Hello, try putting urself in my shoes lah! Imagine you're the one doing all the stuff, and im sitting there watching tv, relaxing and enjoying life, den few mins later take one bowl/cup, den u will know how i feel loh! Fuck! I dont know why ppl can be so selfish and just think abt themselves only! Haix, this kinda siblings is really make my life miserable de loh! Haix. I wonder when will they think of others when they do things. Haix. Speechless ah! No point, even my mum ask me to forgive them, becos they are just a bunch of useless ppl!!! Haix! I dont know what they want, seriously! 

And, he din reply me! Perhaps, my msg abit too straightforward loh! Nvm, there's always another time to text you!

I cried myself to bed yday night. Cried but not teared. Asthina ask me why i cry, i told her my nose stuck, den she ask me why got tears de! Hahahha. Very long nvr cry becos of him alrd! I dont know how long izzit, but i really feel better after crying! I cried becos i was writing a letter to him, and i think of the things that i've did, my feelings and all! Haix. I will pass him the letter, but i dont know when i will pass it to him. Probably on Teachers' Day loh! 

I miss this guy lah, like seriously!!! And its always missing him!

Still missing you after so long! Haix!