30th April

Ok, i survived 2 weeks of poly life!!! Oh my god! Hahaha. I took another bus from school back home, and i think the journey is faster loh! I took 74 then alight 2 stops from Np, den waited for 157 to go to central then 238 back home! Its really a faster route! Haha. Next time go home can take this 2 bus alrd! Haha, either 74 or 52, since both also have to change. Oh yes, and i completed the ELTECH virtual lab, i understand abit of FUNCTIONS and ENGMEC!!!

Tmr is Labour Day, which means its may alrd! Haix, time really flies ah! No doubt! Labour Day means PH, so tmr got no school, but got work. Haix, nvm! Got money can alrd, then i can buy my WALLET, buy RENFU and JIQIN de book and go SHOPPING! Looking forward to sat, going out with H2O and St!tch again! Hahaha. So happy.

Labour Day is a PH, and i said that only got festives then i msg him, but now, haix. How sia? Feel so like msging him, but i doubt he will reply!

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有时，我会很想念你对我的忽冷忽热，因为现在的你，对我根本就是不理不睬！五月快开始了，我真的很希望你会在我的生日那天祝我生日快乐。但，我觉得你应该不会吧。我很想你耶，你知不知道啊?! 明天是可以发简讯给你的一天，但我不知道我该不该发给你！

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Oh yes, and im CCA-less!!! Hahah, since primary school, im always CCA-less! Yeah!

幸福是要自己争取的。所以呢，在感情方面，我是个主动的人。

有几个欠扁问答题，让你们笑一笑吧。

1）一个胖子从12楼掉下来，死了... 他之后变成什么了？

——死胖子

2）从前有一块5分熟的牛排和一块7分熟的牛排在街上遇见，为什么他们不大招呼？

——因为他们不熟嘛！

3）什么动物最容易被贴在墙壁上？

——海豹（海报）

4）狗什么时候越变越小？

——狗跑远的时候

29th April

Wa lao, i got nth to blog abt!!! Hahaha. So i'll be going to wash the bowls and all liao! Haha. And yes, tmr is last day of the week, so happy. No school on friday, but got work!!! Ok, thank you, bye, see u again. I want to say, I miss CHAN MENG FAI super alot !!! Haha, i can be very random at times!!!

28th April

Ok, like what YC said, i want to write in point form. Haha. 

• Met Laobu, and i was late, haha, first time! 
• then meet YC at the bus stop we meet usually
• bus-ed to Np and was late for Sports and Wellness, haha. For 5 mins only (that instructor say sec sch must wake up much more early, but we can reach on time, stupid de loh, we stay like so near lah, 15 mins walk go still got more den enuf time to slack and talk a while loh)
• training started and then blah blah blah
• trained for 1 and a half hour, lucky ah, if not i will die man! Haha.
• Then went for CATS lecture, got project sia.
• Ok, school ended, then met them at the bus stop to go home.
• Took 74 and was supposed to alight at the AMK there de, thot will go one round then go back to AMK, in the end we ended up in some bus stop at Xinmin primary school becos the bus broke down loh, got smoke come out de, haha. 2nd time liao, first time was 231 at school there. Haha.
• We then took the next bus 74 that came and reached Hougang bus interchange. Haix.
• Look for buses that could bring us back to Tpy, and we saw 153! Haha, got hope liao. Haha. 
• bus-ed to tpy and went to popular for files
• bus-ed home after buying 
• did my maths tutorial 
• and then now, here!!!

Today is a sway day!!! Haha, nvr bring umbrella only, rain. Rain when we reach Np, rain when we wanted to go home. Bus 74 issue. Then when reaching central, got one tree de branch broke, den caused jam at the library there. Haix. And the SWINE FLU thing, haix. I really hope nth is gonna happen loh, i know its impossible, but just wish that everything can be under control. Take care!!!

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现在的你，还是一样的快乐。当我得知你还有在用我送给你的东西，我很开心。谢谢你！虽然我和你只是师生的关系，但我真的想知道你的近况。很想大声地告诉你，我还很想，很喜欢你。Haix!!! 我发现，要从心底拿走一个人，很痛也很难。我希望你可以永远幸福快乐。虽然永远是不可能的，但我真的希望你是幸福快乐，健健康康的。好好照顾身体喔！

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27th April

Today very moody!!! Most of the female, i suppose one mth got a few days is moody de! Haix. Sian ah, i want to die liao lah, super no life sia, like that! Argh. Haix, nvm! Met up with B!tch together with ITCHYASSES and YC, had KFC for dinner and then we were like blah-ing after we eat. Haha, fun man! Think only meeting one day every week, haix. Everyday like that can do one loh! Die of tiredness man. Haha. Tmr got Sports and Wellness and i seriously dont want to go loh, like shit lah, the stupid instructor, haix. The CATS still ok loh, lecturer like entertaining himself, so very fun. Hahaha. But he quite old liao, rmb the very first lesson, saw him eating the medicine before he go up for lesson. Haix. 

