Ok, Seoul Garden with Charlene today! I damn long nvr see her alrd. Dont know how many yrs nvr go Northpoint liao. Dont know how long nvr take train le. Hahhaha. Point form.

• woke up at abt 1 plus, abt 2 like that den i go bath
• everything done, den i wake my mum up
• went Central, she want to buy veggie, i acc-ed her go
• forget to bring Charlene's pressie, forced my mum to buy veggies fast fast, den bus-ed home
• took her pressie, off i went back to Central
• train-ed to Yishun, went up to the Popular and find her
• went into Seoul Garden, each paid abt $22.35
• din eat alot, i dont know why, but very full. Hahha.
• had like 6 scoops of ice-cream
• den we left Seoul Garden
• went into Gift-A-Name, bought the alphabet S, cos my S is rusty
• den we separated, she walk home, i train home.
• reached Tpy, deposited $10 into my Maybank A/C,
• bus-ed home

And there's like earthquake in so many places can, haix! Natural disasters, when will they ever stop sia? Haix.

如果 ...

不瞒你说我真的有想过
从今以后不再跟你有任何联络
不要再试着暗示我
后来你发现什么

不瞒你说并不特别寂寞
接下来的几个周末节目特别多
偶而会有人喜欢我
但并不代表什么

现在的我 不缺什么
认真的生活偶而会难过
新朋友很多他们不够了解我 (新朋友很多他们都不了解我)
问了太多我只是微笑的带过

未来的我没有如果
不相信星座能预告什么
假设那么多过去会不会复活 (假设那么多过去能不能来过)
最好没有如果 (我不相信如果)

不瞒你说经过几次风波
你不能再从我脸上读出些什么
要适应的事越来越多
改变的不止是我

Hello, its been a while since i last blogged, hahha. In fact, its been just 2 days?! Hahhaha. Ok, im just being lame, and nth to do. Seriously, i got nth to do loh, im BORED! Can someone like entertain me?! Argh! Haix.

I want to watch 福气又安康! So, i guess that's my new entertainment liao!

I think im a unfilial daughter, yday was my mum's birthday, and i din even wished her, not even an sms, haix!!! Nvm, a belated is better den nth. And im going to treat her some other days.

Anyway, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to my MUMMY! I love you. (I know you're reading this.)

(PS: Liwen told me, Yuheng told her that Lee Min Ho is coming to Spore, hahaha! That handsome guy, oh my god! I want to see him. I guess Jiashan wants also.)

(PPS: Better den sec sch friends? Well den, i've got nth to say.)

Changed

Ok, the title of this post is referring to, i've changed my blog's template! Hhahah. Like after i dont know how long loh. I like this template, but it looks very like, alot of ppl one, nvm! I like can alrd, hahha.

Have been staying at home for like i dont know how long, even if is got go out, also stayed out for like few hours nia. Haix. Reason, i have no money alrd!!! No job = no money = cant go out. Haix. Nvm, next 2 auction! Hahhah, waiting, waiting, waiting.

This sunday is mummy's birthday! Hahha. Im gonna treat her like on the 7th oct only! She said she wants to eat beef, so im bringing her to HOTPOT CULTURE. Hahha. The beef, shiok!!

A day out with ...

A day out with a few guys and a girl! Hahaha. Went to some TCCHR, in a quite ulu place, and we sacked the person before we were given a job! He seems really racist! How many came from China? Like what the hell loh!

We went from Outram, to Orchard, den Cityhall and home! Haha. I bought a bag today, cheap cheap-$13. Nice buy, nice bag, perhaps to me bah! Hahha.

And yes, i just gave away this stupid job from that TCCHR, but i got another 2 sessions of AUCTION coming up! Happy, happy, happy to the max!!!

(PS: Am feeling guilty now, becos i withdraw $20 from my Maybank a/c! But am also happy, cos i bought a bag! Heheh, its so cute!)

I want to go to ...

I want to go to this few places!!!

• Sentosa with Itchyasses
• Marina Barriage with Itchyasses
• Duck tour with Itchyasses
• Toy Museum with Itchyasses
• Clinic with alot of ppl
• Potong Pasir with Xiangyi

I finished ...

I finished 败犬女王 alrd! Hahha. Like the ending! Like Fish Leong's songs too, esp 情歌！

Anyway, i think im becoming more and more 宅 alrd loh! Haix!

Ok, next up > 福气又安康！

I feel that my eye lids are heavy, and they might close anytime! Hahha.

A story abt PENGUINS

你知道吗？企鹅其实是一种很专情的动物，它们一旦找到对方之后，就会认定对方一辈子。

我想知道，我的企鹅什么时候会出现！

Ok, im one eps away from the last eps of 败犬女王！

男人和女人说谎的差别

This was quoted from 败犬女王.

