.If.You.Are.Not.The.One.

2012-02-12T22:19:00.005+08:00

Its time to celebrate ...

Its only time to celebrate after the 14th of Feb.

It sucks, cos im not really done with my ppt slides for presentation.

But, i think im alrd enjoying life like since the end of attachment.

Despite the fact that i have to rush out the final report.

But, just when we submitted the final report,

I had to be sick.

What kinda shit is this, seriously?!

Stomach flu? Food poisoning?!

I have no idea man.

The doctor said "might be food poisoning."

I also can be doctor ah, like that.

Consultation charges so ex somemore.

Knn~ Tsk.

Ok, anger aside.

So after we left LTM, Boss treated us to a meal @ Grand Copthorne's Cafe Brio.

The price Wow~ But the food, not nice!

Hahah.

Ok lah, not bad only.

So, some photos~

Director of LTM AV Pt Ltd - Desmond Lee

"Mr Welfare Officer" - Teo Thiam Siang

Fatty - Desmond Wong

Whole of LTM, minus Vinn Sng and AhLong

Closest client - Jane from ~~OMG~~

But Sab went off. :/

Auction~

Like after so long, im finally back to working for auction on a regular basis.

Not gonna skip work cos of attachment anymore.

No more excuses to skip work when im lazy. :(

Im just kidding. Of course, pay so good leh.

And, a different background for our photos. Heheh.

Ok, its finally time to fulfill my 2012 resolution.

#1 - To have a full body check before my 21st birthday.

That's a really weird resolution, i know.

Hahah.

2012-02-06T23:53:00.004+08:00

The past 5 months.

So, apparently i had no life for the last 5 months, due to attachment.

Not complaining. Just saying.

Despite the no life, i made time to go out with friends of course.

Maybe not alot of friends, only some.

The usuals that i always hang out with: -

- ItchyAsses, for dinner.

- Usuals (Nice name ah?), for random meetups.

- Auction workmates.

- LTM interns.

Some photos taken. :)

Outside Salted Caramel.

Their ice-cream, not bad a choice for dessert. :D

Their salted caramel really damn SHIOK.

A random meetup in the middle of the night.

I forgot when was it, though.

Few days before/after Christmas, thats all that i remember.

Always hanging out with them.

A ~~failed~~ surprise for Sabrina.

A out-of-the-blue BBQ celebration for her.

Popped a confetti into Jeremy.

Feeling damn bad, still.

My damn cute cousin - Jasmine.

The usual routine during CNY. - Gamble.

Thats the only time my Brother will leave house. Hahah.

He's being too 阿宅 alrd.

And then, 3rd day of CNY.

A visit to Boss's house.

Macaroons from Jane and Sabrina on our last day.

My very first time eating Macaroons.

They're NICE!

Of course referring to the 2 and the macaroon. :D

ltm av pte ltd.

Words cant express my gratitude for the past 5 months.

Thank you for taking care of me.

Thank you for guiding me through the 5 months.

Thank you for willing to teach me even though i may ask stupid qns sometimes.

Too much to thank.

2012-02-04T02:59:00.003+08:00

Internship

So, the last photo taken by Jayni of ltm av pte ltd.

5 months passed, and we're finally done with Internship.

The 5 months, wasnt very long, not very short.

Many things happened during the internship period.

I've learnt alot of things from them. Really.

Gonna miss them.

And guess what, i just ended work, not long.

So long, till we meet again.

2012-01-26T22:04:00.003+08:00

Year of Dragon

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone out there.

All i wanna say is Happy New Year, thats it.

~~And, to whoever who stop the MegaUpload thing, you suck.~~

~~Son of a B!tch~ Knnbccb.~~

~~How the hell i go dl my hk dramas now, you tell me.~~

~~If everyone can afford to buy legal stuff, there's no need for private dls and all the shit.~~

~~Cant they just freaking think abt people who cant afford.~~

~~Really, Son of a B!tch.~~

~~CCB~~~

~~Mood was so good, until now.~~

~~Thanks ah, whoever the people are.~~

~~Dont even know who the FUCK are you.~~

2012-01-15T00:16:00.004+08:00

回味!

我們總會在不設防的時候喜歡上一些人。

沒甚麼原因，也許只是一個溫暖的笑容，一句關切的問候。

可能未曾謀面，可能志趣並不相投，可能不在一個高度，卻牢牢地放在心上了。

冥冥中該來則來，無處可逃，

就好像喜歡一首歌，往往就因為一個旋律或一句打動你的歌詞。

喜歡或者討厭，是讓人莫名其妙的事情。

Idk why i had such strong feelings when im listening to 想太多.

Such strong feelings for the things that has alrd passed.

The feelings towards, him.

I've ever regretted liking him though.

I know, i've alrd gotten over him.

But sometimes, such feelings just wants to make you feel like shit.

Oh well.

Still a happy girl.

People in the pictures above,

can i have a date with you guys?

One day.

Hahah.

Shall make it a one day tour in Singapore!

2012-01-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

Ponder.

Basically, besides working like dog in LTM, we enjoy like crazy in LTM too.

1 chalet, 2 BBQ in a week.

How nice can that be? Hahhah.

I am so gonna miss these group of people after attachment.

Idk if i shld continue working full-time for LTM.

Hmm, maybe when Boss ask, then i see how.

Heheh.

Reason for the blog title,

i really need to start thinking about my future.

What do i wanna do after graduation? Hmm.

Do i really want to start working and save money first?

Or, shld i rest first, then work and save money?

They're actually the same lah, i think.

Like and admire is 2 different thing.

我不知道應該怎麼形容對你的感覺，

真的不知道那是喜歡還是仰慕。

我覺得我應該只是仰慕你的character吧!

2012-01-01T23:15:00.004+08:00

The Beginning.

New Year's resolution? It shall be kept, a secret.

2012-01-01T02:39:00.003+08:00

For Granted.

Sometimes, i just wonder how useless/selfish/lazy a person can get.

Im being very nice to pack your clothes for you when i can rest early,

but apparently, i chose to help you pack your clothes.

And now that your clothes are missing,

your freaking come yelling and blaming me for packing your clothes.

Very nice! My ass.

If im not sharing the room with you,

DO YOU FREAKING THINK THAT I WOULD EVEN PACK YOUR CLOTHES FOR YOU?

Hello, perhaps you dont know.

I AM YOUR SISTER. Not your maid.

You're just too spoilt.

And, your attitude now wont bring you anywhere.

DO NOT TAKE SOMEONE WHO TREATS YOU WELL FOR GRANTED.

Not everyone will do it.

Be thankful.

Countdown was fun with the Usuals.

Happy New Year to everyone!

2011-12-31T00:24:00.009+08:00

The End is The Beginning.

A blog post to wrap up my 2011. Alot of things were done in 2011.

Alot of emotions was shown in the year 2011. Happy, sad, excited, emo, worried, etc.

Feb - 林峯 Desire Tour Raymond Lam Live in Singapore

Apr - Your Favourite Male Leads Live in Singapore

Jul - llamafat's Live Sound Project @ Sculpture Square

Jul - Light Up my ' Live Raymond Lam 林峯演唱會2011

FFSG's HONEYs that were present for LUML.

The cap that LF wore for me!

My mates for that 4D3N HK tour.

Aug - The last day of sch, before attachment.

Things i did in 2011.

Auctions. Concerts. Buffets. Travelling out of Singapore. Movies. Kbox. Meetings. Shoppings. Common tests. Exams. Setup. Standby. Conferences. Dinner & Dance. Housekeeping. Roadshows. Teardown. - Lazy to elaborate.

Basically, i believe i spent my 2011 well, i think. Idk~

Anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE.

TAKE CARE, BE SAFE and ENJOY!

2011-12-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

Happiness

其實，真正的幸福，不是活成別人那樣，而是能按照自己的意願去生活。

Shall wrap up my 2011 in my blog on Dec 31st.

It will be a long post.

2011-12-25T02:35:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas~

Merry Christmas to everyone out there!!

Especially to 林峯~

♥

2011-12-15T19:23:00.004+08:00

Mr Nice Guy.

我們亦有一些距離.

2011-12-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

Infatuation, yet again.

Sigh~

Never intend to let anyone know abt this, but oh well.

Cant help it when i see his ...

Oh well.

Life's tough.

Forever liking the wrong guy.

Yet, another J.

Mr Nice Guy, he shall be listed as.

Get well soon.

Mr Raymond Lam really needs to take good care of himself.

He's sick for dk how many days alrd sia.

Rushing for new album,

so many functions in Dec.

Sigh~

He's gonna release 3 albums in 2012, awesome or crazy?!

2 canto album, 1 mandarin album.

And, and.

4th concert in HK Coliseum next Dec.

I AM SO GONNA BE THERE!!

:DDD

2011-12-08T00:03:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday~

Its LF's birthday now. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY. - Posted via mobile web

Yay~ Happy Birthday to LF. :D

No doubt, I really love you so so so much!

♥♥♥

May your wishes all come true!

#1 - Buying a warehouse to put all your toys. Heheh!

#2 - Faster get married. And have kids. :P

Wanna see the smile on you always. :)

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU, 林峯.

2011 is coming to an end.

Needa come out with my 2012 resolution.

Hahah.

The best day in 2011 - 31/7/11

You light up my life~

2011-11-22T22:55:00.004+08:00

Chok, a form of confidence.

Finally. Having time to update this space of mine.

Have been working like dk what since the start of Nov.

Shows at Jurong Shipyard, Sentosa.

Wow, those places are really screwed up!

Jurong Shipyard, DAMN FAR.

Sentosa, how to push flight cases on sand?

Haven get my OT pay for Oct.

Hoo~

Reason for the above title, i heard sth from Jeremy today. Sth that Fatty said. :D Not gonna mention though. Sth good to mention today, i did all the cabling for MTP and stuff today! Yay!

Missing You.

Sigh~

I really miss this guy so much!

16 more days to Dec 8th, his birthday!

Gonna make his bday card and send it to HK.

Den FF will pass it to him. :DD

73 more days to end of Internship!

16 more days to LF's birthday~

2011-11-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

First MC since the start of attachment, 2 days somemore!

Doctor said might be infection of dk what, i forgot what he said.

But he said my cough might last for quite long.

Sigh~

Medicine, all over again. Stupid!

Working like dog everyday.

Meet-up

The meetup with ItchyAsses was really good!

Its been so long since i last met them.

Attachment's draining too much of my time and energy.

Cant wait for the end of Internship.

82 more days!

2011-11-01T19:50:00.001+08:00

朋友，請不要傷悲~

OMG~ Seriously cant forget this scene.

I still rmb what happened that day.

He wanted to me move my head over,

but,

my hand was like wriggling there, waiting for him to pass me the cap.

LOLs~

I hope he rmbs me!

2011-11-01T02:24:00.004+08:00

針對

#1 - Internship. Our life just suck, like that. The way how Internship is draining my energy and time. Time - Not being able to spend time with Family and friends. Thot of it, really sucks! Tsk. Energy - The irregular timing of working hours, sigh~ I AM REALLY PHYSICALLY TIRED. Cant wait for Internship to end, seriously. 3rd Feb 2011 is the last day. "Not gonna work for one month after Internship!" - Samantha!