Argh, haix, have been haix-ing for dont know how many times, haha. Nvm! Nvm also alot. Haha. So tired now, ok, good night!!!

Very long nvr see him liao! Hahaha, I miss him so much lah!!! Haix.

26th April

Auction today was not bad, dont want to elaborate so much, but i want to grumble! Haha. What the hell, dont like that say ppl behind them lah, if u want just tell us straight loh. What for tell another person?! Wahh, i damn fed up!!! Dont care, no point grumbling when the thing is over, but they really suck big time!!! I know H2O knows what im referring to! There's another issue, the forwarding part of sth to another person, wahh, i super bushuang with his behaviour loh! What the fug(copied)!!! What the hell lah, i damn angry man!!! F*ck man!!! Ask him go eat shit and die loh, nabeh!!!

Ok, there's school tmr, have to slp early! Haha. Btw, my blog song is a very nice song, intro u all, seriously. Look at the lyrics!!!

在电视萤幕对面 

或是呆在书店即使正共谁饭宴 

这双眼紧闭了能立即看得见 

你的腮边靠我身边  

像又突然面贴面 

伴着蓝调取暖

嘴巴已越来越软 

每分每秒梦见

香气彷佛沉淀一遍 

在以后谁发现  

让我无法看化 

感动过的也开始退掉吗 

你笑睑蒙了吗模糊了吗 

今天我竟遗失了它 

从前最记挂的轰烈过的 

有一天会淡化 

眉头眼角快彻底的失踪吗 

再刻骨铬心难敌转化 

没时光机又如何招架 

在成长中什麽都可以消化  

是愿望无力兑现 

旧诺言旧恩怨给吹散未能幸免 我想过陪伴你一世一生维系不变 但我们无法跨出当中试验  

共你无缘无份是我吧 

将你外貌埋到记忆下 

转眼记不到你面目 

难过吗内疚吧  

从前最记挂轰烈过的 

结果都会淡化 

你有情人了吗又忘记他 

潇洒的离开再爱下个他 

若难以爱你不愿放开 

其实比放下可怕 

眉头眼角快彻底的失踪吗 

再刻骨铬心难敌转化 

在成长中什麽都需要消化 

会自然进化被年华绑架

25th April 

Ok, point form.

• Meet H2O at her blk there, bus-ed to Bugis
• saw my lecturer (Mr Ling) on the bus, and we alighted like at the same stop
• walk walk look look see see awhile, bus-ed to Novena
• again, look look see see awhile, bus-ed to Bishan
• look look see see again, den bus-ed to Tpy
• walk ard, and i did sth real stupid by helping somebody take the flyer(H2O knows what happened!)
• Bus-ed to somewhere and went back home is disappointment, so late alrd still dont want go home, where can that someone go sia!!! Haha.
• Bus-ed home, 
• rest awhile, 
• wiped the tables, 
• sweep the floor, 
• washed the bowls, 
• throw the clothes into the washing machine, 
• bathed, 
• hang the clothes, 
• on the com, 
• and here im!!! Hahaha.

Someone asked me: 你就这样一直喜欢他？

Now my answer is: 我不知道，也许等到我找到一个懂得欣赏我的人，一个再度打开我的心房的人，可能那时我就死心了吧。

PS: 其实这是一个没有答案的问题！！

24th April

Just before i forget, i better post now! Haha. Alright after so long, i dreamt of that SOMEONE!!! Maybe this is called 日有所思，夜有所梦. I love the dream lah, but somehow dont like also, forget some of the scenario, but still remember some. Ok, contradicting! Forgot the place of the dream, but its first time he talk to me before i start to talk to him (in the dream lah). Its a nice one, but the sad part is that his wife(?) is there. Haix, what a dream seriously. Nvm!!! No point continuing!

I realised i have yet to say my dream abt RENFU out. Haha. Renfu that dream is abt they having some autograph session outside my hse loh, and that is like real impossible, haha. Ok, lame. That was what i dream abt.

I left hse like 720am like that loh, in the end, i reached school like 820am. Haix. Nvm, use the time to blog, haha. Later having maths, and i seriously dont understand FUNCTIONS sia!!! Somehow lah, not totally dont understand. Waiting for time to pass loh, now! Haix.

Agrees with what Witch have said! Haha.

And, i miss Beatty Sec Sch.

I miss Mr CHAN MENG FAI.

I miss asking him maths.

I miss Mr Sin LK.

I miss Mr Desmond Chan

I miss my enthu-ers!!!

I miss reaching school at 7.15 and leaving school at 6plus during N's and O's! (but not for poly, dont know why! Tired man. Maybe in sec sch is teacher come find u, now u go find teacher! Haha.)

I miss the 5N's disturbing other ppl.

I miss when standing at the corridor and chit chatting with WuiMing and all.

I miss when BF camp outside the staff room and gossip abt Ms Jamie, talk and pester teacher for tips and all.

