何那些做不完的家务事，haix.

感情上的挫折，不提也罢。Haix.

我输了，我彻底的输了。
我支持不住了，我会再次崩溃。
好想回到那些无忧无虑的日子！
打着这一行字，眼泪不禁流了下来。

Was playing some games in Bishan, and we seems like small children. Its so great to destress like that. The funny part in Library and on bus. Haix. I cant smile now, not to say laugh. My mood is a down till i dont know when den i will cheer up, perhaps tmr! Maybe when im posting this post, my mood is back, i dont know, seriously! Thot of him the whole day, i really wonder how is he now! Haix. Texted him on Friday night, in fact a Sat morning, becos the time is like 12 plus am, i sent him this short msg. "Its ok not to reply me, but just hope that u're alright. Take care!" I just hope that he is really alright!

Haix, if only im still a child, there's nth to worry abt, no homeworks, no datelines to meet, no assignment given. All a child know is to eat, slp and play! Haix.

I need one person's shoulder to cry on !!! But it seems so impossible!!!

And i want to say, i still prefer to study with my sec sch friends! They know me well enuf, can be said as inside out. There's telepathy between us, u always know what am i thinking. We do all the unglam things tgt, shoot here shoot there without being hurt! Haix. Not trying to say that my poly friends ain't good, but still i just know my poly friends for abt 3 mths plus only, but sec sch friends, 5yrs and counting!

Oh my god, i sound so moody and emotional !!! Hahaha. Ok, mood is getting better after writing all this things out. Hahaha. Oh my god, i think of the thing Chrysan told me on bus, i cant stop laughing even when im off the bus, hahhahaha. Its super funny lah! Oh my god, hahaha. Nvm, i shall go and slp now!

Ok, end of post. 26 July 2009 12.15am.
Happy birthday, Benjamin Lim Chuan Xun (Polar) !!!
Hahhah, no offence!!!