#2 - And, i really dont know why this Full-timer is always 針對-ing me!! Last warning, seriously. No names mentioned, but he is being really irritating. Even the smallest thing that i do, he will pin-point and make me feel that im being a burden to them. I dont hate someone so easily, he better not be the first. He is being damn biased, i shld say. Everything i do, he cfm got sth to say. Knn~

#3 - IF YOU KNOW ME WELL ENUF, YOU SHLD KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS COMPLAIN, BUT I WILL MAKE SURE I DO THINGS/TASK THAT IM ASSIGNED TO!!

#4 - Counting down to end of Internship! 94 days to 3rd Feb 2012.

LF gonna hold his 4th concert in HK next Dec!

He is also starting his world tour in Mar 2012.

First stop: Australia.

Idk when is he coming to Spore again.

Miss him so much!

2011-10-20T16:29:00.003+08:00

#LifeOfAnAVTIntern

So far so good for the past 1 mth plus for Internship @ LTM.

Freaking tired these few days, cos of the non-stop conferences.

Back-to-back setups/teardowns/standbys/on-boards.

There were a few days where the few of us couldnt even go home,

cos of the crazy ass turnover from one event to another.

Lack of sleep/rest, missing my family/friends.

Something good being on-board for a conference,

i get to sleep when the presenters are presenting.

That is definitely something shiok~

So many things happened this one mth plus.

Made me learnt my lesson for alot of things.

The MTP, the video stuffs, and alot alot.

Many thanks to Full-timers of LTM.

Couldnt make time for alot of things. Im damn sad for that. :(

2011-09-12T12:49:00.006+08:00

Internship @ LTM - 1st Week

Monday 5/9/11

Reported at LTM office at 11am
Met 2 interns from SP (EEE, yr 2)
"Briefing" from Boss
Lunch
Packed/sorted/coiled the cables
Separated different kinda tapes to different broken boxes, of cos we mend the box after that.
Get to know where different cables blah blah blah and all are placed at
Left at 6pm.

Tuesday 6/9/11

Singapore-Chongqing Economic Cooperation Business Seminar and Banquet
Reached St Regis Hotel at 10am
Kinda helped to unload stuff from lorry
Set up speaker stand, run speakon cables, blah blah blah.
Used rubber band to cover cables
Get to know how to switch video (sth like that) with the equipment they use

Wednesday 7/9/11

DHL TVC Launch @ Ion Orchard Skybar
Again, doing video switching using Extron ISS sth (forgot brand/model)
Lesson learnt: Must be very alert when doing video
Left my bag in the lorry for more than 12 hours = i survived 12 hours without my phone!
Learnt the connections for Extron sth to DVD player, monitor and stuff like that.

Thursday 8/9/11

Housekeeping at Office
Changed 13amp to 16amp
Packed/sorted cables for setup at MS
Home
Back at MS for setup @ 930pm, setup for Mediacorp Okto/Friso Raodshow
Reached home at 1 plus am

Friday 9/9/11

Reached MS at 11am
Roadshow started at 12pm (Curious Tots)
Get to use another brand's analog board, video switcher.
Event closed at 8pm.
Dinner treat from Ah Fai~ Hahah. Kenny Rogers (Y)

Sat/Sun 10-11/9/11

First time on board alone. Ok, with Jayni, so not that bad.
Was supposed to run the show alone, but Boss let us be tgt for one week.
Means, next week start if got roadshow is we ownself run alrd. :(
Damn scary to run the show on my own!

Company logo, got 2 sia! Hahah.

Singapore-Chongqing blah blah blah.

Video switcher that i used.

Left - I connected the wires to the idk-how-to-explain place for the 6 way.

Right - Tester to test if the 6 way is working.

Analog board that we use for Mediacorp-Okto Roadshow.

Video Switcher for Mediacorp-Okto Roadshow

Ok, end.

2011-09-03T17:27:00.003+08:00

似是而非.

Went to USS yday, it was really an awesome day.

But i think, im having PMS at night, abit abnormal, i know.

Freaking moody at night, idk why.

Im really sorry if i've shown attitude to any of my friends. Sigh~

I have to admit, im really jealous when i see them being close to you,

i know i've got no rights to be, but the feeling just sucks.

Ierfan asked me the same qn yday, and my reply, so what if i am, nth's gonna change.

No point being jealous over this kinda things. :/

While walking back from Sentosa to Vivo, i was looking at your backview.

Alot of things were running thru my mind at that time.

我知道你已經讀過那則email了，我也知道你怎麼想，

我就不應該有這些思想了，但...

看著你的背影，我一直在問自己，究竟喜歡你甚麼?

原來，喜歡一個人是不需要理由的.

一切都是感情在做怪~

“這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠

即使一剎有過衝動挽你手

這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有

成全多捨不得仍然是放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由

放手其實我絕非愛得不夠

放手豁出所有還有這個好友

已經已經足夠”

2011-08-31T00:40:00.004+08:00

ENJOY like you never enjoy before

Reason for the above statement: Attachment gonna start in 5 days time. Sucks! One week of hols before that = not fun! So, im gonna enjoy like dk what. Hahha.

Above photos were all from small celebration of Laobu's bday on Friday.

Bday card that i make for Jayni and Hakim.

Laobu's one still with me, at home. (If you happen to see it, Laobu)

Im so sorry. Hahah.

A month ago at this time,

im still at HK Coliseum screaming my lungs out!

:DDD

Still reminiscing whatever that happened during the HK trip.

(PS: Cant wait for later, Durian Party!)

(PPS: CANT WAIT FOR USS, ALTHOU IM SCARED TO TAKE THE RIDES! HAHAH.)

(PPPS: CANT WAIT FOR ALOT OF LF STUFF. Its Love, MWNS, most imptly LUML DVD!!)

I think i lost a listening ear...

Sometimes, when you put too much effort in a r/s,

(be it BGR, friendship, family, etc)

and the other party dont even wanna give a damn,

its time to move on...

2011-08-20T00:46:00.003+08:00

Mug, MUg, MUG!!!

This guy started filming for 忠烈楊家將~

“你要繼續加油，我會繼續支持你!”

Ok, its abit random.

Im just trying to motivate myself to study.

He film for his movie, i study for my exams.

Hahahha~

I felt DV again, today.

Feeling damn sucky at that moment.

Idk why, also.

Gimme that few mins on 28th Aug,

I'll pour everything out.

2011-08-18T03:34:00.005+08:00

我很痛

我真的沒有心情讀書了。

考試將近，但我卻這樣。

我沒有辦法不去想。

我必須承認，他的的確確影響我太多了。

我的喜怒哀樂，源自於他，我發現！

被愛的煩，想愛的也煩！

愛情，真的害人不淺！*嘆氣*

好想知道你心裡到底怎麼想，

但我害怕知道答案。

答案－不是對我有沒有感覺，而是對我的評價是甚麼。

我真的好害怕知道答案。

我不想到最後，我們連朋友都做不了。

原來七情六慾，真的害人不淺。

如果可以，我寧願老天爺把我的愛情換掉！

我不想愛了，真的！

我自卑，我太過敏感，我真的不只自己有甚麼好處！

原來，幸福真的不會落在我身上。

我很痛，我永遠都只會是一個人！

昨天，還蠻開心的。好想跟你繼續維持這麼友好的關係，但今天卻 ...

好想和你談談，但我不想影響你。

我不想變成一個，你聽到名字就會討厭的人。

但你剛剛說的哪一句話，我真的很痛。

原來，在你心裡，真的這麼不想見到我！

“剩下的眼淚物以稀為貴不值得浪費”

我真的不想哭，但我一不開心，就一定要放出來！

我真的很不開心!!!

2011-08-15T11:46:00.002+08:00

微不足道

#1 - 我真的沒有想到，在你心裡我是真的那麼微不足道。

#2 - 謝謝你讓我留下的眼淚，我會記住的！但，哭過就好了。我相信我會好的。

#3 - 我仍然會記得你曾對我說過的話。"Im so sick of you", "I forgot to reply", blah blah blah.

#4 - 喜歡一個人，真的好痛苦! - 再次領悟!

#5 - Sensitive much.

"If you got sth to say to me, tell me!"

I wanna tell you how i feel so badly,

but i guess, i wont have the chance..

Thank you so much for affecting me so badly.

Thank you so much for the tears and stuff.

Im sorry for whatever disturbance that i've brought to you.

2011-08-14T16:39:00.003+08:00

Last day of school

I've never felt this way before, not even when im in sec sch. :/

Thats why Jayni said, "the cons of having awesome classmates; the separation."

Gonna miss all of you so much!

#MemoriesofAVT shld just trend.

Hahah.

AVT V31 minus AK (Photog)

llamafat!

Yay, the girls~

The guys!

***

The CHOK cap~

*Below is the video where Jiamei found for me! Hahha. Damn happy to see the video. :D

PLEASE WATCH, PEOPLE WHO ARE READING MY BLOG. Lols.

即使一剎有過衝動挽你手;

Even though there was a time when i really wanna hold your hand

放手豁出所有

Let go, ...

還有這個好友已經已經足夠

its really enough to still have such a good friend.

2011-08-06T20:44:00.004+08:00

Getaway trip with AWESOME ppl [Part 2]

Dessert @ some idk where.

Niceness, their 楊汁甘露. :)

Northpoint. :D

The shop where LF always go for 魚肉燒賣! :DD

Damn shiok, the 魚肉燒賣 and 咖哩魚蛋!

First time taking Budget Airline, the 4 of us.

Damn sad to be back in Spore. :(

***

七夕情人節!

Damn sad, spending my chinese vday refreshing weibo and stuff at home. :( But kinda shiok to see alot of LF stuff. :D He was at Wuhan doing some promos for LukFook. Handsome ttm. :D

Still love his hair! Nice!

This was his reaction after the event. Hahah.

I forgot who asked him to pose like that liao.

Its 七夕情人節 today.

Just wish that LF can be happy always. :)

你要繼續加油，我會繼續支持你! :D

Credits to:

Laura, Jenny.

The photos was taken from weibo too.

2011-08-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

Getaway trip with AWESOME ppl [Part 1]

My face = FAIL~

時新漢堡 is like damn nice, LF introduce one. :)

Went back HK Coliseum, just nice he was 拜拜-ing. :D

The few of us who stayed tgt for the 2 night.

Photographer: Laura.

Dimsum for brunch, damn shiok!

Amount of stuff that we ordered.

Eggette. 雞蛋仔. Nice!

Curry Fishball. Shiok!

Fish Siewmai. 魚肉燒賣! Best thing ever.

Ignore Jiamei. Focus on the food. :D

I think this was introduced by LF also.

We bought our Curry FishBall and Fish Siewmai from this shop.

Singapore HONEYs who went to support LUML. :D

CHOK~

Yay~

Think of the cap incident, i still can smile till my eyes gone.

:DDDDD

Part 2 will be coming up when i got the photos. :)

Credits to:

Jenny, Laura.

2011-08-01T01:00:00.008+08:00

Light Up My ' Live Concert 2011

This is the damn cute dance move from Baby Lady!

Damn cute!!

Helpers came up on stage to clear his wound for him.