Most imptly, i want to see him right now!!!

Last but not least, I wants to wish Jonathan Lau a Happy 18th birthday!!! Enjoy ur day, dont know u got read my blog anot! Haha.

23rd April

I love my thurs lah, EG1 for an hour, break one hr, den ENGMEC one hr, break another hr, den continuous 3 hrs of ELTECH. Woohoo!!! Hahaha. I dont understand Functions lah, haix. If only i can ask him, argh! Miss him so much, ok enuf Samantha Tan!!!

I was like on the bus for like 1 hr and i was late for lecture, haix. I damn sad, left hse at 730 like that, den boarded bus 93, alight at factory bus stop, waited for bus 13/88, in the end, bus 13 came first, so i board it. Reached opposite j8 that bus stop, alight, waited for 52. Board the bus, jammed at the macRitchie there for so long can! What the hell!!! Argh!

Next time must leave hse earlier liao, haha.

Having break now, nth to do! Haha.

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Im really sick and tired alrd lah, if only JC no need take GP ah, i have alrd chosen JC loh! Haix. But aiya, regret is a word after the decision u've made! So, no use regretting now, haha. Nvr regretted choosing AVT , had a fun class, haha. But must wake up so early loh, everyday, haix. Sec sch still ok loh, got motivation in Beatty loh. Now NP, haix. nvm!!! I need motivation lah!!! Argh. 

22nd April

Wahh, I THINK I LEFT MY BOTTLE AT THE SPORTS COMPLEX THERE DE CANTEEN, argh!!! Hahaha, 2nd time liao leh. The 2 Nike one also like that, first time on bus 56, now in school cantenn, can die ah! Dont want to use all this branded bottle liao lah!!! Haha, haix. Nvm, i think i use those plastic bottle can alrd! Wahh, stress leh!!!! Haha.

Off to lesson first, bye for now. And i think my class ppl are jokers man!!! Laughter all ard when lesson end and before lesson start. During lesson, wow, quiet de!

I miss my water bottle man!!! Haha, haix. nvm. 

21st April

Wahh, damn tired man! But going to tolerate until after my 凤凰4重奏! Den might slp until very nice. Argh, this morning woke up at 515am just to go for some stupid Sports And Wellness lah, shit lah. Have to use our own racket, wear black sports shorts, got Napfa in Yr 3! Shit lah, Napfa for me i confirm die one, i die die also want an absent in the cert, i dont care, die also dont want go! And that stupid instructor for the S&W like some retarded lah, nabeh. Ask him dont have black shorts, can wear navy blue anot, this is what he replied lah, "watch my mouth, i said BLACK, and not other colours" ask him go eat shit and die lah, like shit like that loh, as if cant compromise a bit like that! Fuck lah, damn angry, see his face also like want puke ah. He shld be in soccer/basketball de loh, den i forget which irritating guy say he take soccer/basketball, den let this stupid nabeh take badminton, fuck lah, damn stress sia, see him every week!

And that stupid SAW de, also one nabeh de. What say i nvr follow the instructions and do the assignment, den not going to give me the exact amt i'll be earning, the fact is i did enter into the link to check if there is website or email address for the companies lah, damn shit can, stupid de!!!  Nabeh lah, haix.  Luckily not working with them ah, if not ah, haix. 

Ok, rantings aside, after school, meet Laobu and YC at the library after school, den went to buy the notes and all, damn ex!!! Den YC left, Laobu and I used the blk 56 study area to charge my lappy, used a while and did my ELTECH homework, first week only got homework and know what project to do alrd, haix. Dont feel like studying liao lah, argh!!! Pekchek ah, used to waking up late liao, den have to get used to days when i have to wake up like going Beatty like that, can die man, lack of slp lah!!! Haix, nvm, grumble so much also no use, have to go, for my media job is waiting for me to fill in the position!!! Hahaha. Ohhh, den went back central to meet XY and RL, haha. So long nvr see them liao, ate mac and den went to sky garden to take pictures!!! Haha, yeah! On the way going home, saw Michelle. Haha, so qiao loh. So long din see her liao.

Ok, long post, thanks for reading! Thanks and bye! Haha. 

Pictures~~~ 

Ahhh, i want to have another class gathering!!! Hahaha, June, very fast one!!!

20th April

First day of school was not bad, but kinda tired when i reached home, in fact before dinner jiu feel like slping liao! Haha. Ok, point form.