你知道男人和女人说谎最大的差别在那里吗？

男人说谎是为了让自己好过，

而女人说谎呢，是要让对方好过，我们选择欺骗，是因为不想伤害深爱的人。

我们不是故意的，只是没有伤害对方的勇气，所以才隐藏真正的答案。

Have been at home for the past few days, everyday slp until like 3 plus, becos im like slping at 3 plus 4 everyday! Insomnia lah, what to do?! Haix. And im at chpt 11 of PS, I Love You alrd! Got 51 chpts can, i dont know when den i will finish the book! Haix.

One good thing, Chrysan is coming back tmr!

Bad thing, my results also coming out tmr! Haix.

Another one, Michelle is going Msia liao lah! Sian half! One come back, one go.

突然好想你

我好想你，虽说每天都在想你，但有些日子我会突然好想你！

突然好想见到你，

突然好想知道你得现况，

我突然好想听到你的声音，

突然好想知道你过得好不好，

突然好想知道你有没有很幸福，

突然好想知道谁在你身边照顾你，

突然好想听到你口中叫出我的名字，

突然好想看到你还在用我送你的东西，

突然好想让你知道我现在还很在乎你，还很喜欢你，还很想要关心你。

我好想你，想念在中学时期关于你的一切。从不喜欢你，到跟你很好，到喜欢你，到告诉你我喜欢你， 到你避开我，到我离开学校，这一切的一切，我都很想念。想念，是唯一拿来形容这一切的字眼。

如果刚开始喜欢你的时候，就告诉自己不可以喜欢你，那我应该不会那么痛苦吧？

19年的差距，haix!

即使没有那19年，你也不会喜欢我吧？

(PS:决定要爱护自己，就不去梦想在一起，就算爱错我终于必须学会好好放下你。)

PS, I Love You

Well, im reading this book now, and althou im only at chpt 6 (becos i only started reading this book this morning like at abt 1plus), and i can say that this book is really interesting.

Summary:

Some people wait their whole lives to find their soul mates. But not for Holly and Gerry.

Childhood sweethearts, they could finish each other's sentences and even when they fought they laughed. No one could imagine Holly and Gerry without each other.

Until the unthinkable happens. Gerry's death devastates Holly. But as her 30th birthday looms, Gerry comes back to her. He's left her a bundle of notes, gently guiding Holly into her new life without him, each note signed 'PS, I Love You'.

As the notes are gradually opened, and as the year unfolds, Holly is both cheered up and challenged. The man who knows her better than anyone sets out to teach her that life goes on. With some help from her friends, and her noisy and loving family, Holly finds herself laughing, crying, singing, dancing - and being braver than ever before.

Life is for living, she realises - but it always helps if there's an angel watching over you.

Happy, happy, happy!!!

Happy becos he replied! Heheheh.

如果已经把最好的留在心里，那么再多的选择也是多余的。
我得承认，你还住在我心里！

I go continue my 败犬女王 liao!

Thinking of one title!

Alright, im at eps 11 of the defeated queen alrd, and i've alrd completed the hk drama, the four! Its a nice show, and i want to say, Raymond Lam is handsome de loh! Hahha. So yday was Sunday, and again, i went Central with my Mum, Aunty and Ahzhu! Ate Mac, walk ard, den we went my Popo hse! Time flies loh, really!!! Haix.

And i got nth to do lah, now!!! Haix.

Btw, he's back in school alrd! Happy!!! Am so worried abt him, but he wont know! Anyway, i know u wont be reading, but still take care and i miss you!

(PS: Its been 114 days!)
(PPS: I want to upgrade to the Snow Leopard OS!)
(PPPS: I might be free on 22 to 25th sept, im a reserve for the Maths Carnival!)

Be dead, and to rise from the dead ...

风信子的花语，“只要点燃生命之火，便可同享丰盛的人生。”

风信子的传说：在希腊神话中，有这样一个关于风信子的传说：太阳神阿波罗与宇斯的外孙许阿辛托斯很要好，遭到西风神的妒忌。在一次阿波罗投掷铁饼时，西风神把铁饼吹向了许阿辛托斯的头部，血液从被砸伤的许阿辛托斯头中流出，从血泊里长出一株鲜花，就是风信子。它的花茎上长着一串串小铃铛似的花朵，风吹过时，每一朵花都显出飞翔的姿态。海辛瑟斯的生命没有消逝，风信子是他的化身，他还在为这个世界呈现着美，风信子是他怒放的生命之花，所以，人们赋予风信子的话语为：“只要点燃生命之火，便可同享丰盛的人生。”它是生命生生不息的象征。