Still can laugh lorh, this guy.

Say what "Lesson to be taught, next time dont play with glass."

The finish bandaged hand,

but it was when the guest appearance came out.

Cousins, they are so cute together. Hahah.

Definition of CHOK from LF:

CHOK is a form of confidence!

His sound-men with him. So cute!

Opening of LUML.

Im melting alrd, after all these photos.

LamFung Yearbook 2011, the photos inside also making me melt. :D

Merchandise all.

Im so gonna get the white and gray CHOK tee when he come Spore.

Now that im back in Spore.

All i can do is to wait for his LUML World Tour liao.

Shld be starting by the end of this year. (Hope so.)

Cant wait, cant wait.

One of the best things that happened in July 2011.

And, 31st July is the most memorable day for me, this year. :D

Lightsticks. Damn pretty, i like!

The cap that he wore, and gave it to me.

He put it on my head for me. So sweet of him. Awww. :)

"Omg, i am super the damn happy now. LF use his eye power to ask me to move my head over, so he can put the cap on my head. But, i was so retard that i din even get the hint, until jiamei pushed me, den i move my head over! Damn nice!!! I cannot slp alrd lah, tonight.

Concert ended, everything went smoothly. Just that i dont have access to a laptop. So i'll just update for my reference!!! :D" - Posted via Mobile Phone in HK.

My current wallpaper, dk when den will change.

So handsome, so cute, so chok.

I cannot take it.

Its LF!

You are my sunshine,

my life, tonight.

And you are my sunshine,

you make me alright.

YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE.

林峯，你的確 LIGHT UP HONEYs 的 LIFE.

你在我記憶旅行，每步亦驚心，跟你踏過許多足印，捨不得轉身 ...

2011-07-27T18:55:00.004+08:00

Moodswing

Moodswing is being a bitch lately, idk why!

But its just hitting me like that.

Hate it that im having moodswings now and then!

Mood can be damn good one moment,

but the next moment, it can just die off like that.

I really dk what's with me!

Hate the way im like that.

Haix.

Ask me what im unhappy abt the texting part,

i really have no idea, seriously!

I think its just me, i just dont like the way you reply in SMSes.

Expectations also.

Perhaps im thinking that after you know how i feel,

you would treat me better.

BUT, im just wrong.

AND,

i really dk where the hell i've got the rights to expect sth from you!

You're of no influence to me.

Likewise,

Im insignificant to you.

We're equal.

2011-07-23T21:29:00.003+08:00

你可以沈默不語，不管我的著急；

你可以不會信息，不顧我的焦慮；

你可以將我的關心，說成讓你煩躁的原因；

你可以吧我的思念，丟在角落不屑一顧。

你可以給別人微笑，你可以給別人擁抱，

你可以對全世界好，卻忘了我一直的傷心。

你不過是仗著我喜歡你，

而那，

卻是唯一讓我變得卑微的原因...

I want a hug ...

2011-07-22T15:22:00.002+08:00

林峯 LF~

OMG, im so dead now!

Whole mind is LF!!!

His new album, a total different feel from the past albums!

Love his songs ttm!

The fast one, the sad one.

似是而非.

我想哭，哭不出的眼淚才是痛.

2011-07-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

BADE.

After setup, when no one's there yet

End of show, before/after strike, i forget alrd.

Grp photo with the comm and US!

Nice shot! @ Changi Airport.

I din really do anything for the show.

But,

at least we cleared the Live Sound Proj.

2011-07-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

Relapsed.

I know if i post this out here, alot of ppl will wanna scold me. But i really need a platform for me to rant/confess or sth like that lah. Haix.

Helped out as sound for BADE, i shall skip that part. Shall update more when i have the photos and all to continue posting for BADE.

I was really looking forward for the event, but one week before the event, i was feeling really damn uneasy. Idk if its becos if the kbox session or whatever. Haix. Last sat, i k-ed with Asthina. As usual, when i go sing with her, we'll definitely spam alot of duets. So, we spammed alot of AlexFong's song, and blah blah blah. Den when that particular song started playing, i was still alright, until that sentence appear "每個人心中都有一個...我的最愛". Memories just came flashing thru my mind. Cos it was during that period of time (when the song first release), i started listening to Cantopop. And i kinda introduced AlexFong's to him. And flashbacks, haix. The feeling was like really, JUST-KILL-ME, I-DONT-WANNA-THINK-OF-IT. Haix. After that, everything went on smoothly, for me!

Until the very start of BADE, Isaac was there, he asked where's your that teacher. Den i started looking for him. :/ Until the very moment that i saw him, i walked over and said hi, den of cos blah blah blah abit lah. And that Chris, walked over to ask him come over to our side. I was really damn paiseh, idk why. :/ [Joanne said their pattern abit the same! Hahah. But come to think of it, they do have similarities. No wonder ...] Ohh, and one thing, he said that he still have all those old photos at home, the one that i took with him during sec sch day. When he said that, i was really OMG~

Started becoming damn emo when the show is ending, idk why. Cos maybe i miss him again? I think. Hakim realised that i wasnt really me when we strike, which was like really true. Ok, shall skip.

Joanne drove us ard, wanted to go Marina Barrage, but got construction, and its damn noisy, so we went to the airport instead. Everything was fine, until i played 我的最愛 again. Wahh, that feelings really sucks! Htht-ed for a while, and i teared. :'( IM SO SCARED THE SAME THING WILL HAPPEN AGAIN, I DONT WANT~ :( Ok, it wont! Have to be positive!!

And i think im not in the right mind, i actually told Hakim that i used to like him!!! BIG confession, face to face, can die! Ok, wev.

Fuck.

Relapsed.

對你再好不會廝守

Alex Fong's song reminds me of you.

每個人心中都有一個...我的最愛~

2011-07-12T11:31:00.002+08:00

R.I.P. 林奶奶

林奶奶，一路好走~

Hope he'll continue to stay strong after all that has happened. :)

不管怎樣，HONEYs一定會撐佢!

2011-07-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Tired~

#1 - Just bathed, and now i am here doing the freaking IS assignment. Forever scolding IS!

#2 - Bought a new wallet today! Love it ttm. Hahah. But very soon, i will change wallet again. Lols.

#3 - LF injured himself while doing gym today. :( Heartpain. Hope he will recover soon, and be ready for Light Up My Live.

#4 - Auction earn damn lot today! Close to $200! Love it when Ruth is ard. Hahah. $_$

#5 - Damn burden, needa do the stupid assignment liao. Bye.

2011-07-08T14:50:00.002+08:00

Beats

OMG~ THIS IS SO THE DAMN PRETTY!

Shldnt have tried on Ierfan's headphone. Damn tempted to buy this home. But, its damn freaking ex!!! S$700 can?! OMG, if someone is willing to buy me this for my 21st birthday, i will freaking give you a BIG FAT HUG!!! Hahahha! But i scared i wont be able to wait until my 21st bday ah, i might just buy it when i really like! Lols. The sound quality is really damn freaking good~ Every instrument is so distinct that its like just IN YOUR EARS!

Im really in need of a nice earphone! :/ Sony, Philips, Beats, A-Jays~ Idk which to take. Damn ex, the one that i want. :/

STLG test

Stage lighting test at 8am today. Damn freaking early! But i was on time, and early! Think we kinda disappointed Isaac, idk why. But i always feel this way when his face like really damn serious and all. :/ Hahah. Hard patching, we alrd died on that part. Haix. And the LED par, haix. Smart too small alrd, cant see the RGB thing for it. :( Haix. Oh well, its over!

Rehearsal for bands of BADE cancelled, will only have dry run on the day itself. Hope everything go smoothly. :/

2011-07-02T17:57:00.001+08:00

【4句值得记住的话】

1.解释,永远是多余的,因为懂你的人不需要它,不懂你的人更不需要它；
2.冷漠,有时候并不是无情,只是一种避免被伤害的工具；
3.为你难过而快乐的人,是敌人;为你快乐而快乐的人,是朋友;为你难过而难过的人,就是那些应该放进心里的人；
4.朋友,就是将你看透了还能喜欢你的人。

Counting Down - 28 more days!

Light Up My Live 演唱會

2011-06-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

Counting down~

#1 - ONE MORE MONTH TO MY VIRGIN TRIP TO HK and LIGHT UP MY LIVE concert!! :D

#2 - NTS: Needa come up with the Tech-Rider by this week, hopefully. Needa confirm the equipments to bring out by next week liao. Live Sound proj is n the 15th July. :/

Ok, bye. Im updating for the sake of updating only.

2011-06-17T22:44:00.006+08:00

Term Break [1]

Monday/Tuesday - Slp till like a pig like that, damn shiok. Wasnt feeling very well. Maybe thats the reason why i can slp while watching shows on bed with my laptop. Hahha.

Wednesday - A belated celebration for HongHao and Jeremy.Goh @ MOF, Lot 1. Their bday present from us, only the treat @ MOF. Feeling kinda bad now. So, i shall give them another small present when we meet, or maybe after i come back from HK. Hahhaha. Went Pasam Malam after that, Jeremy really can stand the "stench" of the smelly toufu! Really argh, to me! Walk walk look look see see > Yami Yoghurt > Took 985 with HH, JM and JY, talked abit on the bus and stuff > Home!

Reason for this pose: I was using my phone to take, and they saw the photo i took with LF, den they imitate. They think they cute loh! Hahha.

(PS: Dont have much photos, so yeah. Hahah. And HH used this as FB DP. NICE~)

Thurs - "Meeting" for AEP @ Esplanade. Went from Esplanade > Marina Square > Esplanade > MBS (Jayni's virgin trip there!) > Joanne's hse > Rochor Tau Huay! Really feels damn good with friends who've got their driving license, can go out till damn late. But poor Joanne, she have to drive us back home before she can go home. Thank you so much! :D Oh ya, and we played Monopoly Deal @ MBS, like really LOL. Ppl go there look see look see, we go there play deal. But its really fun. Make me wanna buy a deck of my own. :/

(PPS: Photos still with Joanne, she haven upload on FB)

Friday - Sang @ TopOne for 6 hours. Damn tiring. Had dinner @ ChompChomp, damn fat! Hahah. BBQ-ed StingRay, BBQ chix wings, Carrot Cake (I almost typed head), and LaLa (I think its like that spell lah hor). But not bad, 6 hours of singing for $19 (free flow of drinks somemore!), den $10 each for food at ChompChomp.

***

His concert tix sales for the additional show on 29th July = AWESOME!

Tix sales started for 40 mins only, all the HKD 480 one sold out liao.

But the HKD 480 seats really damn limited.

Really hope his World Tour can start like NOW!

But if he start now ah, he will be damn busy.

SO DONT WANT, START NEXT YR BETTER! Hahaha.

And his World Tour, he will be going to CAN/US/AUS/Msia/Spore & China!

AWESOME MUCH~

***

Overdue photos

Grad Day! with JJ and Ian.

Dajie's bday celebration @ Senki ...
***

這世界上，沒有能回去的感情。

就算真的回去了，你也會發現，一切已經面目全非。

唯一能回去的，只是存於心底的記憶。

是的，回不去了，所以，我們只能一直往前。

2011-06-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

You Light Up My Life~

Seriously, i see those videos/pictures of him rehearsing for concert,

I alrd cannot take it liao.