• Met Ahma at Bishan at 11am
• bought concession then to mac for my lunch, one burger only
• bus-ed to school and look look see see
• time to meet Joanne and Huishan,
• then 1pm liao, lesson starting
• walk to blk 5 for lesson, dont know how to go up to level 3(thanks to those who told us which way to go there)
• had ELTECH for an hour and time like pass so fast, 
• time for some AVT 1MDA, walked round the building when we were supposed to go into the room, haha
• was at level 6, but we have to go to level 4 to go to the toilet !!! (lecturer say level 6 s staff toilet, den alot of students use, staff not happy)
• back to level 6, play with some video camera
• lecturer cant upload things into the software, dismissed us early, thanks man !!! haha
• went to some CCA fiesta, signed up for quite alot
• went to the Makan Place for dinner
• bus-ed to Bishan, take bus to tpy, den back home!
• washed the bowls, clothes, and den online! Haha

Oh ya, the toilet at level 4 ah, lights damn dim, ceiling black colour one, dont know why also, damn eerie!!! Haha, nvm! Saw Jis, Hy, they all at central, after so long, finally saw them again! Haha. Ok, tmr have to wake up damn early, so have to slp alrd, haha. Bye, and good night ppl!!!

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I think Safetyatwork is not going to give me my pay, but its so unfair, haix, they said the info is irrelevant loh, what the hell, stupid !!!

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19th April

Ha! Finally done with the data entry job, so happy! And Leonard say there will be regular work for this kinda data collection, so im in for it! Haha, have to earn money for my life in poly, cant rely on my mum alone, thats too tiring for her le. But, my dad has been attending some english lesson provided by WDA, so maybe he'll be finding jobs after he got the certificate?! And i think i real good man, im like teaching my dad english, haha. And yes, im buying my concession tmr liao!!! Hahahah, i think all also tmr buy bah, or maybe some bought alrd, haha.

Ohhh, and i did sth stupid yday, i dreamt of Mr Wang RENFU, its a nice dream, but its kinda impossible loh the scenario of the dream, haha. And i was like smiling to myself in my dreams, hahahaha. Not going to say what the dream is like, but i suppose i'll tell someone abt it? Haha.

I want 5566 to faster release album lah!!! Haix, what if i 移情别恋?! CANNOT!!! But hor, now like dont have boyband to support leh, haha.

So sad, my bday falls on a sunday, dont know who so nice will want to help me celebrate on sunday sia, haix. Will i receive ur msg on May 31st?! I hope so, seriously. 50-50! Counting down to the big day, 42 days!

19th April

Ok, blog before i go to my bed, which is like calling me since dont know what time, haha. Created a facebook a/c for cheeky enthu, so whoever has facebook, feel free to add ah, as in for enthu-ers only?! I dont know, haha. Have to upload photos for the a/c, then i found alot of old pictures, haha. Ok, I miss that HO WUIMING!!! Miss Mdm Kwei!!! Miss alot of teachers lah, esp Mr Chan Meng Fai !!! Hahaha, ok stop!!! Go upload pictures first. A blog is a platform for you to express yourself?! Its an online diary!!! Ok, upload first! 

*oh yes, and i used this picture as my desktop photo, i think its real nice loh !!! Haha

Ohhh ya, was given data entry job (yday say alrd) by Safety At Work, had to do the listings of company from A - Z, had a total of 1080 companies for me to copy paste into the microsoft excel, not very pro at it, but still can handle. Currently, im still left with K,P,S,T!!! Shall continue it tmr, yeah! Haha.

有人说，时间会冲淡一切，但我觉得时间只会让人变得麻木！

18th April

Only had the time to blog now!!! Was doing some data entry job given by Leonard, im glad that i have this job before school starts, if not i wont got money for alot of things man, haha. And i was like using the windows hard disk for abt 8 hrs i suppose. Very long nvr use windows alrd, kinda not used to it! Haha. Oh ya, and i received my ez link card alrd, so happy!!! My concession, yes!!! And our plan, haha. Bus to everywhere we are going, yes!!! I confirm is take bus go Sheraton Towers le loh, next auction, haha. $50 bucks for the concession, im paying on my own! Haix, have to save for my mummy, see, im so filial! Haha, ok im praising myself. Luckily got this job by safety at work, if not ah, haha, my bank will always stay at the amt of $5.59. Haix, bought my notes for lecture den now left like that, haha. Still got quite a few to buy loh, broke le lah! Argh. Nvm still, i cant wait for school to start, i only get to know 2 friends from my course and class of cos! Joanne and Huishan!!! At least first day of school got friends ah, who ask me din attend the camp on the 2nd day. Haha, im a non camper! 

I dont know why some maids like to abuse the employer's child! Haix!!! 

Counting down to my birthday - 43 days!!!

And, i wants to see you now !!!

I miss you so much!!! Haix.

Nvr regretted liking you! 

Will you miss me, somehow?

16th April

Ok, first things first, haha, forget to say, my voice came home alrd!!! Hahaha. Ok, lame! Went for IP today, Ok, point form again! Haha, Im like keep using ok!

• meet Laobu at the bus stop, she late, and we missed 3 bus 13!
• reached Np, found LT 28, and got in, sitting on the stairs
• listening to Mr Lee's speech
• lunch, found Yenchoo and talked talked talked
• went back to LT, 
• lecturer asked for AVT students to collect their time table
• collected, den ask for non campers, so Laobu and i went forward
• signed on some paper, den got some goodie bag
• SLs brought us to collect the SoE shirt
• pressed money, buy notes and bus-ed to Bishan
• walked home, passed by Beatty, saw his car !!!
• 见车如见人, hahaha. Contented
• back home, used com!

