12th April

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I seriously dont know what my father wants lah, haix. Only H2O knows it!!! Haix. Dont know what he wants lah, seriously!!! Not working for abt a mth, then whole day either sleeping if not jiu is go somewhere with his stupid idiotic friends at some void deck gambling! Haix, imagine if i call the police and arrest him?! Woohoo!!! Haha, i hate my father lah, seriously, no joke. Mf knows abt it, i once complained some matters to him, but his reply, haix! Nvm, at least he is willing to listen to what im complaining! Haha. I wonder if he really love my mother den get married anot, always accusing my mother, always wants to hit her, haix. My mum has been like supporting this hsehold since she started working, my dad, haix, speechless!!! The water bills, she's paying. My father did open the bill, then place it back, waiting for my mum to pay. School fees for my siblings, she's paying. He did ask abt the school fees and all, then he'll say "u got tell mummy?" Topping up of ez link/ Bus concession, she's paying. Told him abt it, and he'll say, "Papa now no money!" I dont know what the FUCK my father wants lah, in fact, shldn't be father after that time he slapped me!!! What for saying yes, when he dont want to shun bian drive my mum's colleague home?! Haix, acting as if he is very generous?! Oh man, NO !!! Haix. Buying the ingredients for our dinner, haix, all the cheap skate not nice de fish, all the yellow yellow the veggies, haix. When my mum is cooking, haha, the difference, wahh!!! Haix, no matter what, haix, he is just the super damn UNREASONABLE lah!!! Dont even know what the damn FUCK he wants lah, damn pissed off now!!! SHIT! All he knows is just to eat sleep gamble scold throw urine shit cook fetch!!! Haix. Not working, but he is still driving that cefiro ard. Where on earth is he going to find money to pay for the road tax and all?! I dont know. Ask him to sell the car, he'll give damn loads of excuses. As if spore is very not accessible like that, need a car?! I doubt so. Ask him to find jobs, give loads of excuses also. Full of excuses!!! 

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Haix, im not as rich as what u people said!!! Please rmb that!!!  

婚姻?! 我不敢相信，因为刚结婚的确有感情，但久了你才会知道，感情已不在，留下来的除了责任，还是责任！ 感情一结束，剩的只是那让人不能不背上身的责任。完美的爱情，在结婚后的几10年，变成了责任。辛辛苦苦建立的信任, 感情，爱情，就这样毁于一旦。真的不知道婚姻到底是什么！Haix!