Cant imagine my mood when im on the plane, flying to HK, on 30th July.

Cant imagine my mood when we check into Hotel.

Cant imagine when we step into HK Coliseum.

Really OMG~

I cant wait for time to fly and let it be 30th July now, now, NOW!

Now i see videos all only, i so excited liao.

I think withdrawal cfm damn jialat.

2011-06-12T23:00:00.005+08:00

Loft Stay [2]

#1 - Nth much interesting though, just that we cleared our CT! No more CT in my life anymore! Hahahah!

#2 - Joanne drove to the Loft on Thurs, and we(Jayni, YC, Me, Jo) went out for dinner @ Adam's Food Center. StingRay and KangKong FTW! Nice! Watch Hangover part 1, im so gonna watch Hangover 2!

#3 - Home on Friday, but i met Ahma, YenChoo, Laobu and YokePeng for dinner. Den they went to shop! Like really hate shopping with a grp of girls. Damn irritating, idk why! Maybe i pms-ing ah.

#4 - Fathers' Day dinner treat from Sis on Sat. Awesome dinner, dk how many course dinner liao. But damn fat! After that went out for supper with Ben, Chrysan and Dan. Like always same ppl. Lols.

#5 - Auction @ Sheraton Towers today. Not bad ah, sales! But politics, haix!!

Wasnt really feeling very well the whole day, dk why. Haix. Falling sick alrd. :( Damn sad, hols den sad. =.=

But this 2 weeks like damn busy. Ok, not that busy, but yeah. My schedule so far. Can die. Eat, play, enjoy, work, project! At least there's an enjoy in it. Lols.

Btw, its Jason's bday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to HIM.

I hope he will be acquitted. :)

*Prays hard*

One last thing! LF's having world tour for his concert! From HK > Macau > Singapore >Msia > Parts of China > Vancouver > somemore places, but i cant rmb! OMG! How is he going to survive lah?!! Haix. Im so going for the Spore and Msia concert! Cfm will go! :D

You are my sunshine,

my life, tonight.

And you are my sunshine,

you make me alright.

2011-06-06T03:21:00.004+08:00

Loft Stay

#1 - Have been staying in the loft since last Monday. Ok, i went back home on Friday night though, if not i think i wont even have enuf clothes to stay in the loft. Unless if i were to wash lah. Staying in the loft really = spending alot of money. I will usually only take the first day of allowance from my Dad, but i told him last Sunday that i will be staying in school for the whole week, so he gave me my whole week allowance! Hahha. Same for this week, lols! Bobian ah, i really needa save money for LF's concert in HK.

#2 - Met up with Jenny, Lynette and Jiamei today to discuss abt the concert and stuff like that. In conclusion, we are watching the 30th, 31st and 1st August concert! How shiok can it be right? But den the money that we will be spending there ah, = OMG! I dont even dare to think how much i will spend ah! Haix.

Concert tix = HKD 480 x 3days = HKD 1440

Accommodation = $200/night, shared among 7 of us. Idk if is shared among 7 of us or what, shall ask Jenny again.

Air tix = $460. Thanks to HK airlines loh, no amendments for tix. =.= Like wts! Ok, nvm!

Im still very happy to be able to fly to HK to watch his concert!

Now i really hope the Bursary money will come in fast!

Ok, bye.

2011-06-01T02:25:00.002+08:00

31st May 2011

#1 - AVT classmates and EES peeps kinda had a minor celebration at abt 12mn plus like that for me at the loft, was really touched. Hahaha. The planning that AK did, with the help of Joanne and Jayni. Hhaha. It kinda fail cos i overheard what Jayni told them when im in the toilet. Lols. Was really touched by what they did. :D Ohh, must rmb to thank Hakim and Yat for the ice-cream, JunQing for the Ferrero Rocher. :D

#2 - Ended school early. Met Dajie @ Clementi MRT stn. And i thot i was only going out with her. In the end, when we were seated in the restaurant, HH they all appeared. Lols. Hahhaha. I was kinda shocked and surprised to see them. Thot they were busy to even meet us. So had dinner tgt and talk talk talk. Bus-ed to Island Creamery, Gab and JiaYan was there. =.= Was so paiseh when they sang the birthday song in IC. :S I thot others was celebrating the bday inside also. But enjoyed myself though. And they bought me the Magic Mouse from Mac. Really thanks alot!

#3 - Back at the loft, Kaiwen and YanRong bought a small cake and sang bday song for me, again. So sweet of them. :D

(PS: A very big THANK YOU to all that you've done for my Birthday! The planning, presents, (failed) surprises. Nth much to say, but i really appreciated what you guys did, be it ItchyAsses, The Usuals (Old Birdies) AVT classmates, EES peeps, i really do appreciate them. THANK YOU SO MUCH!)

(PPS: Thanks HUISI for the bday treat at 15 minutes @ Lasalle on 27th May 2011)

(PPPS: Thanks ItchyAsses for the vouchers/present on 28th May 2011, also for the time spent despite the fact that we are all busy.)

(PPPPS: Last but not least, thank you everyone who wished me, be it face to face/SMSes/FB! Really appreciate the thoughts and stuff. THANKS!)

Ok, thats abt it.

And, air tix have been booked.

Now waiting for FF confirmation for concert tix.

CANT WAIT TO GO FOR

LIGHT UP MY LIVE concert.

♥林峯

2011-05-28T20:50:00.003+08:00

Nth much ~

#1 - Helped out as an usher for EE Graduation Ceremony! Seeing those seniors graduate, i cant wait to graduate loh. :/ Hahah.

#2 - Celebrated Dajie's bday @ Senki (109 Killiney Road), it was a Japanese Buffet restaurant. The food was not bad, but not very worth it. So, recommendation to go there, maybe 2 out of 5 star.

#1 - ItchyAsses celebrated Ahma & my bday @ Tao's Modern Pacific Cuisine. Wow, the food really FTW! The steak is really OMG! AWESOME-much!! Hahah. The rest of the food is also nice. :D

#2 - We did nth much for the celeb, just went out for Lunch, den walk ard, take photos jiu go home liao. Bobian, Yr 3 = projs sibeh zueh !!! But i reach home only, jiu go and slp liao. Sibeh tired, lols! Now that im awake, i shld just do the UTM report and start revision liao! Freaking VCSG got 6 chpts for CT!!! Burden~ I cfm write to Vinnie Chan and complain liao, he say if we cant cope, just tell him!

#1 - And i booked tix for LF's concert! Its held in HK Coliseum (紅館) on the 30th and 31st July. And im finally going to HK liao, for that few days nia.

#2 - I AM FREAKING HAPPY NOW~ :DDDDD

2011-05-28T00:21:00.003+08:00

Light up my life ~

Yes, im a happy girl now!

I just booked the tix for his HK concert thru FF!

Im so happy and excited now!

Cant wait to go HK for concert.

:DDDD

2011-05-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

Views on my own Family

No one will really understand how im feeling when im typing this out. Had been taking care of the whole house since the end of N levels, which was like 4 years ago.

I seriously dk what my sibling are taught in school, all the basic manners for a normal human being to have from them is totally N-O-N-E! Can you imagine how im being treated at home?!

Im always having this fuck-ed up feeling that i just a adopted kid of my parents. We are so different! Idk how shld i put it, but im always the one who think before doing anything, they are always on my mind when i wanna buy things back, always spending money on them, they want anything i will buy back for them. But all that they do was to order me here and there.

Even if im not an adopted child, i still think that im just a maid to them instead of a daughter/sister! Have you ever heard from your siblings stuff like that? "Eh, wash my clothes for me leh, tmr needa wear.", "Oi, go wash the cups and bowls leh, i wanna eat, but nth to use alrd.". My dad even worst, no underwear to wear, "You nvr wash my underwear ah?" I replied nicely say i got alot of things to do, he freaking come kp and say, "ya lah ya lah, papa's thing all no need wash lah". Like wtf, as if i dont have my own things to do. Im still having school, know! If hols, i got time nvm. Their things go missing also blame me! Im busy, no time to wash the clothes all also blame me! Like walao eh, my fault ah, for not doing all those things? I need my own time also can!!! They dont even fucking appreciate what i do, what for i do so much, and get all this fucking irritating comments?

I really really had the fucking thinking to move out of this hse whenever this kinda things happen. But come to think of it, if im not ard, my mum have to freaking do all the stuff. Like she come back from work alrd so tiring liao, still have to do those fucking hsework.

But yday, i've alrd decided that IM REALLY GOING TO MOVE OUT! Its either staying at my popo hse, or somewhere where they cant find me! Really sick and tired of all these shits! I really wanna move out of this hell!

Thanks ah, #1 - for letting me know how much yall like to push the blame on me. #2 - For letting me know how humans can be so selfish/cruel/harsh to their own sister. #3 - For ALWAYS TAKING ME FOR GRANTED! #4 - Thanks for letting me feel that im an adopted child instead of your real child.

Im gonna ignore all text/calls from this family!

Really dread coming home everyday!

Im so gonna move out and stay!

2011-05-21T17:31:00.004+08:00

A post since 12 May

12th May - Ice-cream @ Island Creamery with Dajie, Honghao, Jiameng and Gabriel. Told H what G told me, he said he would've guessed it even though if i nvr tell him. But oh well, at least he knows, and i felt better after telling him. :/

13th May - Stage lighting lab @ 9am, was almost late. GG.com. Realised im always late on Friday, idk why. Lunch @ Alumni, den back to Blk 23 lvl 6. Borrowed the sound equipment and set up everything. Was supposed to practise for our Live Sound prac test, in the end, we had a kbox session. Hahah. Damn fun. :)

14th May - Shopping with Huisi @ Bugis > CityHall > 313@Somerset > Wisma > TPC > Home! Bought Carol's bday present, like finally! Hahah. And kinda visited JeremyChin while i went hunting for camera! Hehehe.

15th May - Dinner @ Popo's hse. Did my WISP report (halfway)! Burden, y'know WISP!

16th May - Went DiD for WISP. It was awesome, was abit scared when i first got in. But after that, when i got used to the dark, everything seems fine. Bus-ed to JP with Hakim and Jayni, but Jayni alighted at Clementi. For the first time, i was actually on the bus alone with Hakim. Hahah. And he went off after i met Gab. Walked ard JP with Gab after that.

17th May - Happy Birthday to Terence! Went back school to mix, but i really dk how to do the EQ. Lols. I still owe Kim Lau one EQ mix. Watched The Detective 2 with Huisi @ Shaw Balestier. Thanks to the voucher that Mr Lee got for us. :D Went to BoonKeng for TauHuay, like damn shiok.

18th May - Briefing for Graduation Ceremony! We'll be doing ushering in the CC, usher the VIP and guests. Must rmb what invitation card is for what loh, like abit stress. Hahah. Went back E-square to meet them for Live Sound proj. And the usuals went for dinner without me. :(

19th May - Live Sound prac @ 330pm. Met at 240pm for alil last min practise. Everything went well, i hope so! I forgot what Isaac said. Lols. Den rushed off to work. Sales not bad, i like! :) We shld earn by commission! *justsaying*

20th May - Stage lighting prac @ 9am. Dk what's with Isaac, like suddenly kept quiet and give that face. :/ Haix. Dinner @ Bishan with Ahma, Laobu, Huisi and Yokepeng. Dinner > walk ard > sit down talk> Home.