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我想知道你是否会想起我！昨晚很想很想你，很想知道你现在过得怎样。昨晚感触很多，好想选择性的失亿, 想忘掉很多很多事情。这几天都好想见到你，你曾经跟我说过再见。那句再见似乎十分遥不可及。再见说得容易，但其实如果双方都没有缘分的话，那句再见也许只能是一句话，而不是行动。感触真的很多，haix. 

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15th April

Didn't turn up for the orientation today! But Yenchoo went, sorry for pangseh ing! I wanted to go today, was thinking and pestering Asthina whether i want to go anot, and i did set alarm to wake up at 6.45am, but im too tired ah, so nvr go! Haha. Sleep until 1 plus going 2, then wake up, eat, online a while, until 4 like that, offline, sleep a while! Until 6 like that den i online again, haha. I think im really too tired liao lah, but now ah, headache!!! Haha. Haix, tmr going back to Np for IP, dont know what to tell them, sian ah! Haha. 

Ahma got her student card, but i think i tmr den go open my mailbox !!! Argh, headache!

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And i got my student card as well, but not my ez link card! Haix, concession awaiting. Hahaha.

14th April

Start of the EE division freshmen orientation camp, Laobu didn't attend, cos sick, then left me and Yenchoo only. Haix. Ok, point form, tired liao.

• Met her at J8 opposite de bus stop
• reached Np, look look see see find find, still cant find Blk 16 (sports hall)
• walked until the LT28 i suppose, then saw Mr Lee
• Gathered ppl, brought us to the Blk 16
• reached, took some coloured paper from SLs, and was told to write our details behind the paper
• time's up for mac training, IC gathered AVT students to go to LT 38, which was like another end of Np
• went in to the lecture theatre, and it was like so sian !!! 
• went back to Blk 16 at abt 1230 like that 
• had lunch, and was separated from Yenchoo !!!
• after lunch, went back to the Sports hall for ice breaking games (wallop, do you like your neighbour, wild wild west[sth like that], blow wind blow, etc)
• wrapped up, went to Blk 56 for cheers
• back to sports hall, played the virus game, think all 320 participated
• dinner, then wanted to leave
• booked out at 6.05pm
• got brain washed by SHREK, MY, XY, then i dont know the another one, haha
• still, we left and i think im not going back tmr, no need think, confirm not going back!!! But have to be back on thurs, IP (compulsory), althou the whole camp is like compulsory
• bus-ed home, slp like one log like that, reached the stop liao still slping, until Yenchoo woke me up, haha. Thanks, Yenchoo.
• bus-ed to central and took 238 back, transport fare altogther is $3.19(im waiting for concession, i believe alot is also waiting for it !!!)
• back home, still have to do hse work, haix. What a life!!!
• until 1030 like that then online, talk talk, facebook a while, den blog. Haha.
  

Althou i felt guilty for not wanting to go tmr, but im still not going. Know the SLs put in alot of effort for the EE FOC, Im really sorry! Sorry, my tribe leader, SOON HENG aka SHREK. And i belong to BRINCE !!!

Ok, im tired alrd, i going to slp liao, bye people!!! Haha. Shall blog hop first !

13th April

Thanks to those who turned up for the gathering, despite 2 went off earlier, some came at a later time! Thanks! Pictures with Chrysan, so next time!!! Haha. Wahh, i now severe headache man, i took a sip and one small mouth only loh, now like that, ok, im not fit for it! And, i think next time our gathering confirm is like that liao, meet up, have dinner, talk, play awhile jiu ok alrd. The game is real nice lah, and the wasabi cracker not nice de, like shit! Haha. And I love this gathering !!! Take care ppl, and all the best to those starting school tmr. And me, April 20th!!! Ok, looking forward!!! Hahaha, but the orientation, haix. 

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One month alrd, haix. Are you going to avoid/ignore me for long?! I dont know, haix. Why do you have to go to that extent of ignoring me leh? Am I really that irritating?! Am I really wrong to like you?! I cant control what, haix! Nvm, time heals!!! I shall wait for the time when i no longer have you in a corner of my heart. Im glad that you are still using the things that i gave you, thanks!