愚蠢的人，总是会对过去念念不忘，把已死花朵还留在身边，既对过去还无法割舍。又没有办法迈向未来，风信子，死亡之后然后重生，枯萎掉的风信子，把周围的生长物都剪掉之后，然后会第二次开花，人往往总是在无法释怀过去，可总是活在自己回忆里面的人，怎么可以展望未来，我总是活在自己的回忆里面，靠着仅有的记忆度日，对未来一点期待跟期望都没有了，总在想，为什么不幸的事情，总会发生在自己身上，每日每日的怨天尤人，埋怨被遗弃，可往往总是这样，却忘记最单纯的幸福，是自己对回忆割舍不掉，不敢去面对新的生活。

如果我是一株风信子，可以忘记回忆，然后展望未来该多好，如果我是一株风信子，可以割舍掉过去，重新生活该多，如果我是一株风信子，死亡之后重生该多好，如果我是一株风信子，不需要靠任何回忆，不需要什么曾经，我都可以努力的活下去。

人有时真的很脆弱，一次意外、一次灾难，就可能会让我们失去生命。我们不能如海辛瑟斯那样将生命化成风信子，所以，我们必须珍爱生命。在这爱的世界，不会遗弃每一个人，只要一息尚存，就有希望重燃生命之火。在苦难之后重生的生命，必然如风信子一般，获得永生。

如果有来世，我想要做一株风信子，死亡之后重生

(PS: 突然之间，我好想拥有风信子！)

Out to Town with Huisi

After staying at home for abt 3 days, i went out today! Did sth quite fun, by choosing 8 items from abt 20 items? Try it, u will dont know which one to choose de! Hahhaha. Click on the icon above my profile! Hehe, check it out! Actually, nth much to say, but i ate like 5 scoops of ice cream today lah! Siao, hahha!

Ok, introducing! He is Beckham Rai! I grabbed this picture of him from Asthina's blog! Dont see he "gong gong" one, he is really cute lah! Hhahah.

(PS: Do i still like you? I dont want this kinda feelings!!! Pls go away!)

I'll miss you guys!

Haix, Chrysan went camping alrd, now i come online, no one to talk to me, no one to shoot me, and stuff le lah! Ahma went Vietnam, Chrysan go camp, later Michelle also leaving us, she going overseas also, left Laobu and I lonely stay here! Haix, laobu got ppl to pei her! Im alone lah!!!! Haix.

Nvm, i'll miss u guys de!!!

Chrysan, my potential "shooter"! Take care, althou i know u come back den will see!

Ahma, my very young Ahma! Take care too! Must buy things for me, i this loner waiting for you guys to be back!

Michelle, my meals provider!!! Hhahahha, u going M'sia liao, must miss me!!! Dont care!

Laobu, my very blur blur Laobu, hahha! We hug tgt cry lah! Hhahah.

Ok, im just being lame!

Oh ya, my sister bought Wii back! Hahha, can play!

(PS: I think i need to find a job asap! Im broke lah!)

(PPS: 如果你真心喜欢一个人，就不要管世俗的眼光，年龄，收入，高度不应该是爱情的障碍。)

14 hours?!

Wow, i slept for like 14 hours!!! Hahhaha. Was out for abt 13 hours the day before, met Michelle and Chrysan at abt 8 like that, did some exercise, breakfast-ed(new word) den back home change and stuff. Bought ingredients and bus-ed to Michelle's hse!

Fast forward-ed!

We had both our lunch and dinner at her hse! Damn nice, but she seems damn busy! Hahhah. Sorry Michelle, for not helping you for the dinner part. Anyway, we left her hse like abt 9plus, reached home at abt 10 like that. Wanted to bath, but the dishes and all are left there, unwashed! Of cos i have to wash them before i bath, so ya loh. Dragged until abt 1030 like that den i bath, stupid!!! Haix!

Ok, and today, i woke up at like 3 plus 4, when i slept like at 1am like that! 14hours straight man! Wahh, can die! First time!

And i received Wuiming's letter!

He said "Now August already, and im left with less than a year and i will be out already. So you all out there must take good care and wait for me arh." Argh, i miss him sia! That guy! Haix. Nvm, time flies, very fast will see him alrd! Heheh.

Ok, end!

我对你的记忆不会有终点

After reading the "book" that Chrysan showed me, wahh! Flashbacks man! Hhahah.