21st May - Lunch with XiangYi and Ahma @ TPC. First time try Popeyes, not very nice though, i prefer KFC more. And went to take a look @ Olympus XZ-1 again. Damn pretty! Im cfm getting it alrd! :D

Pictures

Front of Olympus XZ-1

Back of Olympus XZ-1

The Detective 2

Selegie Tau Huay with 湯圓

SavoryIce!

NTS: Must make it a habit to blog at least once a week.

There's Auction tmr @ Mandarin Orchard Hotel.

Reply WuiMing's reply!

Write to Jason & WuiMing.

2011-05-11T22:17:00.002+08:00

How?!

#1 - 其實，有那麼一點為他感到不值。他喜歡她很久了，但一直沒有告訴她。她剛剛和男朋友分手，我所知道的，是他一直陪在她身邊，聽她訴苦。但他也沒有告訴她說喜歡她，原因很簡單的是因為他不想破壞他們之間好朋友的關係。她最近好想跟另一個他在一起了，我應該告訴他嗎？

#2 - Im feeling kinda bad, cos he said not to tell anyone. And i thot that G knows everything and that G and her are like only good friends. And he's the one that told me H seems to like her. So i told him everything that i asked H. Now the outcome, haix. I din thot that G will tell her that H likes her. :/ Feeling damn bad now. :(

#3 - Was feeling rather sucky just now when i reached home. But im feeling better now. Crying really helps, sometimes. In fact, alot of times.

#4 - All i can say is 家家有本難念的經 !

#5 - 難過的時候我不喜歡說，傷心的時候我不喜歡哭。我總是一個學著承受，學會成長，學會隱忍。我喜歡微笑，因為那只是嘴角在牽動，這樣就沒有人能看得到我的悲傷。我不懂，明明有那麼多的不開心，為甚麼卻要假裝在開心，明明不想說話，卻偏偏還要陪著去閒聊。我真的累了，能不能讓我歇一歇？

#6 - And im really sorry to not look at you when i say bye. Im really sorry! Im afraid that when i look at you when i say bye, 我會捨不得!

2011-05-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

Feelings

Random qn:

If somebody you're very closed with did sth wrong, will you still treat him/her as a friend?

My answer: Yes, but it depends.

What's your view abt this?!

2011-05-02T00:22:00.002+08:00

應該知道的4句話

#1 －我們覺得不快樂，試因為我們追求的不是幸福，而是比別人幸福。

#2 - 愛情就好比打噴嚏，不經意總能打出來，可以要打卻總是不盡如人意。

#3 - 人生一半的麻煩，源自你說Yes太快，說No太慢。

#4 - 許多事不要害怕做錯，即使錯了，也不必懊惱，人生就是對對錯錯，回頭看來，對錯已經無所謂了。

2011-05-01T22:37:00.004+08:00

Your fav male leads

Autograph session

Been so long since i last went for an a/s, the last one was Dec 4th loh, @ DTE, if im not wrong. Damn long le lah. Haix. I miss LF. Ok, random. I reach City Square Mall @ 8 plus after dinner with HH and JM, den bus and cab-ed down. Also din get on stage to get their signature. KNS! :( Nvm, will have chance one. Hahah. Called Kevin @ the side of the stage, and at least i managed to say hi to him, heheh. He waved and said hi also. Hahhaha. Ok lah, let the photos do the saying.

Kevin.Cheng

Ron.Ng

Concert

Reached HarbourFront and i went to ask do i have to pay since there's a concert there and i freaking bought the ticket. But i still have to pay the freaking 3 bucks to enter Sentosa. Knn!! RWS damn lihai to do business loh. Ok, yday damn pekchek abt this. I think i pms-ing, see everything also not happy. Hahha. Concert was awesome, cos i get to see the 4 of them at a go. Lightings and sounds definitely better den Desire Tour, cos 3 Angles Production did the sound and lights. Freaking some GeTai company. =.= But LF's singing is so much better den theirs. Lols! Thot i would be alone at my seat high-ing over the concert, but i met 2 friends there, so at least got company to high! Hahah. And one part which i got abit bushuang, he actually copied the plot that Fung brought a HONEY up on stage to do Morning Cute. Like WTH! Ok, nvm! Its over. Kay, let photos do the saying again!

Gathering

Gathering with Bosco together with the BWFC ppl. Quite nice lah, the ppl there. And Bosco quite friendly also. Met Jenny and Kelly before going into the room, and they passed me photos to ask Bosco to sign. At least i had sth for him to sign. Lols. I SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT LF CAN HAVE TIME TO ORGANISE A GATHERING IN SPORE WITH FFSG FANS, HK TOO FAR FOR ME TO GO ALRD. :( But his schedule in Spore like always damn tight one, haix. Nvm, im still hoping for one. Heheh. Took a photo with Bosco though, the BWFC photog say give her one week. So no photos yet. :/

Ohh, and i let him signed on the concert tix.

And ppl started taking out their concert tix to sign. CC ttm!

BenTen Cafe

Was supposed to meet them at 230 pm @ JurongPoint. But i woke up at 130pm, so i was late for one hour! I am so sorry, seriously. Ok, they wont even get to see. Lols. Lunch@BenTen > walk walk see see > Dessert@BenTen > walk walk see see > Home! Thats abt it loh. Hahha. And not bad, Gab and i created chance for the 2 of them. Hehehe. :D

Credits to: Jenny for photos!

2011-04-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

Random

#1 - I haven submit my bursary documents. :/ I hope they wont reject it loh.

#2 - Just got back home from City Square Mall. Kevin.Cheng, Ron.Ng, Moses.Chen and Bosco.Wong, HANDSOME ttm. I literally hi5-ed with the 3 except for Kevin.Cheng. He walk too fast alrd, den the secu was like blocking my way. KNN! But i still ♥ LF!! :D

#3 - Go said by Kim.Lau for asking Dajie they all into the studio to talk. But i was doing my mixing before that. Oh well, nvm. No more sitting in the studio to lepak liao. :(

#4 - Was kinda HTHT-ing with them in the studio. Always do that though. :D

#5 - Dinner with HongHao and JiaMeng, not that bad though. Maybe cos we same age ah, easier to talk to, maybe!? Hahah.

#6 - Getting closer to previous comm ppl, i think its a good thing bah. At least we are all of the same age, abt there lah. :/

#7 - And kinda had a HTHT session with HongHao, lols! He said he shy sia! HAHAHA!! Seriously wanna do a matchmake for him. Hehe. Dajie wanna matchmake me and him loh, like WTH, seriously!!!

#8 - Its the 魅力4色演唱會 tmr! Cant wait. Might get merchandise, maybe. Hahah.

#9 - Isaac said it will be fun taking me for practical lesson, he cfm wanna disturb me one loh. :(

#10 - Shall post pictures for the a/s today after i grabbed from others. Haha. Ok, damn bad. But i will give credits to them.

2011-04-28T22:17:00.004+08:00

Meet-up

Althou meet-ups was just having dinner and sitting down for a chat,

its awesome! ♥

Its always good to have a meet up like that to catch up with friends. :D

Bursary

Seriously, applying for bursary this yr damn mafan.

Just accept my freaking application lah!!

Now General Election ah, you gimme the money,

i ask my parents to vote for PAP!

KNN!

2011-04-27T00:53:00.003+08:00

Source Code

Its quite a nice movie. Althou Dajie fell aslp during the show for half an hour, and Honghao said that the whole movie was like that guy just repeating the 8 minutes of his life. Lols. I enjoyed the show though. Teared as usual, without fail, like always watch movie always tear one. Actually, i think all the movies that i've watched are really good, just that only one is really too idk-how-to-say. Forgot the title though. The one that Enthu-ers watched tgt one.

Sth personal: i think i still prefer spending time with ppl of same age or older den me. Idk why. :/

2011-04-17T00:10:00.002+08:00

Camp

#1 - Was really happy that the previous comm ppl came back to help Jeremy and i out. A big THANK YOU to them, seriously! Shall name them out, SiNi, HongHao, JiaMeng, TiongYee, Yiren, WenQi, Eric! REALLY THANK THEM FOR COMING DOWN TO HELP US OUT!

#2 - Its again, the 4 of us who have to tank all the jobs. Haix!!

#3 - Nvr expect him (i dont wanna mention name!) to breakdown in front of the previous comm. When he started crying, i literally cried also, cos i see him so stress, but there's nth i can do to help him. Again, really have to THANK the old birds!! So glad that everything has come an end. Ok, maybe not, cos we still have to choose the next batch. :(

#4 - Had a really nice talk on Day 0 and the last day of camp with the old birds. Hahha. We literally zao before they break camp. And i have no idea if they move all the logistics back anot.

#5 - Was feeling bad cos of the incident of electric shock of HongHao. But he said he's feeling better, at least he didnt die. So, :/. Still feel bad. Got shocked while helping us. :(

#6 - FOW is just on Monday, they need manpower, but anything also nvr let me know, expect me to get crews for them, wth! Since no one is replying, i shall not care abt anything!

#7 - Cant wait to talk to the old birds again! Cant wait to k with them. Heheh. :D

#8 - Gonna help out as ushers for the Graduation Ceremony. :D

LindaChung

Went to Tampines Mall to see Linda Chung. Alot of things happened lah, no mood to continue. Wait i happy den i update. Ok, end.

2011-04-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

林峯，加油!

好希望阿峯可以好返，重新振作起來！

HONEYs 一定會永遠撐佢!!

2011-04-11T19:49:00.002+08:00

Holidays coming to an end, FOC is just 2 days away.

Logistics not done, stations for NW not received,

crews allocated but they requested for a change,

ppl reply me saying they might not be able to make it for FOC.

Damn freaking pekchek/dulan/stressed this time round, idk why!

2011-04-06T12:09:00.002+08:00

Life is unfair, like always!

#1 - If you are so irresponsible, what for choose the position, and leave all the freaking chores to others?!

#2 - Crew head, have to tank to job of the logi head. What kinda crap is this?!

#3 - Logi room so messy. Are the logi head doing their job? N-O! NO!!!

#4 - Freaking sub-comm, all join EES for what fk if you dont wanna help out for events?!

#5 - I really have no idea why JJ have to put me in this committee. :'(

SO MUCH FOR A COMMITTEE ... WITH SUCH IRRESPONSIBLE LOGI HEAD (took up the post themselves, but not doing anything. Think the CCA pts for free one ah, take without doing anything?!!) =.=

2011-04-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

6 weeks holidays

#1 - The 6 weeks hols is coming to an end, i seriously dont feel like going back to school, idk why. Too much of slacking alrd.

#2 - know i've wrote this alot of times alrd, but i am literally spamming shows almost everyday. One show after one. Im watching 居家兵團 now. Hahha. If anyone wanna watch shows, can ask me for shows, provided you haven watch them before.