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12th April

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I seriously dont know what my father wants lah, haix. Only H2O knows it!!! Haix. Dont know what he wants lah, seriously!!! Not working for abt a mth, then whole day either sleeping if not jiu is go somewhere with his stupid idiotic friends at some void deck gambling! Haix, imagine if i call the police and arrest him?! Woohoo!!! Haha, i hate my father lah, seriously, no joke. Mf knows abt it, i once complained some matters to him, but his reply, haix! Nvm, at least he is willing to listen to what im complaining! Haha. I wonder if he really love my mother den get married anot, always accusing my mother, always wants to hit her, haix. My mum has been like supporting this hsehold since she started working, my dad, haix, speechless!!! The water bills, she's paying. My father did open the bill, then place it back, waiting for my mum to pay. School fees for my siblings, she's paying. He did ask abt the school fees and all, then he'll say "u got tell mummy?" Topping up of ez link/ Bus concession, she's paying. Told him abt it, and he'll say, "Papa now no money!" I dont know what the FUCK my father wants lah, in fact, shldn't be father after that time he slapped me!!! What for saying yes, when he dont want to shun bian drive my mum's colleague home?! Haix, acting as if he is very generous?! Oh man, NO !!! Haix. Buying the ingredients for our dinner, haix, all the cheap skate not nice de fish, all the yellow yellow the veggies, haix. When my mum is cooking, haha, the difference, wahh!!! Haix, no matter what, haix, he is just the super damn UNREASONABLE lah!!! Dont even know what the damn FUCK he wants lah, damn pissed off now!!! SHIT! All he knows is just to eat sleep gamble scold throw urine shit cook fetch!!! Haix. Not working, but he is still driving that cefiro ard. Where on earth is he going to find money to pay for the road tax and all?! I dont know. Ask him to sell the car, he'll give damn loads of excuses. As if spore is very not accessible like that, need a car?! I doubt so. Ask him to find jobs, give loads of excuses also. Full of excuses!!! 

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Haix, im not as rich as what u people said!!! Please rmb that!!!  

婚姻?! 我不敢相信，因为刚结婚的确有感情，但久了你才会知道，感情已不在，留下来的除了责任，还是责任！ 感情一结束，剩的只是那让人不能不背上身的责任。完美的爱情，在结婚后的几10年，变成了责任。辛辛苦苦建立的信任, 感情，爱情，就这样毁于一旦。真的不知道婚姻到底是什么！Haix! 

11th April - 14th post

I did a great job by not msging him on Good Friday !!! Im just praising myself, althou im tempted, but i did control myself by not msging you. So, haha. And after listening to H2O's ranting, here to blog. Haha. Dont know why are sisters like that, perhaps some maybe. They are seriously different outside and at home. And even, when they have no money, they will still act as if there are rich, if you are so rich, then leave some at home pls!!! What for take a cab to Bishan when there is a bus that stops directly opposite J8?! I dont know, seriously dont know what are you trying to prove! Haix! Just do what you like loh, the money is you earn back one what, not for me to care!

No Rights . . .

10th April - 13th post

Im happy now, becos of that cheeky smile(he's so cute !!!) ... 

Happy becos I saw 乐乐(online of cos).

Happy becos I'll stick to this approach the next time we are having class outing!

Happy to know that Renfu and Jiqin's book is alrd in spore.

Happy becos Im happy !!! Hahaha.

*U see, this is 乐乐, she's cute lah !!!

时间会把习惯换了，伤口愈合，也撤消我在想你的资格. . .

Counting down to my birthday, 51 days !

Nth to post ! Bye for now.

9th April - 12th post

I seriously dont know what you guys wants !!! Haix, Im really sick and tired of all this planning of class outing for you ppl ! You guys dont appreciate, then come up with one yourself lah! On grad day, i dont know which one said to have u gathering every few mths, and then now, what is all this?! I really dont know, seriously! Like what Witch had said, all you need to do is to reply a no, not free, no money, working, and everything is settled! When im here, getting irritated by the replies that you replied!!! Really appreciate those who replied and are going for the outing! I guess i'll be using the approach - just text them and tell them where and when we'll be going and what time we'll be meeting. I guess this will save me alot of msges, instead of keep on asking if they are going!!! Pekchek ah!!!

Its GOOD FRIDAY tmr, and here wishing all Happy Good Friday !!!

复活节快乐!!!

你的明天有多快乐，不是我的. . . 

A Random Post

Tell the student that this is inappropriate behaviour and communicate what you expect him or her to do, while at the same time not rejecting the child – remember: it’s the behaviour you are unhappy with, not the student.” 

"it’s the behaviour you are unhappy with, not the student.” 

Can someone explain this sentence to me? 

I think i know what it means alrd !!!

4月8日 － 第10则

Ok, and a day out with ITCHY ASSES was fun! We kinda had a small picnic, Bitch made brownie(muffin), Pitch made jelly(which was like tasteless), Witch made salad(not bad), Switch made sandwich, and was cool by the combination of spicy tuna with ham and eggs, Stitch bought titbits. Had alot of fun, thanks. After today, dont know when will the next outing be ! Haix, school is starting and i doubt we will meet up so often, will miss you ppl, im referring to all my friends ! Ohhh, and we got ourselves each a souvenir from East Coast Park, and that is, SUN BURN !!! Hahaha. Ok, lame !

*Pictures(a few only, but we took 201, hahaha) !!!