读完那个故事，顿时间感触超多的。
回想起做给他的那本“书”。
其实说自己伟大，但人始终是自私的，我并不列外。
我必须承认，我很自私的想把你占为己有，但是你并不是我的！

曾经希望你可以幸福快乐，
希望你可以把笑容每天都挂在嘴边，
希望你可以不要永远都那么忙。

但，你的快乐不是我的！
你把笑容挂在嘴边，我根本看不到！
你的忙，我不能帮你分担！

好想放弃你，但我做不到。
我知道我并没有真的尽力。

我真的很想告诉你，
你还住在我的心里，真的！

3年了，这段说长不长，说短不短的一厢情愿，
我放不下!!! 我真的放不下！
放不下，想要关心你的心！
放不下，想要见到你的笑脸。
放不下，对你的思念。
放不下，因为我还喜欢你!!!

我还在等，等着那“一被怕戏坡”的事！

(PS: For those who watched 格斗天王 shld know what i mean by “一被怕戏坡”)

(PPS: 我好想放声地大哭一场!!!)

Let the photos do the talking!

27th August 2009
*Margareth's last day! In the end, she extend her stay
**Auction @ Marriott Hotel



28th August 2009
*Spore Flyer!!!








*At Changing Appetites!


1st Sept 2009
*Sending Ahma off to Vietnam







*On train to Tampines


*At BBQ Chicken
**Just for LAUGHS!!!


*One normal photo!

*Fishballs

*On our way back home!

*Compare this 2 dessert!

*This is called NEVER GIVE UP from Benten Cafe @Bugis Iluma


6th Sept 2009
Auction @ Sheraton Towers
Like finally, Simon and Ruth had the auction back at Sheraton Towers, althou the other hotels are easy to find, except for St Regis, but still, prefers Sheraton Towers, becos there's a sense of familiarity(?) back there! Nvm, hahaha.

So today is Margareth's last day, she is going back to Philippines alrd lah, sian! Will miss her, nvm! Hahhaha. Oh ya, and there are like more observers den buyers loh! Maybe due to the rain? But still, sales not bad lah, except for the 2 Shanghai ladies, haix! Alrd waived the 15percent buyer's premium liao can, still keep asking for a lower price, haix! Nvm!

7th Sept 2009
Nth much, but i treat my Mum, Ahzhu and Aunty to Pizza Hut!!!
We had like,

• Chicken Royale Baked Pasta
• Oriental Delights Baked Rice
• Starry Munchies
• Sweet and Spicy Drumlets
• Beef Lasange
• Chicken Ham Pan Pizza
• Criss Cross Fries

Oh my god, bill was abt 50bucks, haix! Now, my bank left only like $47! But i got another Maybank a/c, that one for savings de! Cant spend! Hahha, chose Maybank becos, there are very little Maybank ATM ard in Spore maybe, and also, the card dont have NETS function! So, i cant spend!!! Now there's like $310 in the Maybank a/c! Hahhaha.

Oh ya, i bought another pants today!!! Ok, end!

(PS:I think im being very filial!)
(PPS:I realised, i dont have other guys in my eyes! Haix.)
(PPPS:Im missing Ahma alrd lah!)
(PPPPS:I still like Alex Fong's songs!)
(PPPPPS:Sorry, this is a very long post! Hahahha.)
(PPPPPPS:I still miss you, i have to say!!!)

Slacker!

Haix, hols alrd started, and im being a slacker at home loh! Just for today, i slept for like the whole day loh, sleep alrd, wake up, go back and sleep, den wake up watch tv, basically, im slacking the whole day loh! Haix!

Say my hols take go exercise, in the end, haix! Speechless! Hahha. Ohhh, btw, Ruth said i've slim down. Hahha. Happy de leh! Nvm! Hahha

I like this sentence! 如果愛上你 有沒有那種魅力 可以令你跟我牽手過每一天 其他都不用變. Its very nice!

I think i shld continue my "Defeated Queen" liao. Bye!!!

Auction @ Raffles Hotel

So, Raffles Hotel isn't that high class as i thot! Hahha. Sales wasn't too bad, but i think there are more observers den buyers loh! Hhahah. Ok lah, not much to elaborate, and blogger doesn't allow me to post pictures! Haix!!!

Nvm, i go watch my queen liao!

(PS: Nvr go to Marina Square de Kbox!!! Creepy! And you might end up paying for another "person".)

可能爱上你

我可能愛上你　但我在告訴自己
你只是一個我想見到的朋友而已
如果愛上你　有沒有那種魅力
可以令你跟我牽手過每一天　其他都不用變

感动天感动地

我感动天感动地 怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地 怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

Happy!!!

Happy becos i saw his car today when we were going home! Hahha. But im not sure if he is on the car. Hahah. Nvm, like what i said before, 见车如见人！Hahhaha.

Ok, bye!

(PS: Ahma, must buy things back for us hor, i dont care!)
(PPS: There's an jewellery auction at Raffles Hotel tmr, preview at 5pm!)
(PPPS: I cant upload pictures! So next time ah! Hahaha.)