#3 - Gonna start renting shows from shops instead of dl-ing them, must 支持正版. If not i think those TVB dramas that i watch ah, 收視 wont be good sia! Hahha. Plus, i will rip all those DVD into my HDD also. Hahah.

#4 - And seriously, i prefer watching TVB dramas in canto instead of the dubbing, the voices all like OMG. Hahha.

#5 - 花花世界花家姊 will be showing in HK soon. 不速之約 also. Heheh. New shows from LF, i like! He's preparing his Canto album alrd. :D:D:D Really wanna travel to HK during July, i wanna go to his concert! :(

#6 - Im still having ChiLam as my wallpaper, and is still craving for sushi since the start of 魚躍在花見, seriously! And i haven buy ChiLam's album! :( Went to Gramophone and ask, they say they dont bring in his new album. Tsk! Shall travel to HMV and search for his album. :/

Schedule for the week -

Mon - Free

Tues - "Shopping" for Logistics, need crews to brainstorm for Logi.

Wed - Auction @ Royal Plaza (New place, heheh.)

Thurs - Back to school, briefing of all games to the CREWs.

Fri - USS with Joanne and Jeremy. :) The 5 bucks one. Lols.

Sat - Meeting Xiangyi and Ahma, dk doing what though. Not planned yet. Hahha.

Sun - Auction @ Mandarin Orchard

Ok, i shall continue with my 居家兵團. :)

2011-03-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

朋友

首先說明, 這是一篇轉載文章, 覺得很有意思, 願跟大家分享!

普通的 VS 真正的

一個普通的朋友從未看過你哭泣。

一個真正的朋友有雙肩讓你的淚水濕盡。

一個普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。

一個真正的朋友有他們的電話在通訊錄上。

一個普通的朋友會帶瓶葡萄酒參加你的派對。

一個真正的朋友會早點來幫你準備並且為了幫你打掃而晚點走。

一個普通的朋友討厭你在他睡了後打來。

一個真正的朋友會問為什麼現在才打來。

一個普通的朋友找你談論你的困擾。

一個真正的朋友找你解決你的困擾。

一個普通的朋友對你的羅曼史感到好奇。

一個真正的朋友可以威脅你說出來。

一個普通的朋友在拜訪時，像一個客人一樣。

一個真正的朋友會打開冰箱自己拿東西。

一個普通的朋友在吵架後就認為友誼已經結束。

一個真正的朋友認為沒有打過架就不叫真正的友誼。

一個普通的朋友期望你永遠在他身邊陪他。

一個真正的朋有期望他能永遠陪在你身邊.

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2011-03-31T19:30:00.004+08:00

Title-less post

#1 - Visited Wuiming with WeiFong today, glad to see him. :) He's doing fine inside, just that i think he couldnt really slp well, cos his eye bags like damn big. :( Fitter, bigger in size, still the same. :/ Gonna visit him on Monday, again.

#2 - Skipped meeting today, cos Mum was going for some x-ray. Dont know is for what exactly.

#3 - Finished watching <魚躍在花見>, and i seriously think that ChiLam is really handsome ttm. Ok, cute also. His dimples ah, OMG! Can only say that Anita Yuen (his wife) is really a blessed woman. :) Glad that he's coming back into the entertainment industry, i like! Relax, im still loyal to LF. :D

He is alrd 40 yrs old liao leh, still so *wow* !

#4 - Gonna spend money on albums, again! I am ChiLam, My Private Selection (Linda Chung).

#5 - Literally spamming shows one after another. I think by school start, i will finish all the shows sia! I LIKE~ :)

Pretty cake eh, i like/want to eat !

Happy 2nd anniversary with

...

my blog! :)

2011-03-27T16:27:00.004+08:00

Maldives - A must to go

Really wanna go to Maldives at least once in my life.

But by the time when i save enuf money, the island shld've alrd sink loh. Haix.

2011-03-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

人生 ...

人生就是一列开往坟墓的列车，路途上会有很多站口，

没有一个人可以至始至终陪着你走完，

你会看到来来往往、上上下下的人。

如果幸运，会有人陪你走过一段，

当这个人要下车的时候，即使不舍，也该心存感激，然后挥手道别，

因为，说不定下一站会有另外一个人会陪你走的更远。

2011-03-26T21:22:00.005+08:00

Gather

#1 - Luckily im not meeting to cycle on Sat @ 1pm. If not i think i will just fall aslp on the bicycle.

#2 - Reached home at only abt 7 plus 8 am.

#3 - Had an awesome steamboat, gaming, drinking, htht, 算命, with awesome bunch of friends @ Jon's hse. A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

#4 - Didnt dare to drink again, ever since the vomiting at idk which pub with Carol, Huisi and Sharon. So i nvr drink much. :)

#5 - Great time spent with them. The usuals, as always.

#6 - Poor Daniel, made a loss of $60, and was super drunk.

#7 - Nicholas is being super gay-ish, like seriously!!!

#8 - "Disturbed" by Jisiang and Hanyong thruout the whole steamboat, like always. =.=

#9 - Was the only girl there from 7 to 10pm, and there's like 16 guys. =.=

#10 - Wong Jisiang seriously, owe-ing me big time! I cleared his vomit for him can!! :/

Final - People really give more face to Jon when comes to gathering, so next time he shall be the one planning for everything. :) And, im not gonna plan for anymore gathering alrd. You wanna meet, plan one yourself.

(PS: I kinda like spending time with my sec sch friends more. Not saying that i dont like spending time with my poly friends. I will always love spending time with a grp of awesome friends. :D )

當這世上全懷疑我錯，

總有人相信我！

2011-03-20T02:37:00.001+08:00

500th post

This is a perfect reflection photo of the sky.

But come to think of it,

it can be quite scary, though.

This is a cool photo.

Idk where on earth this photo was taken,

but its really kinda cool~

To me, you are PERFECT.

FYI, my fb status serve as a shout-out to you.

2011-03-18T17:08:00.002+08:00

記憶

人是會忘記很多事情，

但只要你記得，

你在人生中哪個地方忘記，

那你還有機會在你想記得的時候，去找回它。

既然如此，我們哪有資格將他們的記憶扔掉呢？

曾經有位哲學家說過，

人之所以稱得上為人，是因為我們懂得去思念。

輿論我們的記憶力有多差，

無論我們記得的是完完整整一件事，

還是當中的某一天，某一個鐘頭或某一分鐘，

只要在我們腦海中，有這一分鐘，

那我們就有資格去擁抱著這份思念。

2011-03-18T14:11:00.003+08:00

Fun-less getaway!

A 2D1N short getaway! A fun-less one, somemore.
Internet reviews are all scams!
Finish going to all 9 malls in a day. =.=
Couldnt slp at the hotel at night, idk why.
Back at Spore at ard 5pm.

I went with this person. Lols.

Reflections!

#1 - A place where we got a new name!

#2 - First time buy donut, got complimentary donuts.

My dinner~ SUPER-THE-DAMN OILY!

View of our hotel. Its a ship, like KKH like that.

Welcome drink from the hotel. Really LOL!

Saw this when we were on our way back!

Make me think of YEP sia!!!

Random Fact of Batam

#1 - Any vehicle on the road can be your taxi !

#2 - Plenty of "branded" goods in every shopping mall !

#3 - Getting horn-ed by almost every car on the road.

#4 - They actually allow smoking in the hotel and shopping mall !

#5 - Taxi fares must be bargained by half of the price they offer.

#6 - More than 5 pirated DVD shops in every shopping mall !

Cant think of any liao.

You mess with one of us,

you mess with ALL of us..!!

2011-03-16T21:25:00.004+08:00

信任是爱的基础

信任是爱的基础。

认识阿峯是缘分，Honeys 走到一起，也是缘分。

你是因为阿峯的什么而成为 Honeys 的呢？是颜，是演技，是歌声，是人品……

无论是什么，他作为一个偶像已经背负了太多，也许fans对他有良多要求和幻想，

但是从他的角度出发，他是不是也需要一些自由和空间？

爱他，就理解他，做fans的求的无非是偶像的幸福快乐。

既然他已经对我们坦诚相对，我们也把我们的信任和祝福给这个男人吧。

记取曾经的美好，继续走自己的路。

Honeys 的支持不变，爱不变！

阿峯, 不管發生什麼事, 我地都永遠支持你!!! ♥

2011-03-14T18:12:00.003+08:00

Random

#1 - Can April come faster? Im in need of money leh. :( Everyday go out like that, go shopping, Batam and all need money one leh. Plus, my phone bill haven pay! :/ Althou im going for a relaxation trip, but im also going there to shop. Shopping/travelling = need money = money decreasing = broke soon! :(

#2 - Cant wait for the auctions in April. There's 3 auction! Cant wait, cant wait. Cos got money earn. Lols.

#3 - Seriously, i wont get sick and tired of listening to LF's songs! ♥ 林峯 ttm! His chinese songs, must listen for the 2nd time den will nice one. Hahah. Kinda weird to hear him singing mandarin songs for the 1st time, my point of view. GET WELL SOON, LF. ♥

#4 - Kinda feel like going to HK this year! Needa save as much as possible alrd. LF might be having a concert in July this yr. If really have ah, i think i will go loh. :/ Hmm, shall see how. Some must-go-country for me: HongKong, Taiwan (althou i went there before), Maldives (but i've got no money to go), ShangHai, alot of places lah!

Seriously, when i view images of Maldives on Google, i feel so like going there!

If anyone can bring me there now, i cfm MARRY the person.

I MEAN IT!

#5 - Im leaving for Batam tmr. Dont think i will buy anything back for my family. Lols. Damn bad, i know. But im going there for only 2D1N leh, and i change only SGD$100 loh. Buy for them means i no need buy for myself liao. Lols. Next time when i travel to somewhere further den i buy for them. :P

Kay, end.

2011-03-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

Karma

Seriously, i just dont understand why some childish ppl can joke abt the Tsunami and Earthquake in Japan! Grow up lah. =.= If you think you're right, by all means, go ahead and joke abt how the tsunami came abt and stuff like that. I believe in Karma!

I have to admit, i have not gone thru all these natural disasters before, but by seeing the videos and news abt how the Japanese are suffering, i believe as a human with 7 conscience, you shld feel the pain/agony/fear they are facing during the earthquake!

A shoutout to you: YOU SHLD STOP JUST THINKING ABT YOURSELF, YOU SHLD TRY PUTTING YOURSELF IN THEIR SHOES!

2011-03-13T23:13:00.005+08:00

#prayforjapan

All that i can do now is to really pray for Japan.

There's nth i can do to help them.

Althou i really feel like flying there to 賑災,

but i dont know of any ways to be able to fly there.

Was feeling really very idk-how-to-say for the ppl there.

Seeing the news and all, tears just came rolling down my cheeks.

Just hope that the dead can rest in peace,

the survivors can 繼續活下去 ...