Sending emails might not be a good form of contacting u ppl, i suppose?! Haix, i think when there is any class outing, my msges might exceed by the usual amt im sending. And im gald that my sms are free !!! If not i'll kill ppl man. Why dont u ppl check ur mails, i mean some??? Haix. Will this classs outing turn out to be a successful one?! I dont know, seriously !!! 

突然好像你，haix ! 我在学着慢慢放手了！加油吧，陈绘月！

Was watching 千机变，and Edison Chen is damn cute lah !!! Why so many Sporeans hate him??? And ya, wont be going out tmr, tired !!!

4月7日 － 第9则

A day out with Xiangyi and Jerlinda, one wanted to change her shirt from someplace, but becos its on sales, so we presume that it cant be changed, so she didn't change it. Another one bought a heels for her competition !!! Blah, blah, blah. Took 88 back from Bishan, den went to buy the ingredients needed for tmr's outing, i think its a failure loh ! Haix. But i know they will still finish it !!! Hahaha. 

*quoted from the brochure of 《 天冷就回来 》

The winter of death numbs a lover's pain,

The autumn of dreams lies awake in vain,

The summer of life sings its passing song,

And spring comes again ... with courage to hope, and go on.

Feel like watching the show !!! But who wants to go and watch with me sia? Haix. Nvm, i think i shall wait for them to release the dvd, but when will it be sia?! Haix.

Outing tmr with ITCHY ASSES, i really hope it wont rain, if it rains, argh !!! Haix. Gonna check out the weather forecast for tmr !!!

我真的搞不懂你们到底要的是什么。Haix. 毕业典礼上一直叫人一定要有聚会，但现在是怎样啊？不回复，问你们的时候，态度又好像什么似的。一份好意，想要在大家开学之前能够聚一聚，聊一下天，但现在，haix，无言以对。如果你们认为弄一个聚会是件容易的事，那你们自己搞一个吧！

4月6日 － 第8则

Woke up at 1 plus, msged Xiangyi while im still on my bed, went out from my room to the toilet, washed up and all, had my brunch (there's no breakfast and morning for me), replied Xiangyi, then cancelled our 230 meeting time due to the rain, watched tv until 4plus, realised the rain had stopped, msged her again told her i want to go toyogo now, then we changed, met at central !!! Then went Popular, saw Celeste and Liying ! After central, i went to toyogo to buy the jelly mould for the meeting on wed, and walked home from there. Cut into the route which can lead to potong pasir, and walked home with the heart that i might be able to see him going back home, but haix, i didn't see him obviously !!! No fate !!! 

Woah, will be going out this whole week !!!

Today - central and toyogo

Tmr - a day out with Xiangyi and Jerlinda

Wed - a day out with ITCHY ASSES

Thurs - a day out with Xiangyi (again) Ahma, and maybe Yenchoo

Fri - with my mum probably !!!

And when is my class gathering??? Haix !!!

Planning of all this is nvr easy ! Experience from the past few outings, complaining to Chrysan, Michelle, Xiangyi and Hanyong. Haix, real pekchek when it comes to organising a class outing when they just say they have no money, have to work, etc ! Getting on my nerves when I ask if they are going and no replies from anyone, if there is reply, it will only be a no or whatever. Which reminds me of the previous gathering when there's only a pathetic no. of i think 12 ppl !!! 

*look at the pathetic no. of ppl !!!

And now, only 4 kind souls replied my email !!! Haix, what is this man? Think im gonna complain again !!!

Ok, im like coughing like shit !!! Hahahaha. 

4月6日 － 第7则 （对不起）

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又多了一个打击，但是我还是不想接受事实。我知道这样很傻，很愚蠢。其实我早就应该相信你了，但是我却没有。这么多人告诉我你已婚，而我却不肯信。我到底这么了？一直都在想着宇恒说过的话，一直在想着他们叫我要放手，一直在想着你对我说过的话。"remain as teacher and student"。我知道学生爱上老师是不对的，但是感情这种东西，不是你想控制就能控制的啊。

选择放手，也许我不会再想起你？

选择放手，可能会遇到另一个比你更好的男生？

选择放手，以后再见到你时，记得的只是当时为你流过的泪？

选择放手，是否对你对我都好呢？

选择放手，这是我最后的选择吗？haix !!!

对不起， 曾经让你无言以对！

对不起，让你曾经很厌倦！

对不起，在你很忙的时候，我还是发简讯给你。

对不起， 曾经发很多简讯给你！

对不起，曾经让你避开学生！

对不起，曾经让你浪费很多时间读我写给你的信！

对不起， 只想跟你说声对不起！

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4月5日 － 第6则

Firstly, I want to comment on something! Which is, i think that some taiwanese boy band is super the damn act !!! Some might know who they are. Haha. Erm, my voice have been out home for more then a day i think, she doesn't wants to get home! Haix.

I wonder when will my voice come home?

I wonder why do so many ppl dislike EDISON CHEN?