#prayforjapan

双子女

她是带点憨厚的聪明，带点自以为是的狡黠。乐于接受新奇刺激的东西，但不会轻易尝试。怎么说呢，思想开放，行为相对保守些。思维很快但不精明，宽容，很有同情心。有道德底线，爱欣赏美男，但内心很专情。

早熟，颓废面具下较天真，喜好刺激，恋旧情，还算洒脱。

小结：认识不少双子女，都比较伶俐，敏感，照顾别人感受，宽容，爱自由，对待感情认真，情伤后倾向于生活糜烂一段时间，凡事也挺想得开。生活态度比较好。也倾向于表现出自以为是，倔强的性格。ps，我觉得对双子女好一分，她感受到你的真心，就会回报三分（限友情），起码让你感觉比你对她付出的要多。

总结：双子注定是矛盾的，但他/她并不复杂，就像一个孩子拿了俩面具在和你玩。他乐观的面具下其实是很害怕受伤害的，一旦爱上你了就希望你完全是他的，所以就会付出整个心。我从心底喜欢双子，他们承受了很多在心深处，表面却总是带给人欢笑。其实是个很可爱的星座~

2011-03-13T00:40:00.002+08:00

放手?!

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠

即使一剎有過衝動挽你手

這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有

成全多捨不得仍然是放手

I tried starting a convo with you, all i received was i-dont-know-how-to-say replies.

What you want me to do? You said im attitude-ing you, but your replies all?

What you want me to do lah! Tsk. :(

其實你知唔知我鐘意你呀？

2011-03-10T23:10:00.005+08:00

Motivation

#1 - Heard some OLs talking bad abt LF on the bus today, haix! But he did said that "無論遇到甚麼挫折，或者我懷疑自己做不做得到呢，我所有所有的原動力都是因為這班支持我Fans，令到我覺得沒甚麼好害怕。" As long as he is LF, i will always be a HONEY! Althou i started really liking him like last yr, from his "Lets Get Wet" concert to "Come 2 Me" to "Desire", he has really put in alot of effort for ppl who really support him.

#2 - Saw CMF @ Ngee Ann City today, my heart pump super fast when i saw him. And i actually told him that. Lols. :/ Feelings kinda complicated now. Haix. If only you're in Spore, tsk! I cfm call you and talk to you! :( Althou you've got auto-roaming, but haix. Nvm.

#3 - Bought <林峯首張國語專輯 First 第一次>, now IM SPAMMING HIS SONGS! Hehehe. :D

*Sorry if i've posted this before*

#4 - I WANNA GO IT FAIR LEH, WHO WANNA GO WITH ME?!

#5 - Gonna show my 誠意 to Jordan.Goh now. Lols.

Ok, bye!

為何若喜歡見到你，仍然覺得愛的卻是他？

IMY, ILY ...

2011-03-09T23:41:00.006+08:00

Change

-How much can a person change after going into another phase of life?

-How must can a friendship change after new friends enter?

-How much can you do to salvage a friendship?

-How do you prioritize friendship and love?

-How much can we do to not take someone for granted?

Shopping

Went for a shopping spree with the-one- im-meeting-almost-everyday

=.=

Lols.

Spent almost $100+ on the shopping.

And it was a short getaway to JB,

not bad a choice when you got really nth to do in Spore.

Hahah.

Btw, did i mention that im going to Batam next week?

Its gonna be a real short getaway! :D

No communication with anyone else, except for the same person. =.=

Serious, im gonna face her like everyday man.

She dont wanna let me write her name here, so :) Hahahah.

是否得不到的幸福，

比勇敢放棄更美麗？

2011-03-03T21:03:00.004+08:00

Contented

Seriously, cant wait to have an individual shot with him.

This photo is taken by Fung! Hahah

Easily contented? I guess, i am not. Hahah.

#1 - I wanna have an individual photo with Fung!

#2 - I wanna stay the same with you, even after i tell you i like you.

Thats the 2 things that i really wanna want, so far. :/

Btw, im still suffering from a quite severe withdrawal thing. Idk how to explain, but the withdrawal is kinda jialat. Hahah. In the midst of recovering, though. :D

I MISS YOU(_),

YOU(_)

and YOU (Fung)!

Fill in the blanks yourself ...

2011-03-02T19:04:00.017+08:00

Desire #1

How lucky can she be! *Jealous!!!*

***

Desire #2

Concert merchandise

Free gifts!

Lanyards!

#5 - Front of file

#6 - Back of file.

***

Bye

Testing the pen @ the check-in counter

#2 - Focus! And signing on our stuff

#3 - He do this after signing. :)

#4 - Comparing the 2 抱抱俏佳人 dvd.

#5 - Continue signing

Handsome photographer~

Ready for grp photo

The one that he said: "Lets pose as rabbits"

***

First

Im still suffering from the withdrawal !

Seriously, cant wait for his 《第一次》

But i will need some time to adapt to his chinese songs.

The lyrics all like abit, i-dont-know-how-to-say!

Hahaha.

But i still like it, cos its ...

林峯!

Credits: Wendy.Lim,

Evelyn.Teo,

MayThong,

Those who uploaded photos on 微博.

2011-02-27T06:23:00.006+08:00

林峯 Raymond Lam

Oh yeah! It was 林峯 Desire Tour Raymond Lam Live In Singapore 新加坡演唱會 yday.

I had a really AWESOME night @ the concert, with LF and HONEYs!

Shall use point form instead, lazy to type everything out.

#1 - Actually, i kinda forget what happened eh. Hahah. But everything will be in memories. His first concert, like FTW!

#2 - I think he sang a total of maybe 30 songs or above, i think ah. Cant really rmb what songs he sang. Lols. Fail HONEY loh, me. :/

#3 - 胡杏兒 was the special guest, they sang 我願意 together. Like nice ah! Hahaha. Myolie sang 2 songs also. And she sang 光明日, the only song that i know/like in her album. :P

#4 - Chloe was the lucky one who was chosen by Fung for Morning Cute, how lucky can she be. Hmm, i want some of her luck lah. Ok, she's cute and pretty though. Out of so many Morning Cute, she's the cutest! Hahah. Statement agreed by alot ofHONEYs too. :)

#5 - Oh ya, i bought a calendar poster, a porcelain mug from them. Spent 15 bucks. Haix. Realised what LingLing said was true, whenever Fung is in town, our pocket cfm hole big big. Hahah.

Kay, some photos. Not i take one lah, i took from 微博. Hahah. Credits to them man! My camera really cmi, feel like buying a DSLR lah! Argh. Ok, soon!!!

Rehearsal @ Max Pavilion! ♥

I forgot what is he doing alrd. Hahah.

Sending off

Concert ended at like 11 plus, den we took a chartered bus to Park Hotel.

Waited for quite some time, but Kathy said that Fung was at Sentosa partying.

So, it was a wasted trip to Park Hotel. :(

Oh well, no promises what.

They only said can have grp photo, but not cfm one. :(

Reached home at 1plus am, slp for 2 to 3 hours,

woke up, wanted to leave hse, den Dad came home.

So, i no need waste cab fare to the Airport.

Ok, skip details. Straight to the point better.

I WAS SITTING BESIDE FUNG WHEN WE WERE TAKING THE GRP PHOTO!!

TOOK A TOTAL OF 4 PHOTOS!

I DIN KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM. LOLS.

WASTED A CHANCE LIKE THAT~

*Posted a wrong photo, so i edited*

Ohh, this is a picture taken from 微博 from Wendy.

A description from LingLing's 微博:

峯看著我們全部然後說：“不如我幫你哋影啦。”

讓後拿起相機，把自己的太陽眼鏡推下。

可是因為行不通（因為是DSLR）然後峯索性把眼鏡拿掉，

然後就這樣他變成樂我們的攝影師。:D

This description shall be in chinese.

峯拍完我們後，他就進來和我們一起。突然間有3部相機對著我們。

拍完後，峯小小聲說：“其實我都唔知望邊部㗎”，然後全部就偷笑。

峯叫Juli進來一起時，他叫DY幫忙拍。

拍到最後，他就說：“不如我哋扮兔仔啦。”

LingLing asked：“峯，你嚟真㗎？”

峯說：“係啊，我嚟真㗎。”

就這樣，我們全部都變成兔子了。

(PS: The grp photos is not with me yet. Will upload when i get them. :D)

Kay, back to MTSY.

2011-02-24T12:47:00.002+08:00

Touching Down

He touching down in a few more mins.

I think alot of HONEYs is at the Airport, T1 now.

Im stuck in school, studying for tmr's VT. :(

Anyway, Welcome to Singapore, again.

LF~

Counting down - 2 more days.

Desire Tour, Raymond Lam Live in Singapore concert!

:D:D:D

Ok, back to VT~

Intensive VT.

2011-02-23T16:44:00.008+08:00

Arrival

Fung will be in Spore from 1255pm onwards!

I still dont know if i shld go and fetch him. :(

Got exams. :/

Haix.

~~But i got very high chance of going to the Airport tmr!~~

~~Since im going, i might just study there @ Changi Airport.~~

~~Can come find me! :)~~

Btw, i won a Desire Tour concert lanyard from RaymondLam.org

Fake one, of cos.

He's just in front of me,

but the one he like is behind me.

This is the worst feeling a person can get.

Felt so like crying just now,

but im fine now.

All i can say is,

暗戀，喜歡一個人好累 ...

2011-02-21T23:02:00.003+08:00

Mountain Tortoise

Went out for last min shooting with Hakim and Ierfan.

Raffles Hospital's Banquet (to meet) > ZamZam (lunch with Hakim)

> i-forgot-the-place-name, den Yat came

> shoot awhile, Ierfan reached (late for 2 hours), Yat left

> Arab Street > Kampong Glam > Haji Lane > Mica Building > the Central

> Boat Quay > Shanghai Dolly (to see Fung's concert poster)

> Liang Court > Boat Quay > the Central > Home.

For once, within a few hours, i went to so many places.

Was really a mountain tortoise when i went to those places.

Hahahah. But i dont like those places.

Not a place that i will go often.

Ok, nvm!

At least i took quite a few photos.

Gonna edit them, den upload on MeL for project submission.

But my photos all like :/ Haix.

Felt the same when i was in sec 3,

and it really affected me so much that i actually teared.

Im ready to face all the consequences,

but im just afraid for the outcome.

2011-02-18T14:08:00.003+08:00

今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的 ...

如果有一天我不再煩你了

---- 如果有一天，你的生活沒有了我，

沒有了每天的電話，每天的留言，

每天的關心，每天的小小脾氣 ----

---- 我把一切一切都表現了出來，

你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最終感動了，

可是我卻離開了。----

今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的 ... ...

我喜歡你，你知道嗎?

2011-02-15T13:07:00.005+08:00

讓我愛你一小時

曲: 鄧智偉詞: 陳少琪編: Johnny Yim 唱: 林峯

不是因為我的妒忌他根本不適合你

如果你愛得有點累了請別為難自己

你的眼神總是逃避命運改變的痕跡

是否得不到的幸福比勇敢放棄更美麗

如果可以讓我愛你一小時生命在這裡才開始

我會心滿意足笑著消失就像一次落日

如果只能讓我愛你一小時寫一首最短的情詩

希望你下輩子別改名字讓我可以更容易找到你

你的眼神總是逃避命運改變的痕跡

是否得不到的幸福比勇敢放棄更美麗

下一世紀找到你

在人海的浪花中認得你

但願我愛你一小時寫一首最短的情詩

希望你下輩子別改名字讓我可以再找你一次

2011-02-15T01:04:00.003+08:00

讓我愛你一小時

His new song is out!

And he is releasing his mando album in March!

Cant wait! :D

And i think the focus of his concert is still C2M!

Desire Tour = only in Msia and Spore?!

I want C2M in Spore leh.

:'(

Ohh, and i forgot to wish him "情人節快樂"

(PS: Click on the 讓我愛你一小時 for the lyrics)

(PPS: To listen to 讓我愛你一小時, click here)

2011-02-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone out there. (L)

我喜歡你，你知道嗎?

Cant wait for 28th Feb. :)

Counting down - 12 more days! :D

2011-02-08T23:18:00.006+08:00

LG Optimus 7

First time posting on this space with my phone!

Happy!!

Btw, im so jealous of those HONEYs that will be going to KL for

Raymond Lam Desire Tour concert.

I'll be in Spore, mugging like dog.

=.=

But anyway, GOOD SHOW to Fung,

and to those who are going, ENJOY!

2011-02-05T14:08:00.003+08:00

For You!

世界上最動人的情話，不是“我愛你”，

而是在我需要的時候，你說“I'll be there”

And you once told me that. :D

我不喜歡暗戀的感覺，

好想告訴他，

但*嘆氣*，

我不想我們之間的關係變得複雜。:(

But i dont like the different treatment that i get from you ...

2011-02-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR~

Before i start, HAPPY CNY TO ALL first.. :)

So, first day of CNY, nth much. But visiting those one-year-see-once relatives. Nth much loh, every year also like the same one. =.= But Jasmine is very cute today!!! Still so hyper, lols. But i din really play with her today.

Btw, i spend my i-dont-know-is-what-day (New Year's Eve or Actual Day) with Ben, Chrysan, Daniel, WhyeHoe. For the first time, i actually went to Chinatown for a countdown for CNY. Not really went there for that purpose, our purpose there is to find the 孔明燈. Found, and we bought 3, cos 3 is for $10. :D Went to Marina Barrage, let the 孔明燈 go with our wishes. :) And the most epic thing, really is laugh-out-loud! Hahaha. And the weather is really nice to fly kite! Our kite flew up, and its really high.

Anyway, here's some pictures from night photog! Not much though. Hahah.

City view from Pinnacle@Dexton

Ghostly image #1

Brandon

Ghostly image #2

Hakim

Ohh, btw FF had a reunion dinner cum gathering with Fung on the 1st of Feb. Like damn cool can, its a FF event, and if i have the money and time to fly over to HK, i would've registered man! Hmph. :/ But nvm, i hope there will be a gathering with Fung before/after his concert. I really hope so.

Fung with the FF uniform.

Im really so insignificant to you.

And, i think Marina Barrage is a good place to ...

2011-02-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

STUDY!

There's like MTSY quiz and labtest tmr. And im totally not ready for it. I can only say that i've secured 10 percent for the whole of MTSY for my CT. Which means, i need another 40percent for MTSY! :( I hope i can make it, i really dont wanna repeat this stupid module. :(

And worst thing is, im still rendering the video for DMPT presentation tmr. CRAP, what is this man?! And i totally forgot how to use Final Cut alrd loh. GG.com le lah!

I must start studying after CNY, like a MUST REALLY START STUDYING!

Ok, bye! Back to Final Cut.

(PS: Shall upload/post more abt the awesome Friday night tmr or wed.)

2011-01-26T19:28:00.002+08:00

COMPARE!

How?! This 2 phone like so good leh. Haix. Shall do a compare betwn this 2 phones.

#1 - LG is Windows Mobile, Motorola one is Andriod. Motorola win!

#2 - LG got 16gb internal memory, Motorola got only 2gb. LG win!

#3 - Motorola is water resistant, LG not. Motorola win!

Actually, not much difference leh, this 2 phone. Can only think of this 3. Lols. But i dont know which phone shld i change to. :( Nvm, i got until CNY to decide. Hehehe. :) Haix. HOW, HOW, HOW?! Who can gimme some advice to change to which phone? :/ My this Samsung phone ah, haix. CUI ttm!!! Haix. Shall decide slowly! :D

Im sorry,

for attitude-ing you this few days.

But im really affected by you HUGGING her.

2011-01-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

You'll be missed.

To the guy in the middle of this photo :-

#1 - No matter what wrong you/he did, i'll still support you/he. I will fight to protect what people say of you/him.

#2 - I'll pray for the both of you before i sleep tonight, for the best for the hearing later.

#3 - I'll still treat you as "cousin"/brother no matter what.

#4 - I still LOVE you, my friend. :D

#5 - Lastly, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to you, HO WUI MING~

Please be alright.

I hope the charges will be light.

I still LOVE the both of you. :)

2011-01-24T23:54:00.003+08:00

Awesome day out with Hakim, Ierfan, HuiShan, KaiWen and Adrian

@ Marina Barrage, flying kite.

:DDD

But the awkward lunch with Ierfan, :/

Final hearing tmr, im so afraid to know the verdict,

and what more, its his bday.

:( Haix.

(PS: You just dont care abt my feelings, seriously!)

2011-01-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

5N'08 Gathering

Big thank you to those who came for the gathering. :)

Penny, Bernardette, Lionel, ShuRui, YenChoo, WhyeHoe

YongJin, SiWei, XingCun, Daniel

Jason, HanYong, Joanna, Vanessa, YokePeng, SengHong.

I hope i din miss out any names.

~~Shall upload the photos after editing.~~

Shall organise more of this outing next time. :)

But abit sick of the asking ah. :/

The talking after the dinner, awesome-much!

Just love spending time like this with this grp of friends. :D

2011-01-22T21:14:00.006+08:00

I dont like!!!

#1 - Seeing her name in your page

#2 - The feeling im having now

#3 - You, replying late

#4 - You mentioning her

#5 - Your expressions when you talk abt her.

***

Hmm, i was thinking abt all these qns yday.

So what if i like you?

So what if you know i like you?

Haix. Like emo-ing ah, also have no idea why. I just dont feel good when you mention her name in front of me. You dont have to tell me how you HUGGED her, dont have to tell me how much you liked her! :( And i feel really affected when you mention other girls, and you being too close with them. :( Oh well, sensitivity increases like dont know what! Haix!

Sometimes, somehow, I might mean what i say ...

2011-01-19T21:00:00.002+08:00

What to do?!

#1 - Feels so like crying now, i dont know if its PMS or what. Haix.

#2 - Again, it hurts to see my Popo wanting to cry. In fact, hearing it alrd make me feel so sad alrd. Haix. She has been taking care of him when he was young, i really dont want it to happen. Haix.

#3 - And Hakim say i walk like gangster, @those who know me, do i really walk like gangster?! :(

#4 - A total waste of time in school today, retarded AVMP! =.=

#5 - Cant wait for Friday seriously. Cant wait to chat with WHY, hahahah!!!

2011-01-17T14:16:00.001+08:00

They will be going to the High Court tmr.

Haix.

Wonder how's the verdict.

I hope nth's gonna happen.

2011-01-15T14:28:00.005+08:00

POURING

How nice izzit to pour every unhappiness out in a day?!

How long ago was it when you literally pour everything out?!

I did it like yday!

And the feelings after that = SHIOK!

EES matter = pour everything out to Justin, i literally shoot him until i think he got nth to say, and i have yet to reply him! And im backing out of the Emazing Race, i just a secretary what! They dont need 2 secretary to do SO MANY THINGS! And im fucking pissed off with the comm, they just fking dont wanna heed the advice of the 2 crew! So what if they're like SL/DH for the previous FOC? Haix. Really speechless abt this comm alrd lah. I'll tolerate until July, and im not gonna care abt this comm alrd. Whatever they wanna do, just go ahead. Washing my hands off everything. BUT JEREMY AND I WILL MAKE SURE THE CREW PART FOR FOC WILL BE AWESOME!

Friendship = I really pour everything that im unhappy with to a friend. I dont wanna mention name here, cos i know its rather bad. From what he/she said, at least he/she knows how in feeling, and im really relieved after pouring everything out. Before that, i was really crying and poor Hakim, he dont know anything, but im like telling him all that im unhappy with! But im really relieved now, and i think he/she will be relieved after telling me her feelings too? I dont know. But i hope i wont feel the same again after this! And i hope we wont be awkward after this incident. :( I treasure this friendship alot too, shit, i wanna cry again now!!!

LOVE = Infatuation? Really like? I have no idea, but i know he is more than a friend, definitely! He's my 苯氨基丙酸! I dont know if he's feeling the same. :( But, im still a happy girl. So :D He will know it someday, but definitely not so soon. :D

Btw, in another 6 more weeks/42 more days, it will be 林峯 DESIRE Tour RAYMOND LAM Live in Singapore 演唱會. I really cant wait for it!!

2011-01-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

Random~

#1 - Gonna finish watching 老婆大人2 by this week.

#2 - Some people are just not worth my time. I've tried wanting to start a convo with you, i dont know if you received the msg, i just dont care! Since you want to be like that, i shall be the same too. Im not gonna waste my time anymore!!!

#3 - Do i have moodswing? I dont think so leh. Hahah.

#4 - Almost died when Ierfan and AK ask me things during AVMP. But now im thinking if what Ierfan said is true! 當局者迷，旁觀者清!

#5 - Gonna have meetings every Thurs for planning of FOC, i can just DIE! Haix.

I like this feeling so much

Just hope it wont stop. :)

Wonder what will happen if you know the truth.

Hmm!

Still a happy girl.

2011-01-11T10:57:00.003+08:00

"She doesnt hit me up anymore. She used to talk to me everyday."

Its becos she's tired of always being the first to make conversation. She's tired of always being the first one to hit you up. Sometimes, it'd be nice if you were the first to just text/call/IM/message her. Anything really. After a while of always being the first one to do it, she tends to feel as if she's being annoying. She has no intention of being annoying towards you.

She just likes your company and wants to talk to you but if it seems like she's being annoying -- eventually, she's gonna stop trying to talk to you. She's now going to give you your psace becos she thinks that's what you want from her. And now that she's done hitting you up, you wonder why she doesn't. Just hit her up. It'd really mean something. It literally takes seconds to text: "Hey! How are you?" That's all you need to do. Next time you wonder why that person who used to talk to you all the time stopped talking tou you, take a second to think why it happened.

When i text you, it means i miss you.

When i dont,

it just mean, im waiting for you to miss me.

2011-01-10T16:36:00.003+08:00

I wrote this on FF Forum.

“ 峯，這次的這則新聞，讓你和家人受盡委屈。

讀到你在微博寫的那些話，讀了真的很心痛，很想哭。

我們只是讀者，都有這種感覺。想必當事人承受的痛苦一定不堪設想。

我們不想看到你不開心!!!

雖然支持你的時間不是很長，但你的努力我相信大家看得到。

不管你的決定如何，我相信HONEY們一定會支持你！

What's done cannot be undone.

The reporters are those at FAULT!

You're such a GOOD brother, i believe your sister and family will not blame you for what has happened.

希望你可以繼續堅持你的所謂理想，HONEY們永遠撐你！

林峯，我撐你!!! ”

I believe this is really too much for him to take! :( Haix!

He asked: "But who wants me?"

I wanted to reply ME!

But haix! :(