I wonder when will him reply me again?

I wonder when will my birthday wish come true?

I wonder when is the next time i will see him?

I wonder is the book still in good condition?

I wonder what will my first day in NP will be like?

I wonder when will 5566 release their album again?

I wonder when will i ever see 5566 again?

And, i wonder who will be the next one to say that i have slimed down?

I wonder and wonder !!! haix !

Counting down to May 31st ! Another 56 days !

4月4日 － 第5则

糟了，生病了。

我的声音，离家出走了，它还不想回家。

Ok, im just being lame! But true enough, im sick! But will you even bother?! You dont even know about it, unless someone tells u. Dont know what happened this few days, have been thinking of you lately. I miss you, really! Feel like seeing you again, be it for just a minute, im alrd happy! But we dont even have the fate to even meet each other! Im like so emo, haha, nvm!

Fate let us meet, but it just stopped there . . .

Is there any tarot card reading in spore?

I feel like going for the reading!!! Haha.

Ok, off to watch Together, and wait for my Darlings to be online !!! Looking forward for 8th april, and the next auction !!!

加森 is super nice to 默默 can !!! But 默默 just treat him as a good friend ! And 胡宇威 is super handsome de lah !!!

你當我是知己 我看得到

我當你是一生前途 . . .

Haha, the conv. between my Darlings are so funny ! Shooting arrows here and there, changing new name for the clique. Fun !!! Love talking to them ! Haha.

Samantha Tan wants to have a class outing !!! Suggestions anyone, enthu-ers reading this blog !!!

4月3日 － 第4则

Auction today was not bad, but feels sad for Simon, becos not many of the customers bought the item, but on the other hand, he earn quite alot. Becos one piece alone, can be someone else's salary for a mth ! Haha. Ohhh, and the security guards didn't help us buy dinner for the day, and a BIG THANKS to Joanna's mum for the fried rice !!! Reached home at about 12 plus, becos its a night auction today ! Ok, im kinda tired now, there's nth for me to do online, becos Chrysan isn't here, and i have no one to talk to ! Just played with my pet on Facebook, and i realised its super cute !!! Haha.

School is starting on 20th of April, but I do not have any mood to study !!! The period from the O's to the start of Poly is far too long, almost half a yr.

Some ppl earned alot, some stayed at home during this period becos they couldn't find work,

like me! Haix !

Ok, time to slp !!! Bye people ! Is there anyone reading this blog ???

我还是不能控制自己不去想你，

现在的你，过得还好吧？

好想回学校探望你，

但是，haix !!!

4月2日 － 第3则

Argh !!! There's auction tmr !!!

But haix, kinda lazy to go out this days, have been staying at home for like the past few mths almost everyday !!! Everyday doing the same old things again and again, washing/hanging/collecting of clothes, wiping of tables, clearing of rubbish, washing the bowls and cups. Gonna be a hsewife soon man, and a good one !!! Hahahah, but its when i dont even know who and where my husband is ! Haix, what a life !!! For the sake of money, im going for the auction ! Needs money desperately !!!

School is starting, but i dont have the mood to study, seriously ! Miss Beatty super lot, miss that particular someone ! Feel like repeating secondary school ! Then i can get to see him every monday to friday ! Ok, same old habit again! Back to the same topic of him ! Confirm kana scolding ! Haix !!!

4月2日 － 第2则

I still didn't manage to change the blogskin, becos i dont know how to !!! 

Chrysan taught me yday night, but i still dont know. Ok, im a noob, i admit ! Haha.

And, i guess i'll just stick to this skin alrd.

Since its just a place for me to write what i wanted to write and thinking.

时间一天一天的过去，

我发现你还活在我的心里，

虽然我对你的感情只是单恋，

但它是真实的。

好像再见到你喔！

我相信时间是会冲淡一切的，

但是，现在的我，还是没有办法不去想你。

很想问你，你是否被感动过？

我知道你不可能会读到这一则日记，

但我真的想知道你可否感动过！

我还是不肯接受事实，不肯放手！

对不起，我还是喜欢你！

4月1日 － 第1则

First of all, HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY to all !!!

April's fool day marks the start of this particular blog.

Ok, a day out with Shurui (ahma) and Xiangyi to watch the

confessions of a shopaholic !!!

We stepped into the cinema hall like earlier then we always did when we watched movie and we got shocked ! becos there's only the 3 of us in the cinema, luckily we weren't there to watch some horror movie, if not i will be scared to death man !!! haha. 

This was when we just stepped into the hall, and after we found our seats !!!

And im so glad that others came in when the show is about to start, 

but still, very little people !!!

And i dont think alot of people will know about this blog, 

becos im not going to share !!! hahaha !!!

Oh yes, im looking forward to 8th April !!! When i can see my DARLINGS !!!

Hahahaha ! See that? my dearest darlings?!

都过了那么久，你还是没回我的简讯。

突然之间，好想好想你哦 ！